Problem

I don't need people beating at me.  They are getting mad at me for like not getting enough sleep as a teen, when I was doing homework.  I e-mailed 1 hour, no TV.  I had some physical activity..  because they think they are cool like they know why I was ugly but didn't care when I did.. they did it.  They did it on purpose, so I didn't know what to do.  I can't go to the gym at 12.  Well, yea, but it'd be like tennis, which I did some.  It'd be some thing that consumes time.  Which, why does it seem like there's something wrong with that?  Just, why do they keep fighting me?  I don't wanna get arthritis typing this.  I need to sort these things out.  Where did all these false insults stem?  Like, I see they are doing things Johnny Depp does, telling us we did something that was only subconscious or we didn't know.  I am being like blown away by the foolish hatred. That I was ugly in a way.  Like I could fix it.  When I could when I was like 14/15/16, I got to jog for exercise and did much better then sometimes.  I know exercise fixes ugliness.  So, I'm being stormed at for being ugly from not exercising as much as others or something.  That's an image stemming from the past.  I just feel this set hatred.