I know

it was a big day for me and people here hate me.

Problem

They won't stop bothering me and looking at me like shit.

What?

I didn't do anything that bad!  I had a great day sorta.

Stay Home?

No way!  I just wanna go out and have a good time.

Edit

I edited my last 2 posts.

Well

I was just walking home assertively cuz the cars were hurting me.

Problem

They keep treating me like shit.

They made someone I look up to #1 over me like they get something weird instead.

Problem

They said I can't have my relationship on death.

Problems

A bunch of my writing got deleted.

The cars were bothering me, and they acted like they got me to think something I didn't.  I pressed my cell button to turn it on when people said something about kids and not me.  I got out and cars wouldn't stop bothering me.

I came home and my dad made a hitting noise and that bothers me sexually.

I marched home to march off the pain but got too assertive apparently, clenched my fists and said to stop it under my breath cuz they kept hurting me.

I was mad coming in my room and grabbed my head and squealed.

What are they gonna do?

Error

More

unwanted messages

Problem

They don't care, they won't stop.

Problem

They gave a slight suggestion that came out that made my face do something like someone else how I don't wanna.

Problem

I hope I didn't do anything that wrong, but I really was upset as in worried.  I don't know about mad, but I don't know why they did it.

In Mah Face (In My Face)

I just didn't like what someone thought completely, and it had to be followed up upon later.

Problem

They won't stop bothering me.

Oh

They have been hurting me physically.

and

I couldn't remember what I was gonna post cuz I'm really mad.

Problem

Now, they made the Blogger post page not load the 1st page.

Problem

They won't stop being mean.

They said someone I look up to cut a tradition to say they didn't approve of me.

Edit

I edited my last post.

Problem

They are acting like they stimulated someone I know to do what someone else does that is bad, like our relationship is just trash.

Problem

They are trying to hide my earlier posts today.

Problem

They're trying to hurt me.

Problem

They are talking trickily to me again, as usual.

Problem

I can't believe in anything because they reminded me of something when the Blogger buttons saves!

Issue

I was just busy wondering where my watch is.  I guess they want others to think about that.  I was blocking them out etc. with earplugs and classical music.

Problem

They made it so my last post wouldn't post so I remember it.

Then, they think they claimed something someone else does someone else I look up to is acting like in a wrong way now.

Edit

I edited my last post, the end of the 2nd paragraph.

I just realized something..

..they probably don't fully have a grasp on what they think it is I did wrong socially.  Was it because it was after mass?  Sometimes, they talk to people, at least, the priests, and I don't do that.  I mean, is this a sin?  If they said no, I wouldn't do it!  I don't want this instead.  I just got in trouble and am at risk of losing things in a relationship.  I seem to be punished in some way as a message after giving someone else a card.

Also, I was reading a religious book before church and it was small so I held it up high, and now I have a secret message that it might be wrong.

This is so unfortunate.  I think, since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) came out and Tim Burton and Johnny Depp became popular, nothing makes sense.

Problem

They said they fixed up someone I look up to to be stimulated not to take charge of what they say with me.  They probably also think they're in control of this person and they have to listen to what they say.

Problems

My pastor has lived in Pennsylvania, and they seem to not want to indicate where you socially are but pull the drop on you when you seem out of line of what you could have done better/instead.  Now, I'm wondering if priests at this church are right to condemn us.  If you asked, they'd say that's only intended for some people, like me.  I think even the people who are older in the congregation "play around" there because they have nothing to do.  The younger people are too feisty.  They overrate the pastor when they need to be more grounded so he doesn't seem to be misjudged as bad, like nothing they say matters cuz it's pushing and pulling at the truth in different ways in the end.

Problem

I am being closely monitored and it aggravates me.  They make me think of "bad words" by accident, and then they get mad.

Problems

My pastor is secretly punishing me harshly for someone that either was not or I did not know was wrong, just because it's a thought, and flips the idea around like he has to do it cuz other people would be mad.

It seems to have had a negative affect on my life.


I just gave him presents and I asked once and he said it was okay.  I was able to do it after masses.


I came home and went to bed after awhile, and I awoke to trouble.