Wednesday, November 16, 2016

Temporary Problems Blog

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Issue

They said I would never see someone for who they were with my eyes.  Supposedly, someone I like did it.

I Wish

I was more mature and could stay with my dad.

I just wanted to post about it.  I didn't figure anything out that I could take.  I seek mental health!

OK

but they did do it

it happened

Well

What did I do that you see as wrong?  What should I have done?

Are you concerned?

That I don't have a point then?

I just am telling what and wondering why.  No big problem, just comes and goes like a snap.  I didn't even notice it was there after.

Bothered

They are pretending they did it now to seem real.

Apology

I'm sorry if I posted something that was still interpreted too incorrectly that was offensive.  I couldn't find it.  I know I didn't say anything specific to indicate that it was a problem.  I guess I am forced to accept whatever it was that came along that bothered me in the overall message.  I think they were just saying a relationship was over and said something maybe inappropriate as a reason, in some way.

So..

The Point

Sometimes it matters, and sometimes it doesn't.  I says it doesn't and this is my personal problems blog where I go crazy for mental health professionals who don't know nothing to see.

Problem

They are hinting like my relationship is over.

I feel bad

for my work done here.  Let me get straight to the point I was able to figure out from doing this:

They say one time my relationship is important and another it's not, in certain ways, like in how I am treated.

There are other points of sorts, apparently.

I hear problems come in that I've seen to do with someone.

How People Treat Me Now

They are sneaking around taking from me socially and emotionally when they say they are just doing something.

When I learn new things, they say I am stupid.

Question

What does my dad's eyes have to do with me being "punished" and hurt?

Are you telling stories

to the people outside?  They said they said I was a person and in a way I don't wanna.  Why me, anyway, or people "on my side" at that?

I'm sorry.

I said I was seeking help for being hurt.  Did I hit a nerve, meaning you did do this to "punish" me?  I said I didn't care.  What if this didn't have to happen?

I don't care!

Ellen DeGeneres is not in the picture.  Just me.

More!

They keep ruining a relationship!

Problem

They keep acting like someone in a tacky way I don't wanna and not stopping thinking it!

It's Ellen DeGeneres!

I am not a test and I am not here to keep up with this!

What's wrong!

They keep hurting me physically!

Problem

They are infusing me so I'm not me.

They are making me a person in a mean interpretation and I don't wanna in something important.

I was just saying how I felt.  You supposedly didn't do anything.

They won't stop!

What did I do wrong?

I just explained how I was hurt to seek help.  I didn't do anything to you.

What?

What did you wanna talk about, my dad's eyes?

How I'm Feeling

I still like my dad's eyes.

I just feel like I'm having things thrown at me.  That's so.

Problem

What if they really ruined my relationships but made me have others?

Oh well, I don't care.

I just think they are obsessed with making a relationship tacky to talk about on my Problems blog and impossible.

Why I'm Worried

I think they slipped something bad in there.

Sure.

I know "it's a bad."

I said I didn't care, tho.

This is serious.

They acted threateningly to me like I should lose a relationship.  They planned this out "together."

I didn't start.

Ellen DeGeneres lashed out on me 1st.  She keeps doing things to me that make no sense, just to try to deny me focus and peace in my life so I can achieve my goals.  She has a problem with me with things to do with eyes, it seems.. and beards and mustaches.  That's not right.  Who deserves that?

Problem

There is something wrong with my eyes, either way.

So?

Who did this to me?

Why are you mad I posted this?

What have I become?

The product being a gay nigger!

Whoa, like, do you know where that came from and why I don't recollect?

And I'm not calling anyone gay nor a nigger, just how I feel about myself now.

Problem

They keep doing inappropriate things now.

No one cares

about my problems.

What's your problem?

I didn't try to point fingers.  I was just feeling bad.  I went insane last night.

What about my eyes?

I'm a person!  I am not my dad.  Why doesn't anyone else appreciate him for a change?

I don't care.

But I see they are sneaks.

What's Worse to Worry With

Supposedly, I am an offense if I do anything to do with a certain interesting person to follow.  My life is ruined because of this.

Problem

I can't even keep up with my violin practicing.

Digging in for Nothing

They keep thinking of things to make sure I never get close to anyone but my dad!

Blame

I'm having a hard time thinking with this.

Problem

They think I'm directing my anger at a relationship so that I could "lose it some more."

Shit

They are ruining my family life.

Problem

They are imagining my grandma being mad and keep hurting me for what I do in private.

Another Problem

They keep saying even if I am nice to someone, I'm being bad in some creative way.

Big Problem

Last night, someone got between me and a relationship.  They said someone else is always #1 over me, and if not is bloody angry.

I'm my own person.

I don't want his eyes.

Oh, and..

..he ruined my relationship.

Something Wrong

My dad looked at me in a gay way when I got home today, and said he "has to hypnotize me forever."  I don't want to be close to him like that, at all.

Un Problemo

They have a problem with everything I post on my blog.