Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Well

Sorry I get so mad.. Happy New Year!  May this blog not be seen!

Problem

THEY WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE.  IT'S MY NEW YEAR!

Looks like

someone ruined the New Year.  They all know I was upset at my Gramma for almost killing my mom on purpose who has cancer.  They don't care who done what!

I keep

getting glitches.

IMDb

They are getting them to talk inappropriately to me racially.

Glitch

My e-mail stayed highlighted after I checked it.  They just want me ot feel inappropriate and won't stop watching.

Apology

for not sooner taming this rumor-atic thing.

It's funny when

you see someone live it up to please bad people.  Then, they think they are living honestly to act tackily in some way concerning their instinctual side.

Glitches

When I load my page of posts, sometimes it's all shaded over and I have to reload it.

The question is

why do you keep hurting me?

You pay attention to my reaction.

You don't act normally.

I actually have a right

to post about someone if they are mean to me.

They are trying to act like they're waving their hand in front of my face, again.  They left the highlight color on as yellow.

Problem

They swirled it around funnily in a way that disturbed me, the cursor.

Get them!

Attn: Christina.

Beware 'DramatisPersona' an online character aka 'SultanOfSix', you might find him online stalking you for a decade or so due to your half Asian heritage. 

 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Race,_Evolution,_and_Behavior

Re: Attn: Christina.

Im a lesbian 

"It's a good thing!"--Martha Stewart

Why

would someone make me feel worse?

My efforts are in vain.

I am white.  I just don't deal with shit.

These people just won't shut up!

I AM NOT CHINESE.  STOP HATING ON ASIANS.  I DON'T WANNA RECALL THIS.  WHY ARE YOU SO MEAN?  GET A LIFE!

M*****ing Criminals

In private, they keep sending messages that are suggestive to me.  I feel trained like in Operand Conditioning to feel a certain way because it makes me so mad and I just wanna put it on my blog.  Out of nowhere, this machine in the garage keeps making these annoying grumbling noises with evil messages or threats to my sanity and serenity.

I went back

and deleted most of the posts on Ellen that were silly and unnecessary.

I did

mention other names this time.

I do hope

things get better.  It is a lotta work to undo saying "Ellen."  She does some pretty radical things, tho.   I'd like to keep her up in the list of suspects, but the rest of what I said was more rushed.

Misplaced Post

They won't stop bothering me.   They keep being nasty, like they're waving their hand in front of my face.

I feel irritated.

I posted Ellen's name, and it just irritates me.  What if she read it?  If she doesn't, is it okay?  It's not like I said something bad unless it was about something bad..

Mimic-ers

They keep getting at me for feeling jumped at by the idea of someone having kids, what they're like, all jumpity and excited and trying to like control my life.  It's on the news, the anchors.  They keep even more acting annoyed at me for it.  What?  What did I do?  If that's all a kid will know, then they will be jealous of others.  It must be a different generation.  I guess they are just chosing one persona.  When I moved here, that was not even an issue if you were annoyed at the idea of pretend kids.  But now?

There's more.  This is pathetic.  The experimenters.

What It Means

..I can talk to people more if they are nicer to me.  I wouldn't talk to someone who's acting like I'm psycho.

Issues

I have a feeling people will be nicer to me.

I think they were upset I accidentally hit my cup with my plate.  I just did it looking more deliberate.  I totally did not know I did it but didn't say anything, just looked innocent.

If you can help, please

tell me what I should and should not say.

Wondering..

..If my Gramma went down to South Florida to spite me, why would it be right for her to ruin my cousin's baby boy?   I don't think "people are disillusioned."  That could only mean worse for me.  I got up and felt mad at my Gramma eating cuz she made such an annoying noise that hurt my mom's breast cancer, and she did it on purpose and acted like it was to k*** her maybe.

They're just messin' with me.

Want me to waste more energy posting on my problems blog and getting away with it.

'T'was not I.

Now, it's in my family's addictive mind that it was I who ruined supper.

Who is this to/in what way?

I'm just reporting my problems.  It's not to be nasty, but I felt people hated me.  I should deal with it.  I didn't address it to anyone.  I dunno what to think about that, but it seemed like the same message, either way.

Moreover, I am sad that girl deals with this.  I just know Ellen is nicer to her to punish me.  Why look up to someone like that, why look up to anyone then?  Ellen is using her and has offset her, it seems, or she just wanted more than 1 thing different.

Just for Her

No one cares about Ellen.  She is mean.  She does stuff like pleasure I deserve in her place, like it's not even embarrassing.

I see people going around in glasses.  I had said she was m*********** in pleasure putting my mom in glasses.  I had just said I was happy to get my new contacts for the 1st time.  I said that cuz she should be put in her place and she's an adult.  I didn't mean anything sarcastic about the word!  Just like symbolically, like how things were.  I should have started to explain things already when I posted them.  She thinks she's a joke spreading to others that they won't believe it tho she does not care but only looks for things that are obvious and easier to understand, like that what I said was bad, tho if you don't look at it sarcastically it might even seem nice/okay.  Something went wrong.  I was sure it was because of her.

Do you want this to happen to you?

You are a slave to this girl?  You do everything I earned in place of me to her?

They also made those posts while I was awake.

What do you think I am, some animal or a n*****?

They are also doing messages to turn me off a certain way.

This girl has nothing to do with me.  No one cares about Ellen.

Glitch

Sometimes, the Posts page is shaded over and I have to load again myself.

They won't quit.

2 guys who I liked talked to one another, and that girl posted a picture of another guy giving her money.

What's Even Mare Annoying

I think they are mad at the table I kept breaking off their insults by when I put my spoon on the plate.  They were the ones bothering me.  They were nicer at dessert for my brother.  About that, why do I have to worry about others thinking my brother should not matter?  I can just see it.  Most people would be nice cuz they have hi self esteem, anyway.

More

They said "26" now, like our babies 26 years old on that memory.