Thursday, July 9, 2015

Threat

Someone is threatening to force me out of a relationship I like.  Crazy!

Threat

Someone is threatening to force me out of a relationship I like.  Crazy!

Losing My Mind

They were so mean to me, I didn't have my female thing since like mid-April.

Anyway, sorry I lost my mind and thought something bad, but I'm still stern about this idea going that I have to be bothered.  Well, I don't!  And I don't accept that it's okay!  They were bothering me, but I don't remember what it was.

Losing My Mind

They were so mean to me, I didn't have my female thing since like mid-April.

Anyway, sorry I lost my mind and thought something bad, but I'm still stern about this idea going that I have to be bothered.  Well, I don't!  And I don't accept that it's okay!  They were bothering me, but I don't remember what it was.

Ellen DeGeneres

If she's stuck not saying much, I can treat her like she's a baby to me and I get glory in my view of this, like it's a sacrifice to tend to like a wound.

This is just in general.  I am not trying to attack about what she's doing right now.  Sadly, I think most good people know that she likes them and they can point out that what she posted was posted to say it was wrong.  However, to me it is supposed to be that way, be right.  I don't care if she posted it to say it's wrong, it's still wrong-ahahaha!  Not trying to attack there, tho, just fitting in the next piece of the puzzle or toy castle.

She's not really

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..a baby to me in all ways cuz that wouldn't be good.

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..a baby to me in all ways cuz that wouldn't be good.

Ellen DeGeneres

If she's stuck not saying much, I can treat her like she's a baby to me and I get glory in my view of this, like it's a sacrifice to tend to like a wound.

This is just in general.  I am not trying to attack about what she's doing right now.  Sadly, I think most good people know that she likes them and they can point out that what she posted was posted to say it was wrong.  However, to me it is supposed to be that way, be right.  I don't care if she posted it to say it's wrong, it's still wrong-ahahaha!  Not trying to attack there, tho, just fitting in the next piece of the puzzle or toy castle.

She's not really

What's happening??

Someone I look up to is being reduced to basically being r**ed into submission from me.

The thought is still lingering on.

Before, I said, so any good ideas for how to be stimulated?

I'm kinda sad, I must admit.

I feel I'm waiting to blow up.  That still means you're supposed to talk about it.  I think Ellen tried mentioning it, and I wanted to say something about it on my blog, and she's dwindling the idea.  It doesn't really make sense.  I'm not doing it, so why is she?  In saying this last sentence, I mean what is going on?  I'm not trying to act "Disgusted."  I'm just acting serious.

I also think it's like jumping to conclusions.  They do this to most all attractive adults once looked up to and hopefully still.

It feels like everything she does means she can do anything she wants that hurts me.

Sick and "Disgusting"

You can't shave off my attitude like it's your excuse to act like I'm bad and in trouble.

Sick and "Disgusting"

You can't shave off my attitude like it's your excuse to act like I'm bad and in trouble.

What's happening??

Someone I look up to is being reduced to basically being r**ed into submission from me.

The thought is still lingering on.

Before, I said, so any good ideas for how to be stimulated?

I'm kinda sad, I must admit.

I feel I'm waiting to blow up.  That still means you're supposed to talk about it.  I think Ellen tried mentioning it, and I wanted to say something about it on my blog, and she's dwindling the idea.  It doesn't really make sense.  I'm not doing it, so why is she?  In saying this last sentence, I mean what is going on?  I'm not trying to act "Disgusted."  I'm just acting serious.

I also think it's like jumping to conclusions.  They do this to most all attractive adults once looked up to and hopefully still.

It feels like everything she does means she can do anything she wants that hurts me.

A Weird Thing

My dad acted like I should be punished for a day for asking him like why he's being upset, and Ellen knows thru the people experimenting on me and reacted like a mad puppy and posted less in a day.  Just a press of a button, and Ellen "does the trick."  How is that good?  The only other thing I could think was Ellen decided that.

A Weird Thing

My dad acted like I should be punished for a day for asking him like why he's being upset, and Ellen knows thru the people experimenting on me and reacted like a mad puppy and posted less in a day.  Just a press of a button, and Ellen "does the trick."  How is that good?  The only other thing I could think was Ellen decided that.

Liars

I'm a good person.  I have even checked in with my parents in the past as to if I needed to do anything to change.  You can't just take that I did something and hold me up to my decisions or my errors and ruin my life in secret without admitting anything.  I might crack into them at my next therapist appointment.

Liars

I'm a good person.  I have even checked in with my parents in the past as to if I needed to do anything to change.  You can't just take that I did something and hold me up to my decisions or my errors and ruin my life in secret without admitting anything.  I might crack into them at my next therapist appointment.

It's too much of a coincidence..

..all the people I am into do this.

It's too much of a coincidence..

..all the people I am into do this.

So..

..why is this person I like making people experimenting on me give me mean treatment and messages?

So..

..why is this person I like making people experimenting on me give me mean treatment and messages?

Problem

Someone experimenting on me, possibly Ellen DeGeneres, told my neighbors to talk annoyingly with a mean secret message.  Another person I like supposedly got the lady to go all out and be annoying once.

Problem

Someone experimenting on me, possibly Ellen DeGeneres, told my neighbors to talk annoyingly with a mean secret message.  Another person I like supposedly got the lady to go all out and be annoying once.

Crazy

How am I supposed to know at the moment it's bad to curse about the hurtful noises in my room?  I don't think I'm the bad guy in this.  I mean, yea, sometimes i'd think that'd be no, but there was a reason.

Crazy

How am I supposed to know at the moment it's bad to curse about the hurtful noises in my room?  I don't think I'm the bad guy in this.  I mean, yea, sometimes i'd think that'd be no, but there was a reason.

Okay, so..

..why do you think I'm testing Ellen DeGeneres?  Also, why am I being tested?

Okay, so..

..why do you think I'm testing Ellen DeGeneres?  Also, why am I being tested?

The Funny Thing

It's just like me buying anything else, but we might not have room supposedly, tho I think I could work it out somehow I hope..

The Funny Thing

It's just like me buying anything else, but we might not have room supposedly, tho I think I could work it out somehow I hope..

"No"

I don't need to be taught that word!  My mom is acting like she should have given me Type 1 diabetes as a baby.

"No"

I don't need to be taught that word!  My mom is acting like she should have given me Type 1 diabetes as a baby.

Upset

Every day is new *beep*.  I told my mom I wanted some of my money to get the NutriBullet, but we might need some of it to help for the house supposedly.

They're acting like they're gonna ruin something for me "reLated"  in the future.  I heard something about my jogging, which I kinda have been on a break from.

She wants to ask my dad about the NutriBullet "cuz we already have a Magic Bullet" which they don't even wanna use cuz it takes time.  I'm worried about getting Type1 diabetes and beings stuck sitting around gaining weight with nothing to do and nothing to eat.

I started off just saying it was a NutriBullet.  She was upset cuz we had something like it!  She got interested after awhile when I finally told her what I wanted, that it could cure my diabetes, high cholesterol, and "cancer."

Upset

Every day is new *beep*.  I told my mom I wanted some of my money to get the NutriBullet, but we might need some of it to help for the house supposedly.

They're acting like they're gonna ruin something for me "reLated"  in the future.  I heard something about my jogging, which I kinda have been on a break from.

She wants to ask my dad about the NutriBullet "cuz we already have a Magic Bullet" which they don't even wanna use cuz it takes time.  I'm worried about getting Type1 diabetes and beings stuck sitting around gaining weight with nothing to do and nothing to eat.

I started off just saying it was a NutriBullet.  She was upset cuz we had something like it!  She got interested after awhile when I finally told her what I wanted, that it could cure my diabetes, high cholesterol, and "cancer."

I'm not in at this.

People experimenting on me or specific people think they can make rules and reprimand/"punish" me for my thoughts just to have something to hurt me about.

They want a chance to re-parent me, but it's retarded.

I'm not in at this.

People experimenting on me or specific people think they can make rules and reprimand/"punish" me for my thoughts just to have something to hurt me about.

They want a chance to re-parent me, but it's retarded.

My View of Ellen DeGeneres

I took away some older posts I made and tried to make this better:

I think that movie stars like her "naughty" side.  She identifies with rebels.

She is not there to spoil us.

I think she isn't there for what we want..

I have this image of her alone on the stage in the dark totaled to her answer as to what or who she is to us, that she really gets upset quite often and when you get down to it is a mad person, like all "negative" and vicious towards nice people who mess up or have a breakdown to teach us something she believes to be true, that we should be treated some certain way.

My View of Ellen DeGeneres

I took away some older posts I made and tried to make this better:

I think that movie stars like her "naughty" side.  She identifies with rebels.

She is not there to spoil us.

I think she isn't there for what we want..

I have this image of her alone on the stage in the dark totaled to her answer as to what or who she is to us, that she really gets upset quite often and when you get down to it is a mad person, like all "negative" and vicious towards nice people who mess up or have a breakdown to teach us something she believes to be true, that we should be treated some certain way.

Problem

They keep "dancing" around making up new ways to annoy me so I can't keep up posting about it.

Problem

They keep "dancing" around making up new ways to annoy me so I can't keep up posting about it.

Problem

They said that person is "out."

Problem

They said that person is "out."

Someone I Like

They keep making someone I like sound bad to me all the time.  They are making little goofy talking noises..

Someone I Like

They keep making someone I like sound bad to me all the time.  They are making little goofy talking noises..

Problem

They are making fun of something about my relatives/ancestors and think they have me on a leash.  Why does this *beep* keep happening to me?

Problem

They are making fun of something about my relatives/ancestors and think they have me on a leash.  Why does this *beep* keep happening to me?

My Eye Site

They just made a black screen blink on my computer.

My Eye Site

They just made a black screen blink on my computer.

Beating Out Me

People are beating out of me and digging up about someone I like.

Annoying

These people watching me are acting giddy in an annoying way and took away authenticity of someone I like.

Annoying

These people watching me are acting giddy in an annoying way and took away authenticity of someone I like.

Beating Out Me

People are beating out of me and digging up about someone I like.

Mean to Me

My dad/mom/people try to act like they are reprimanding and punishing me behind my back.  They do weird things and don't admit it and are nasty.  I don't wanna suggest what they do and can't think of certain examples right now.

Mean to Me

My dad/mom/people try to act like they are reprimanding and punishing me behind my back.  They do weird things and don't admit it and are nasty.  I don't wanna suggest what they do and can't think of certain examples right now.

A Stick in the Mud

I was thinking something and that made my dad light up probably not to let my aunt/s visit me.

A Stick in the Mud

I was thinking something and that made my dad light up probably not to let my aunt/s visit me.

My Reputation

I wanted to watch it grow, not let it blow.

My Reputation

I wanted to watch it grow, not let it blow.

Extended Relations..

People found out I had a cool extended family and think I'm just yesterday's news now cuz they think something really stupid.. that someone older makes them feel better and it's not cuz they're older even!

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They think I am worthless, all of a sudden!

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They think I am worthless, all of a sudden!

Extended Relations..

People found out I had a cool extended family and think I'm just yesterday's news now cuz they think something really stupid.. that someone older makes them feel better and it's not cuz they're older even!

Life's Mission

They have a mission in life to hurt me.  It's in their post-dying wish or convenience.

Life's Mission

They have a mission in life to hurt me.  It's in their post-dying wish or convenience.

An end in sight?

They are acting like this person is simulated in submission from me repetitively.

They claim the person just needs to be and be seen as stimulated in a bad way.

I'm not living like this!  Where is the logic?  Are you jealous of me?  Where is your "pain?"

An end in sight?

They are acting like this person is simulated in submission from me repetitively.

They claim the person just needs to be and be seen as stimulated in a bad way.

I'm not living like this!  Where is the logic?  Are you jealous of me?  Where is your "pain?"

Problems

They took it upon themselves to start bothering me cuz in an old blog yesterday I talked about something they did.  They are trying to stimulate someone into submission from me.

I was just lying down and they tapped into the part between up my legs, like a belt was there holding me back.  The sensation remained.

They are too picky.  Let's just say it, I'm gonna resist you even if what you're saying isn't exactly wrong.

Problems

They took it upon themselves to start bothering me cuz in an old blog yesterday I talked about something they did.  They are trying to stimulate someone into submission from me.

I was just lying down and they tapped into the part between up my legs, like a belt was there holding me back.  The sensation remained.

They are too picky.  Let's just say it, I'm gonna resist you even if what you're saying isn't exactly wrong.