Problems: 11/24/16

Thursday, November 24, 2016

Problem

They said someone I look up to wishes I didn't exist and is with someone else instead.

Problem

I think they permanently put me with someone I don't wanna and said if not it'd be someone else tho no one else has to go thru this.

They are acting like something big has happened.

Thoughts

It is a sin, I think, but it's also something I don't wanna.

I keep being put with people..

I keep being put with people I don't wanna too intense and others don't.

Like, any elderly person and anyone born in Generation X. Before, I was with myself and sorta my parents.

So..

Someone I look up to is supposedly cool with someone else always ^with^ them and keeps me at a distance in this way. It's pretty intense. I think it's also involving punishing me.

The people experimenting me are like a faucet running, reminds me of my dad. They've been this way since the Presidential Election, and they are acting like someone I look up to said to do this. I've not been feeling good emotionally lately. I want my distance from my dad. This is crazy.

Problem

Why sometime since I cursed about hurtful illegal noises Ellen DeGeneres put in my room is my life the scene for those I meet other than her, like it's all about this vision of my relatives descending into my life this much for once but in a bad way? a vision of inappropriately stimulating people I look up to! like it's any of anyone's business.

I also noticed..

..no one else has such rules. That means I'm right, but I don't want to be mean, I mean. I didn't really mean anything all those times.

Problem

Why does it seem like they really cancelled?

Thinking Back

Aren't I nice?

I feel beat.

If something happens to do with someone who is younger, I feel beaten.

Problem

They even made the threat that I not feel anything.

Problem

They are taking from me.

Problem

I just went to change it to separate the pictures, and they said someone I look up to said to do something for them instead, something important to me.

So, what?

Was it okay?

Problems

Does this have something to do with me not only not feeling like practicing violin but not learning German?

Issue

This has affected my meeting someone to be nill?

Why is someone I like so much so uptight about things I cannot control? I mean, some things seem abnormal, but they aren't. I don't know unless I'm told if I'm running a risk.

Problem

I think I am in trouble for this. I just added the explanations to be courteous. Can anyone "care to explain?"

Reading Into Things

I figured things were okay, but then they said someone I like said I go to someone else.

cont.

I mean, I can't agree with it. They just say they said something else.

Issue

They're just going crazy firing at me random things seeing how I can react and getting mad if I'm at all a bit upset.

Verbal Abuse

Why am I verbally abused by someone?

They think I am bad to have just posted this.

What did I do? I don't need to be taught a lesson.

Ran Into a Problem

I am not really mean to younger people, but like some weird idea could come to my mind.

I don't like that I'm under the radar for this by someone I look up to, supposedly. They take big things from me.