Thursday, October 13, 2016

Bothered

This is always around.  It's messing me up.

Issue

My dad always wants to see me hurt and pretends he doesn't during down time.

Issue

They make fun of me if I'm not mean, and I'm not.

I can feel Ellen DeGeneres laughing at me.  I heard she's involved.

Someone Hurt

I think someone is hurt in relation to me cuz I was upset in my past while being brought to mind something to do with them.  People are superstitious about me.

Hypnotized to Hate Me

Ellen DeGeneres is going around telling people they are bad that if they know me they have a good opinion of me.  I cursed about hurtful, illegal noises she put in my room.  I probably did other bad things, but this was the big thing supposedly.  It was a long time, months.  She probably hurts me every day.

Disturbed

I feel disturbed as I go about my day.  It's like I'm dysfunctional.

Problem

It's just not the same.  The people I like have turned off and succumbed.

I was just upset and assertive in a clumsy way around the house.

Issue

They are saying I did something wrong last night because I changed and was able to make myself not as upset later.

Problem

My dad was nice to me, and I feel like I am upset with him for being mean now, and that made him even more mad.  He is enforcing I don't get something from people I like like it's any of his business.  My mom was taking pleasure in saying I don't get someone who has some umph against these criminal people.  "Oh, you don't 'need' your relationships."