Problem

They're being bad trying to get away with being mean to me whenever they want so much I can't write it all down.

Problem

Why would my dad be bad for encouraging me?  You think I'm *beep*?

Funny

I just wanted to make my way between my room and my bathroom.

Fetish Report

So, I don't have my earplugs in cuz I need to wake up at the alarm.  My parents are sending nasty noise messages.  They're odd in the world.

Cheating out Life

No one cares about the past if the future is not that bright.

Yes, problems..

..with them thinking that me feeling bad teaches me to be in my place.  They'd kill me if they could..

Schizophrenic

Is my dad having problems about me ever feeling right?

Problems With Parents

Is my dad the source of having a problem with me and inflicting his ways on me?  I am not my parents.

Torture

How can you act like I deserve this?  No one likes this.  I'm not too stupid to turn it off, were it a real bother.

You give me perverted, stupid messages, and it's like I'm just wrong to others from false rumors and personal revelations.

Problem

The noises in my garage room are annoying now and won't stop constantly going with "the air" or something.

Well..

It doesn't seem like a big deal to hit your sofa a little after you've squenched, but then they keep at you and you lose control and do it more and forget how it's bad cuz you don't have to live like that.

Worried

These noises in my room are bothering me, and a weird thought came to my mind that the experimenters will note and claim is important in weird ways.

Problem

They keep telling me I said something I didn't mean that went thru my head.

Problem

Bella keeps taking away my relationships!

Problem

These noises in my garage aren't stopping.

Problem

They told someone to drive by and say I could not "have" 1 or 2 people.

Problem

They have a repeating noise in the garage.

Apology

You don't have to accept it..

So, they didn't like my hitting things in my room and, like, snarling.

I got carried away with something, that someone/some people told the nurse to drop the vile on the floor and not wash her hands or anything, to punish me for my thoughts in a now free country.  Maybe, it was the nurse's decision, of course, not 100% sure.  She could tell I didn't have a perfect morning or whatever and was mad like I deserve to be treated differently.  She was a tall, somewhat obese blonde.  My mom rubbed it in, I felt, and she cut her finger.  Just this morning, I was called by transportation exactly when I posted something on this blog that upset me.  So, it's those people experimenting on me, most certainly tho not 100% without a doubt.  I was gonna deal with it, but I guess my mom upset me.  I just squenched myself, and it seemed everything was over because of my dad's oldest sister saying that's not okay.  She needs to back off in that way.  That's how I started getting upset when paying them a visit and going to a church there.  That's usually how it starts, sometimes gradually, and I just lose it and think it's okay.

Problem

How am I not smart / dumb?

I guess you just wanna punish bad people, but sometimes no one is bad.

Look..

..you can't be going back and saying I said the experiment on me is okay.

Anyway, you can't keep being so nasty to me.  No one will do it.  It's simply wrong..

Problem

I don't find it okay to make up things about me that I don't like to do and say I simply.."do 'em."

Problem

They are saying someone I like is wasting time making up things to bother me constantly, people who experiment on me, that she gave the order and a happy little list.

Sigh!

Looks like someone had to pack their bags cuza fighting for attention, by others.

What do you need?

Some kind of work or thinking?

I don't need constant laid out punishment for anything, just to say I can never pay back for some little thing I supposedly did!

I mean if you needed work, you can't depend on bad people to fill it in for you.  You can't make it a part of a punishment, therefore.  It's 2 separate things.

Problem

I don't know why, but I just posted about my grandma needing to change her life, who I just visited, and right when I posted my transportation called.