Okay, "whatever you say."

I never said anyone had to do anything for me.

Dear Problems Journal

I am so sorry I am nothing to no one.

I get mad and I worry about my own doings.

Let me just "forget about it," as you command.

Getting Away With It

They had to say I needed a bloody towel and want me to feel very bad about being angry.  What?  If I can't have a relationship at all for some stupid reason that I didn't ask for a relationship..  They hinted something else, too, I didn't like.

No Point

They make fun of me if I'm upset I was upset cuz then they take something from me.

Idea

You know there is a real problem.  I am not worth it, and other people are all the same it seems sometimes.

But I probably will see them again?

I don't like how I get mad, but they get mad if I do, too.

So what if it's true?

I turned you off, I don't care about you (in this situation because it rhymes etc.)

What?  I don't want to worry.

Almost 10?  No shower?

These people

are so rude.

Problem

They called me lame like someone else, like my life has failed, cuz I was mad in the bathroom.

WAH

Now what?  You know, it's true I don't have friends to talk to.

I think I deserve stuff cuz they're the ones constantly interrupting me seeking things that are good.

Maybe, I should do something to help, like not expect much.

What?

So, you're just gonna leave off?  Why did you call me not all that?  I don't sin.  You said this person was just telling you this because you did it and not them.

See

I know what they think.  I said they said it's okay to think about them all the time and make it happen.  I say it's not natural anyway.  Then, they say, oh see I thought so.  But no, I know it's that I can't ever have them come up in my life following this time.

Like, who cares?

The people experimenting on me seem like they "don't have a heart."  I think that person I like cares about me.  If I am off in some big way, I just figure maybe it wasn't important, like someone else the things they did maybe they're not as much to me as before.  They might be making fun of me like I think of people like all the time if I like them.  They won't let me off in security.  I was mad for a reason!  I just got home.  People put something bad in my throat.  It came out, and my mom was just sitting there staring at me bemusedly.  I did fine there.  What is this?  What do you expect?  I know already sometimes I do not feel comfortable, and it might not be a racial issue.  I know comfortable, I do well and they don't say I did something wrong as much.  What happened?  People are making fun of me like I'm not all that, like I have some personal issue with my identity.  I think I was made to not feel as white, like it had to be some way I didn't like and then they think I shoulda done it.  The people experimenting on me are bringing up people a lot when I say it's not a good idea, and then they take them away like they should never be in my life.  I just got the feeling they were someone else, too.  I'm sorry, but I cannot know to agree with things you say, like fully believing it, like something about race.  I just was talking about what could be wrong!  I do care.  I do not wish to be ugly or something silly like that, but my parents haven't lately lectured the new times into my ears.  So, I'm not really pumped with a lotta intelligence.  I'm sorry, whatever they said I cannot handle it.

So..

..I don't know what this is, but I had good plans.  Is there something I don't know that's going on for me?  Why do you think you can do this?  How can I get rid of the penis thing?

Problem

Who did this penis thing!

If I disagree..

..they say I will be snapped at, even though I am right.

Bad News

When I'm really angry, they are hostile to me forcing someone I like to go out and be mean to me.

I lost something in the relationship, and it's like I just don't have one now in my opinion or so is said at latest as I rest and await some day when I'm not punished soon like right now.

I'm worried, I was already being upset after feeling good.  I was mad in my bathroom but I didn't do any really weird things.  That's a bad sign for the future.  I already lost what I gave up things for.  They are meaner when I try to give up some things to focus to not be in trouble again.

No, they were wrong to me and get mad at me for my private thoughts.

I don't know what all this will amount to, but they seem to have hopes for something.  They won't leave me alone.  They don't want me to get anything of what I want.

They just said no again.  I don't know why they said this.  They want me to not have my life.

They are messing with me saying I know they were just saying it but because I was upset in the bathroom it's cool to say now I can't really have it.

I don't have a problem.  You keep bringing people into my mean family to prove I am no saint.  I have a private life, too.  Or do I?  I'm nice, but you stole something that was mine.

Anything else?  I need to get a move on.  I already recovered from something, but now it's back to this one thing, me being upset after in the bathroom.

This is an opportunity for me, and you're waving the wand to make me a nigger.

They have no control over their temper nor respect for my lifestyle.  They just come in and make noise and move things around.

If you already took something from me, why wouldn't I be upset?  I don't even remember how it started.  My mom was irritating me.  I'm so glad I'm not with her right now.  I was upset it felt like they took it.  You made me really mad.  Why don't you just go and make some little kid mad and see if you can believe in anything?

They said this time it's serious.

They are making it feel like I have an invisible penis.

They are just bothering me!

Still

Bothered

Problem

They said someone I like had to bring up a bad habit based on a person.

Again

After a long day they have brought the same things up.  I am headed home.

Problem

People won't stop.

Away

I'm going somewhere.

Glitch

The internet has been funny on devices.

Problem

They are trying to surround me by others.

Problems

They made an ad stay long after a song started when I switched tabs.

They just arranged my face to be like someone else.

Disfiguring Me

They might be pretending it has to happen to me.

Problem

They are following my grandma, who thinks she has to be mean to me cuz everyone else is.

They just fell the inkling and blurted out anything they want from someone I care about.

I was at church yesterday and felt hurt, and then I couldn't fix it like I was bad.  During mass, I felt more creative, and anyone who knew thought I was bad!

Let's stop to pee again?

They got mad at me because I got surprised someone would tell me to think of someone else during a period of joy and I thought of something a little weird.  It's just too bad.  I was a surprised, and they were mad.