Saturday, November 12, 2016

Issue

I feel sexually uncomfortable and my vacation was ruined.

Issue

My mom said someone I like wants me to pander to the needs of them.  She was being loopy about what was wanted.

Issue

I was attacked and flipped open the bathroom door too far some.

Problem

Why was my dad mad when I said sorry?  It was rather nasty.  He did it twice.  He tried to disfigure me.  It was perverted and pressure/stress.

Upset

They did something like that again saying I switch places with someone I don't want to be like.

I'll probably get more from others.

Upset

My mom said someone I like said, "Do it, to feel perverted after a rough night they'd speak out against.

At Least

I wasn't so upset on the outside.

Problem

People want my vacation to be about me and those weird messages I wrote about.

Problem

My dad is disfiguring my facertc and my mom and others are probably joining in to bother me.  I just woke up!

Problem

I didn't do anything!  They won't stop and I can't sleep!

Problem

My dad said I'd age badly.  I'm tryin' to go to bed!  One thing ticks him off.  They said I'd have a child, and I didn't say I wanted one cuz I don't.  They are taking from me cuza my dad.  They said this will never be right cuz I threw open my covers!  No, I'm sick of shit fights.  I felt myself aging badly.  I need to go to bed.

Problems

My mom threatened me about bringing up something.

My dad made my private tingly!

More

He said no more good trips on Theron's.  He's calling me shit.  He's crazy.  He's sick and won't be quiet this time.

I didn't do anything

I'm just not taking him saying I'm shit.  I tried to ignore him.  He got up again saying sorry a 2nd time.  I feel affected by him.  He said I'm pervertedly having babies.  He just said something disgusting to someone I care about.  He won't stop!  He's terminating my relationship.  He's still not in bed and sending more messages.  I can be upset with him if I want.

Apology

My dad actually got out of bed as I wrote this apology.

I didn't do anything wrong.

What is his problem?

He is threatening those close to me.

Sorry I was upset, but I didn't do anything wrong.

Why is my dad awake all night?

Sorry

I guess I lost it.  I didn't know what to do.  My dad kept acting like there was a problem with me forever.  After I wrote this he said tomorrow isn't an important day for me.  He cursed me at 34 and 40 years old.  He kept fighting in how he acted, but I thought to myself it wasn't right, with sparks flying somehow.  He kept attacking me.  He said tomorrow doesn't matter!  I'm on vacation.  We leave Sunday.  Today is early Saturday morning.  Yesterday was Friday.

Also, no one has to do anything for me.  It's not something I order.  However, I was upset they ruined my chance for a good day tomorrow with someone.  I just am not here to shoot the crap.