Saturday, November 12, 2016
Problem
My dad said I'd age badly. I'm tryin' to go to bed! One thing ticks him off. They said I'd have a child, and I didn't say I wanted one cuz I don't. They are taking from me cuza my dad. They said this will never be right cuz I threw open my covers! No, I'm sick of shit fights. I felt myself aging badly. I need to go to bed.
I didn't do anything
I'm just not taking him saying I'm shit. I tried to ignore him. He got up again saying sorry a 2nd time. I feel affected by him. He said I'm pervertedly having babies. He just said something disgusting to someone I care about. He won't stop! He's terminating my relationship. He's still not in bed and sending more messages. I can be upset with him if I want.
Sorry
I guess I lost it. I didn't know what to do. My dad kept acting like there was a problem with me forever. After I wrote this he said tomorrow isn't an important day for me. He cursed me at 34 and 40 years old. He kept fighting in how he acted, but I thought to myself it wasn't right, with sparks flying somehow. He kept attacking me. He said tomorrow doesn't matter! I'm on vacation. We leave Sunday. Today is early Saturday morning. Yesterday was Friday.
Also, no one has to do anything for me. It's not something I order. However, I was upset they ruined my chance for a good day tomorrow with someone. I just am not here to shoot the crap.
Also, no one has to do anything for me. It's not something I order. However, I was upset they ruined my chance for a good day tomorrow with someone. I just am not here to shoot the crap.
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