They are picking at me in weird ways for being upset when they were mean to me.
My grandma/oldest aunt keep appearing and prevent me from feeling good at night and I wake up and am not ready to face a day. They made a noise sometimes to turn me off at night when I feel good or am about to sleep.
They're telling me more now. I don't want my grandma touching me in the way she was in real life and now coming in in uncomfortable ways. I was eager to see her for my own reasons. I thought I would stay away, but I called and she said to come.
I am having problems feeling things for some reason.
They think they can end my life. I even got a secret message about me being something they want d**d.
I don't want to be pushed to feel with my grandma in place of something else a part of my life. I am open to them, but they shouldn't "need" to feel me like that when they don't show so much interest. That's up to no good. I don't want my grandma coming in like I'm bad and in lieu of that she needs to touch me to be my life, in a bad way.
I know my aunt has issues that shouldn't be. If she's gonna be in my life, she's gonna have to knock, I guess. She gets mad if I talk about being young. Maybe, I should not even visit anyone?
So, yes, this lack of me feeling right does not make me well at night. I wake up and feel.. well, right now like I'm uncomfortably m*******ing.
What say does my grandma have in things in my life? I'm a good person, and she's more iffy. Same with my oldest aunt. She can't be here to k***. That's sorta the opposite of what she does. It's not funny. They think I'm an accident and don't matter. They find an interest in my mom and dad but not me due to them.
They just asked me if I don't want something, but there's nothing wrong with me reporting this crime! I didn't do anything! If you agree with this, you are out to get me. I forget what I was gonna say now. Oh, some people think these things aren't good to talk about. Maybe, I'm over their heads. I think I have this more pieced together than them and solved it to my advantage, simply.
My grandma and oldest aunt are so mean to me. My younger aunt seems to have a k***ing nature, as well. So, gotta watch out. They just said that someone has something I don't but in a bad way. I can't imagine them being like this before. Who said my dad is right that I'm bad? I dunno about ugly. Does that make me bad? or maybe upset because of problems like this?
I just wanted to dish out the facts, and they brought up other things to mangle the truth with in convincing readers. I was sleeping and had problems.