Thursday, July 23, 2015
Apology
I was so upset I thought I would not support hard workers cuz they didn't support me. It was complex and I meant no harm, but it was inappropriate and out-of-place. I don't know what I can do to make people happier. Work hard? Where? Everyone also deserves the chance to perform.
Hurting Me for Attention
They are following me and manipulating me and messing up my face by startling me.
More Clues, Tho
They are bringing up things with something/someone important to me just cuz they made me physically upset all this week. It's actually an idea of how some people are using specific people.
So what? You shouldn't be able to do these things. What happened to something else I liked, the spirit of being like Ellen? I remember I got upset all that week and they put someone else in my life from there instead.
So what? *beep* happens and so does other people. You can't single me out and ruin my life.
So what? You shouldn't be able to do these things. What happened to something else I liked, the spirit of being like Ellen? I remember I got upset all that week and they put someone else in my life from there instead.
So what? *beep* happens and so does other people. You can't single me out and ruin my life.
Upset/Apology
I wanted to not talk as much on here. My last postings were some abstract thoughts that seem rightly dismissed. Who cares about what I say here about that? Well, some people.
I think I was shocked at the negativity I recepted and tried not to blame anyone.
Well.. OK. I hope everyone is doing well with what shouldn't be going on. I dunno what I shoulda thought. I can think about it. I was actually talking about some abstract thought. It wasn't to address anything specific. I guess I felt unstable about my surroundings. I just wanted to jot down my feelings, but I didn't like the result.
So, I hope everyone's lives turn peaceful and better and that they learn that problems in life can be solved. There's a way out. True, I'm the one in trouble, tho, to be honest, I never start it and don't wanna stay and fight. I don't wanna be a problem to anyone. This is so crazy, the sacrifice people make to try to punish me "for nothing." That's probably making them grumpy, the wasting of their time or their anger at me possibly, maybe from a related experience. Who knows?
So, let's hope we can solve those problems and have a better time. *dodges flying object nearby*
I think I was shocked at the negativity I recepted and tried not to blame anyone.
Well.. OK. I hope everyone is doing well with what shouldn't be going on. I dunno what I shoulda thought. I can think about it. I was actually talking about some abstract thought. It wasn't to address anything specific. I guess I felt unstable about my surroundings. I just wanted to jot down my feelings, but I didn't like the result.
So, I hope everyone's lives turn peaceful and better and that they learn that problems in life can be solved. There's a way out. True, I'm the one in trouble, tho, to be honest, I never start it and don't wanna stay and fight. I don't wanna be a problem to anyone. This is so crazy, the sacrifice people make to try to punish me "for nothing." That's probably making them grumpy, the wasting of their time or their anger at me possibly, maybe from a related experience. Who knows?
So, let's hope we can solve those problems and have a better time. *dodges flying object nearby*
You can't say
whatever you want.
They keep threatening me, like inflicting weird ideas. I WILL NOT BE SINGLED OUT LIKE THIS.
They keep threatening me, like inflicting weird ideas. I WILL NOT BE SINGLED OUT LIKE THIS.
What It Is
Down to the bone this mess is Ellen's attempt to justify things that should not have become an issue.
Nothing to Do?
They make up extremities of "problems" they have with me, these sinners.
That's very rude, even online. Why do I hear someone make a point out of what I post on BlogSpot being bad cuz they think I'm a n***** and someone to be jealous of and therefore to them have no authority? Are you just connecting yourself to what I say and think it's wrong? I didn't name anyone and tried to cover "whatever's" going on, in general. I'm not the one fighting, which would moreso indicate attacking for something innocent for no good reason. All this paragraph turned into was explaining why I don't mean ill.
All I have to say it's rude and I argued it was sin. The rest was disclaiming meanness. I don't know if they can improve their situation, if they started acting sly as opposed to flat out rude. I didn't say much. Maybe, this is some overtone. You can't tell me I can't solve my problems, too, like finding out what made me upset after instead of before saying this. Maybe, I couldn't.
I guess it isn't a huge deal, but I believe what I believe happens. Look, if you want something else, you may as well see if you can pursue it, if it's a good thing. You don't need to waste your time degrading me racially like some joke - "A Ha Ha - I can say it." No, it's wrong. I don't really inflict myself racially on others when I talk to them. I need a life as much as anyone has.
This worrying is so stupid. I thought I was getting off of this. I think someone wants to talk to me, tho.
I'm getting threats, too. It's done via secret messages. Remember, my point is some thing I thought about. Most of this is an apology for what it is. This should not result in more trouble from the same people, but it will. They probably need to avoid me, from the look of it. I mean, I still do what I still do, in what I figure or figure otherwise. I don't mean I want to be alone and hurt. I just feel so threatened for getting upset at the noises in my room and cursing about it. Whoever made me mad feels ill towards anyone who are good to me and seem bloodthirsty to try to teach me some lesson I don't need. Look, I'm trying to go on with my life without being a lunatic who gets nasty secret messages.
That's very rude, even online. Why do I hear someone make a point out of what I post on BlogSpot being bad cuz they think I'm a n***** and someone to be jealous of and therefore to them have no authority? Are you just connecting yourself to what I say and think it's wrong? I didn't name anyone and tried to cover "whatever's" going on, in general. I'm not the one fighting, which would moreso indicate attacking for something innocent for no good reason. All this paragraph turned into was explaining why I don't mean ill.
All I have to say it's rude and I argued it was sin. The rest was disclaiming meanness. I don't know if they can improve their situation, if they started acting sly as opposed to flat out rude. I didn't say much. Maybe, this is some overtone. You can't tell me I can't solve my problems, too, like finding out what made me upset after instead of before saying this. Maybe, I couldn't.
I guess it isn't a huge deal, but I believe what I believe happens. Look, if you want something else, you may as well see if you can pursue it, if it's a good thing. You don't need to waste your time degrading me racially like some joke - "A Ha Ha - I can say it." No, it's wrong. I don't really inflict myself racially on others when I talk to them. I need a life as much as anyone has.
This worrying is so stupid. I thought I was getting off of this. I think someone wants to talk to me, tho.
I'm getting threats, too. It's done via secret messages. Remember, my point is some thing I thought about. Most of this is an apology for what it is. This should not result in more trouble from the same people, but it will. They probably need to avoid me, from the look of it. I mean, I still do what I still do, in what I figure or figure otherwise. I don't mean I want to be alone and hurt. I just feel so threatened for getting upset at the noises in my room and cursing about it. Whoever made me mad feels ill towards anyone who are good to me and seem bloodthirsty to try to teach me some lesson I don't need. Look, I'm trying to go on with my life without being a lunatic who gets nasty secret messages.
Problem
I'm being attacked for some reason by Ellen now. I could tell she was making fun of me that I can't think, "Gosh, I'm gonna k*** so-and-so," "because she said." Well, she acted like she annoys me with these noises in my room, which is sometimes fun for me now. I thought she was over it. I don't need to have her express her anger, do I? Come on, I freaked. She never flat out acted like, "Whoops, I did it," so, "I did it again."
Punishment?
For what? You can't do this to me! You just keep attacking me. I could call the police. That's all that I could tell with.
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