Thursday, December 1, 2016
I'm sorry.
When I thought of a bad word this morning, it applied to the cars going by what they messed up for me.
My dad is being so silly.
He thinks if you're stupid you should still feel more. He just wants me in trouble.
I thought I told you all
not to overly stimulate someone I look up to. I'm not being mean. You gotta take me seriously. That person was there for me and did not want that.
Stop already!
I didn't even go coocoo when you all won't stop saying to stay away from someone I like!
How could something go wrong?
Is someone I look up to overly stimulated and dazed out as the new news, like I didn't warn you? Thanks a lot to people who think I'm bad cuz they're superstitious of words I use and how often I respond about those things that won't stop being said to me. Will is stop? I thought this was something for me. Someone else has problems, too. They're just gonna keep doing this.
So, they made a "stupid mistake?"
I already knew someone could be stimulated, but what about the rest of the people who aren't that stimulated and masturbate and have sex?
I don't mind..
..people being stimulated, but they are doing it to annoy me now, like I did something wrong so they're like saying they're, like, stupifying people I look up to mess with me sexually.
Problems
It's turning into tossing me out like it was the plan.
"Yo! Did to hear what color their underwear was, yet?" "Ooh, they're out of it. Keep this up."
They are rubbing something in.
It feels they are just feeding me stuff to post about out.
I just heard someone hurt themselves because of me, physically like an ailment. Is that true, tho.
I'm supposed to meet someone. They keep saying no!!
They keep pretending I did something wrong to deserve this.
It's important this relationship is well.
Why should I listen if I get nothing?
They put someone I don't wanna in me.
They are criminals ruining my life.
Let me get this straight. I like someone and they like me. What's the problem?
People think I'm not good enough.
I can't have a successful relationship.
People just wanna get me started to fight.
Do you think I stupid? I know how different kinds of relationships go. I don't need to dwell on other people's trash.
I didn't do anything wrong and do good things!
How They Get Away With It
They blame me and made a snap messages at me and kept at me. I grew more agitated.
What's More
People have the okay to act like they know their private life. It seems suggestive. It's like I'm being punished and can't "have them" and like it went to the rest of the world like some big thing. They want it to get to the person's head so I will not have a right life concerning the person.
I see people know about the person. They are too sensitive to relate to me like before.
Problem
The problem I have is that something was about me and someone I met who cares about
my past is being affected by others for being nice to me. It's like I was framed. Instead, everything is for them. I don't have a real relationship with them and people are putting them in my place, what I stand for and achieved. They get the meat in the world. I am not blaming them. I am confused about them.
Problem
I just got a sign like someone else that I will be forgotten in something I do by someone I look up to.
I was walking and the cars were crazy to me, like, the whole time. I felt disturbed, but they did not care.
They are misinterpreting me because a word came up that I did not apply to what I said I think. I just didn't like how they kept acting like I was in trouble and lost something I need. I came home and the same experience. My dad kept getting at me and hurting me like a dare. I can't even see something big in the same way.
So, they made it sound like I thought badly of some important thing on purpose. It's complicated. I just don't need this experience. I'm not stupid!
I don't think that them all acting like someone I look up to is inappropriately stimulated so much to not care about me and then that I take care of them like they look up to me instead is wrong. I know some people do it who are younger. I wasn't supposed to be in whatever situation I'm in, like I'm pushing a mental/emotional wheelchair or someone who once carried me. Like they're about to die and are in an infantile state! Get the picture? So, yea, I accidentally thought of a certain word but did not mean it. Now, they are solidifying this even like it's my fault.
I was walking and the cars were crazy to me, like, the whole time. I felt disturbed, but they did not care.
They are misinterpreting me because a word came up that I did not apply to what I said I think. I just didn't like how they kept acting like I was in trouble and lost something I need. I came home and the same experience. My dad kept getting at me and hurting me like a dare. I can't even see something big in the same way.
So, they made it sound like I thought badly of some important thing on purpose. It's complicated. I just don't need this experience. I'm not stupid!
I don't think that them all acting like someone I look up to is inappropriately stimulated so much to not care about me and then that I take care of them like they look up to me instead is wrong. I know some people do it who are younger. I wasn't supposed to be in whatever situation I'm in, like I'm pushing a mental/emotional wheelchair or someone who once carried me. Like they're about to die and are in an infantile state! Get the picture? So, yea, I accidentally thought of a certain word but did not mean it. Now, they are solidifying this even like it's my fault.
Problem
I feel I am being treated like a pretend bad guy while someone who was my relationship was nicer in certain ways to others who know me but like there's something wrong with me in some state of thinking. Most people say I'm shit cuza my race, and that's a very wrong way of believing that people think in the world. They are nice and sparkly to people who are all white, and they can tell I am not all "white" in heritage tho I seem turned on to be and to like that. White people doesn't afraid of anything. They don't have to do shit to get liked.
Disclaimer: I'm not being sarcastic and insulting pointing fingers.
Also, I am told someone had to talk to these people in my life and that me feeling bad they are treated in certain ways with more respect.. They get mad when I say I don't like it because they had to do it. It's like my life doesn't matter and others's do. Other people are confused if they're okay or not. Everyone here it seems is always racist to me.
So, I am wondering why knowing someone I have to involve other people when it supposedly shouldn't be in that way. It's like the rest of my life is gonna be this way. Before I met someone I like, I had more hope to escape. I just don't get it. It seems the only reason is because it's what everyone's doing who sees me.
Disclaimer: I'm not being sarcastic and insulting pointing fingers.
Also, I am told someone had to talk to these people in my life and that me feeling bad they are treated in certain ways with more respect.. They get mad when I say I don't like it because they had to do it. It's like my life doesn't matter and others's do. Other people are confused if they're okay or not. Everyone here it seems is always racist to me.
So, I am wondering why knowing someone I have to involve other people when it supposedly shouldn't be in that way. It's like the rest of my life is gonna be this way. Before I met someone I like, I had more hope to escape. I just don't get it. It seems the only reason is because it's what everyone's doing who sees me.
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