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from before

Another Death

an orca trainer at Sea World

Death Threats to Me

They want to surround and stimulate people I look up to so I can't look up to them anymore.  They also think Americans can tell me not to be affiliated with non-Americans.

More

Someone online pretended to commit suicide, a Viking/liker.

Invalidation?

Did they make it so someone I like seemed to dictate when Whitney Houston, who died, 's daughter died or made a group decision?  They were threatening me that people I like can tell people when to k*** themselves to make me feel bad.  I also noticed someone said "thank you" in Finnish, which I am trying to learn at least some, and it sounds partially like the word "k***."  That disturbs me every time I would ever use that word.  It was someone I looked up to, too.  I see other "correlations," too.

Sometimes, the word "k***" comes up to me, but people won't stop snapping at me.  I do think they are wrong, but I don't really mean to say something stupid like that.  They keep hurting me.  I'm not the only bad person in the world and everyone else is good.

They are being mean to me now, too, like they're all that, like they told all these people to k*** themselves.  Do you think they could get executed?

Someone turned on me.

They are trying to transfer the good feelings I earned to the other person.

What's up with this one?

They tried to talk again!

They want the person I like to be someone else to be mean, that person they wanna give them to.

More Threats

YOU CAN'T DO THAT

More Impersonation

What?

They said I'm not it is 1 ton.  They pretend to knock me out and strangely hypnotize me.. YOU CAN'T DO THAT!  to get me away from someone I like who I'm not physically with.

More

They have another point to make.  They are "welcoming" people who are older than this person to be allowed with the person they act like they wanna be with, honestly, but I dunno for sure.

This is all cuza Ellen.  We don't have to do what anyone says.  I just cursed at illegal harmful noises she supposedly put in my room, all the time!  I'm tired of getting the new news from this *beep*.  You can't do that.  If you did it by force, I could call the police.

The way this won't work out is it's not really happening.  I forget what else.

They said something stupid again, that I got this person for a long time.  I've never met them in person even!  I didn't shove them into my face so I can not like nor see them because you bring them up all the time.

Why are they crushing my dreams to be pretty, liked, and either strong or "dainty" etc..  They said since my dad is born in 1950 I can't have anything.  That I'm not the cute one.

Problem

They keep giving me stupid insults to record.

They are saying I can't like or "have" someone, but it's not up to them.. and someone else can act like they are the only one with that person, which if you're interested honestly I find sick.

Dad Trying to Steal My Attention

He kept staring at me like he wanted it to kill me.  I didn't wanna be associated with him!! like that.  He does wrong things.

He kept getting at me.  He spoke for someone I found I liked and burped annoyingly thinking about me making tomato soup in my NutriBullet, which heats it up.

Lunacy

What I do is me, not "what" my dad deserves or something my mom is always channeling.

Problems

They won't shut up.

I am posting on my blog, and they made someone I like say trickily to me, "Okay, Christina, you're gonna pay.  I did that."  It doesn't look like it.  I thought people were cool with things.

Now, they are acting crazy insulting me.

What's left to be said?

Still Joking

They want to think they k***ed those people and are acting corny.

Faked Deaths

Steve Irwin
Brittany Murphy
Heath Ledger
Michael Jackson
Whitney Houston
Shirley Temple
Alice from The Brady Bunch
Robin Williams

Oh, I know..

.."just in case" so they're safe.

Why have they been so stupid?

They are semi-threatening me about joking around about a killing tragedy.. like pretending someone I like is guilty of it so I can't look up to/trust them.  How crazy can you get?  Don't you have a heart??

Sneaking Up

Someone is asking me stupid questions with negative answers privately.

Wodnering

It seems like I get called curse words and things for a kick, now via IMDb.

Issue

They did it again and keep talking stupid stuff to me.

Problem

Someone/They are trying to stimulate me by hacking my life, like making 2 glitches in a row.

Issue

They are messing with someone a lotta people look up to.  They said I'm "not the sound" and acted like they were a stupid little toddler on the floor who just ripped out my hair and they were proud of the force with this one.

Issue

Ellen must have a problem, thinking everyone needs to have *** all the time.

Upset

They keep creating stupid reasons already in the game to say no to me, like if I do something in private from them they find out.

Feeling Bad

A New Trick - remember everything

They keep making ticking noises that unsettle me.  I can't see well right now, neither.

If I can't go to college, blame them, the people experimenting on me/etc., who make the noises.

What..

Are they talking back to me?  Something bothered me.  I just wanna forget about it.  You know, I'm pretty sure they're dissing me or have a lot.  It kinda hurts.. stuff like associating bad memories with my possible future kids cuz they can't hold it in, supposedly.  Saying I can't have something weirdly that I might not have obsessively.

It just seems a bit sneaky, stuck up, and snooty.  They "just go" to their next move if they aren't happy with me reporting them.  I'm not sure what it is.  I just noticed that, tho.  I can see how it's pleasure-inducing to press a button to try to say I'm in trouble.  Anyone could have done it.

Wrong

So what, you're wrong, if you think you're all not rude and I start *beep* with you.

Suspicion

They wanted to imagine the pleasure of my Gramama knocking me out and m*****ing my possible future kids.  What can I do about this?  Did someone make her do it?