Tuesday, July 28, 2015
Issue
If someone is mean to me, you are mean to me. Like, if I stomp my foot or something. You're weren't that close to me that you'd notice things like that going on that mean something. Like, it's none of your business, to punish me and stuff. You are getting personal. Can you say it with a clear conscience?
Something Strange
Ellen is not posting today/yet cuz I didn't tell my dad not to do something for me, tho I suggested it.
Why does she treat me like I'm her bad little toddler? I do the right things, and often she doesn't, tho it's just cuz she's not paying attention. I have situations that aren't simple. She thinks only people with roots in certain places can figure out complex things rather than just be submissive.
I'm not being sarcastic, just telling it like it is. She speaks to me thru an experiment on me tho does not actually seem to acknowledge it publicly.
Why does she treat me like I'm her bad little toddler? I do the right things, and often she doesn't, tho it's just cuz she's not paying attention. I have situations that aren't simple. She thinks only people with roots in certain places can figure out complex things rather than just be submissive.
I'm not being sarcastic, just telling it like it is. She speaks to me thru an experiment on me tho does not actually seem to acknowledge it publicly.
New Antsy Threat
That I have to be with someone and not the people I want. It's mean how they group these people, so I'm not saying who it is. I just know they did it in an inappropriate way. Nothing makes sense, and the extremity of this doesn't, neither.
My Parents and Ellen Are Crazy
I'm not lying and I'm not sarcastic.
One of the people who did something supposedly for me/others, they said okay now wish it back so that it isn't so. Why would I do that? I already didn't push it on them. There was probably some explanation but nothing for me to do.
Even Chaz Dean of Wen is involved in Ellen this way.
One of the people who did something supposedly for me/others, they said okay now wish it back so that it isn't so. Why would I do that? I already didn't push it on them. There was probably some explanation but nothing for me to do.
Even Chaz Dean of Wen is involved in Ellen this way.
Sad
I don't wanna lose my own relationship with Central Florida. They were just all so mean taking things from me. I was upset that some people acted like.. like Ellen or someone experimenting on me maybe this time told people on the road to walk like I was wrapping my legs around my dad, which I said I'd hate.. You must be some kinda perv. What made me mad was I didn't agree with some *beep* acting like I get turned on by *beep* and Bella Thorne gets what I had, like Tim Burton and all the best. So, he started marching and said "maybe my dad" and it off'd my walking, too. He was pretty trashy. I don't agree with that kinda thinking.
And why does everyone act like I'm bad? I might be inhibitedly lazy and tired, but that's all for my situation. I only get mad at people who physically come onto me or like act wrong to me.
They are threatening now my mom being there for me, which I'm there for myself anyway, so I don't think you're really getting anywhere. So what if I was upset? You can't tell me not to get upset when people are affecting me physically and stuff. Look, they did it again. YOU CAN'T DICTATE MY LIFE. They are acting like someone I like is doing it, too. Why do you think I was mean to this person, anyway? They have affected me thru physical abuse and threats, and that's when I am upset. I don't attack them with curse words. They just come up when I'm around others, namely. That's final! I sense an attack coming where a curse word is due, tho, not that I care to use one for that reason. These people don't deserve this, neither.
They just made a weird noise like those people with a hole in the middle of their closed lips. I know Bella Thorne did this to her lips, but now I don't want to be pressured to do things I don't like all the time. It was never this way before, and I won't take this *beep* now.
What's next?
And why does everyone act like I'm bad? I might be inhibitedly lazy and tired, but that's all for my situation. I only get mad at people who physically come onto me or like act wrong to me.
They are threatening now my mom being there for me, which I'm there for myself anyway, so I don't think you're really getting anywhere. So what if I was upset? You can't tell me not to get upset when people are affecting me physically and stuff. Look, they did it again. YOU CAN'T DICTATE MY LIFE. They are acting like someone I like is doing it, too. Why do you think I was mean to this person, anyway? They have affected me thru physical abuse and threats, and that's when I am upset. I don't attack them with curse words. They just come up when I'm around others, namely. That's final! I sense an attack coming where a curse word is due, tho, not that I care to use one for that reason. These people don't deserve this, neither.
They just made a weird noise like those people with a hole in the middle of their closed lips. I know Bella Thorne did this to her lips, but now I don't want to be pressured to do things I don't like all the time. It was never this way before, and I won't take this *beep* now.
What's next?
Didn't Think of This
I don't stomp in front of my parents, but in public I did, I ran and stomped the floor. I guess I just need to remember the people here are *beep* like most all of them to be mean to me as they are.
I see other people go out for jogs and no one does this to them. Also, most people from Europe or out-of-the-US and especially those who are white are treated with more respect. I'm sick of living the rip-off, the stupid, dumb idea that it has to be like this for me.
Also, why is Ellen mad I stomped my feet at the grocery store? People were being mean to me, and no one cared. It might not be good, but still. I didn't start it. What if I weren't at the grocery store? Would you call the police? The police might arrest you if they found you knew I didn't do anything and other people were poking at me like a little kid. Anyway, I have this image of Ellen going over the edge being mad at me. She herself has an attitude, like all the time. I hope she's not showing off because she thinks she should be the baby. You probably are trying to get back at me for saying that like I think people can't be at one with their baby side. Anyway, I also said she had an attitude. I didn't just call her *beep*. I said she had a strong attitude.
I see other people go out for jogs and no one does this to them. Also, most people from Europe or out-of-the-US and especially those who are white are treated with more respect. I'm sick of living the rip-off, the stupid, dumb idea that it has to be like this for me.
Also, why is Ellen mad I stomped my feet at the grocery store? People were being mean to me, and no one cared. It might not be good, but still. I didn't start it. What if I weren't at the grocery store? Would you call the police? The police might arrest you if they found you knew I didn't do anything and other people were poking at me like a little kid. Anyway, I have this image of Ellen going over the edge being mad at me. She herself has an attitude, like all the time. I hope she's not showing off because she thinks she should be the baby. You probably are trying to get back at me for saying that like I think people can't be at one with their baby side. Anyway, I also said she had an attitude. I didn't just call her *beep*. I said she had a strong attitude.
Issue
The question is why do I keep getting abused?
They wanted to make my forehead feel like a horn was sticking out of it when I went to bed this morning.
They also made it feel like I was m********ing on my dad, which is highly offensive to me.
I don't know if my dad caused this, but I do not accept it.
All people do is be mean to me all day.
They wanted to make my forehead feel like a horn was sticking out of it when I went to bed this morning.
They also made it feel like I was m********ing on my dad, which is highly offensive to me.
I don't know if my dad caused this, but I do not accept it.
All people do is be mean to me all day.
Random Things
Why do you bring up random things you shouldn't say, like single me out from others like you just said for "..children." You just say it on a whim or plan out something simple. They like said it all in a rush. You just think you have the right to try to punish me and be mean to me.
Something That Doesn't Make Sense
You think I'm bad for thinking of the word "k***" or my dad said to be.
When people are making awful suggestions to me over and over every day, things come up, but I don't mean to add to the potluck.
I don't want to think that word, anyway, nor the other bad curse words. They only come up.
I didn't ask for anything from anyone. I saw people said they watched me in private and therefore went out to especially dislike me. Why would you find yourself obliged to talk to me like my dad says? I don't wanna be talked to just to be hurt. If you don't want to, you shouldn't do it. You're acting like I told you to. You did, and I was surprised. Why are you acting mean to me like I say what to do? Who talks to who? I could have been the most famous person in the world. Is famous people and teenagers all that get respected? I do like talking to people, but I don't act like they are not prestigious people. Speaking of which, I always wanted to be a singer and dancer, but it seems my parent can't add 1 and 1. (Because why are they mad at me now like I didn't achieve anything when they were right there when I was growing up?) What about me is not really that prestigious, anyway? I don't mean to go off topic, but if you talk to me then it matters.
I'm sorry if anything sounds directed at anyone or seems so fact-based it's impolite. I did feel I got these messages a lot and wasn't sure what I could do. It seems too late. You know, most people don't push people to be mad, and the words come up themselves when I'm upset. I don't mean it. I noticed I get be mean to and others no but maybe don't get talked to, like the general public individually. Why can you all be mean to me? I never started any problems.
I don't know what this applies to!
When people are making awful suggestions to me over and over every day, things come up, but I don't mean to add to the potluck.
I don't want to think that word, anyway, nor the other bad curse words. They only come up.
I didn't ask for anything from anyone. I saw people said they watched me in private and therefore went out to especially dislike me. Why would you find yourself obliged to talk to me like my dad says? I don't wanna be talked to just to be hurt. If you don't want to, you shouldn't do it. You're acting like I told you to. You did, and I was surprised. Why are you acting mean to me like I say what to do? Who talks to who? I could have been the most famous person in the world. Is famous people and teenagers all that get respected? I do like talking to people, but I don't act like they are not prestigious people. Speaking of which, I always wanted to be a singer and dancer, but it seems my parent can't add 1 and 1. (Because why are they mad at me now like I didn't achieve anything when they were right there when I was growing up?) What about me is not really that prestigious, anyway? I don't mean to go off topic, but if you talk to me then it matters.
I'm sorry if anything sounds directed at anyone or seems so fact-based it's impolite. I did feel I got these messages a lot and wasn't sure what I could do. It seems too late. You know, most people don't push people to be mad, and the words come up themselves when I'm upset. I don't mean it. I noticed I get be mean to and others no but maybe don't get talked to, like the general public individually. Why can you all be mean to me? I never started any problems.
I don't know what this applies to!
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