Sunday, July 19, 2015
Reason for Everything
I know this is all wrong punishment, but it's good to consider there's a reason for everything. I started ignoring people.
I asked you what..
..you can't just takeaway my relationships like that.
I don't mean to ever have inflicted any of me on anyone.
I don't mean to ever have inflicted any of me on anyone.
I'll get it.
So, let's fight about them. I was eating and kept thinking of the word "k***" because that's exactly what they don't want. I don't care about it and don't really wanna say it. I'm not s***ing up for you, tho.
Down in the Dumps
Down in the dumps, that's my dad. I stood for him when a black woman tried to categorize him as black. Central Florida is *beep*.
She might have just sensed I'm categorized as *beep* with Italians and Spanish "cuz Ellen can't hold it" ever it seems, always thinks the other is wrong if they get upset at meanies. No offense. How stupid it is for people to get upset at the person being attacked, to begin with, and I wasn't exactly attacking.
She might have just sensed I'm categorized as *beep* with Italians and Spanish "cuz Ellen can't hold it" ever it seems, always thinks the other is wrong if they get upset at meanies. No offense. How stupid it is for people to get upset at the person being attacked, to begin with, and I wasn't exactly attacking.
I don't give a care!
about those people out there who come from unrefined families who are just in it with 1 option to blast everyone out and single people like me out to say I'm not that good when I was.
Why do people think they are gifted
to make me in trouble for stupid little reasons that don't make sense?
I can't.
I don't get it.
You at least acted like you ruined my face, and you're concerned about me not thinking of a word someone put in my head that comes up when I'm mad tho I didn't want it to?
I can't as in like understand this. The word "k***" is sorta irrelevant. I felt made fun of by Ellen for the suggestion not to think of it. It's just irrelevant.
Yes, I am mad. My face has been ruined. I did realize a reason for it that wasn't very nice nor exactly right. I am very sad. I don't like people sassing at me. I mean, like teasing me not to get mad or something.
I should be sorry, but what about what was done to me? I actually feel bad about it.
You at least acted like you ruined my face, and you're concerned about me not thinking of a word someone put in my head that comes up when I'm mad tho I didn't want it to?
I can't as in like understand this. The word "k***" is sorta irrelevant. I felt made fun of by Ellen for the suggestion not to think of it. It's just irrelevant.
Yes, I am mad. My face has been ruined. I did realize a reason for it that wasn't very nice nor exactly right. I am very sad. I don't like people sassing at me. I mean, like teasing me not to get mad or something.
I should be sorry, but what about what was done to me? I actually feel bad about it.
What's wrong with her?
Ellen? Why did she secretly learn about how my mom raised me, when she hasn't been able to raise any children of her own?
She keeps teasing and "trying again" for us to "practice" not being mad. When did she start doing that, as her hair got shorter and whiter?
She keeps teasing and "trying again" for us to "practice" not being mad. When did she start doing that, as her hair got shorter and whiter?
Problem
They threatened me.
How dare anyone tell me something horribly vicious and tell me how to react!!
I just can't get over it. I feel made fun of. If I almost think of it or thought of it. But they damaged my body and said "I'd never do it" because my body is damaged. I was mad, and this was in my arsenal. I don't give a *beep* about the word "k***" but I will not stand this.
How dare anyone tell me something horribly vicious and tell me how to react!!
I just can't get over it. I feel made fun of. If I almost think of it or thought of it. But they damaged my body and said "I'd never do it" because my body is damaged. I was mad, and this was in my arsenal. I don't give a *beep* about the word "k***" but I will not stand this.
Thinking of It
the word "k***"
WHAT IF IT'S AN ACCIDENT
I don't wanna lose all of my potential or present doings
Why are you channeling that and making fun of me?
WHAT IF IT'S AN ACCIDENT
I don't wanna lose all of my potential or present doings
Why are you channeling that and making fun of me?
Worried
What if my parents take me to the mental hospital or call the police on me to go there? I didn't know my mom was with me and I was stomping my foot and slamming some grocery bags. I didn't do anything that I need to be locked up. The police always don't believe me. You can get in trouble if it's not important and you send for one. Not in Orlando. I need some place to ask for help. I need some influence of advice. There is a public police forum working online, but it's not much help. I've posted about this a long time ago.
I wasn't angry
at random people, but they acted disapprovingly of me if they had something, like a fat girl and some partially attractive people.
Problems
I was just out having fun ..WAITING! to post about what's gone on.
My dad was acting stupid and I said I thought of the word "k***." How I was feeling upset bothered my mom when we got back home.
I don't wanna be close to my dad. He was able to drive and feel for my chin and it folded up.
I was upset eating out, upset grocery shopping, more upset when I got home. I vented some.
My dad was acting stupid and I said I thought of the word "k***." How I was feeling upset bothered my mom when we got back home.
I don't wanna be close to my dad. He was able to drive and feel for my chin and it folded up.
I was upset eating out, upset grocery shopping, more upset when I got home. I vented some.
Annoying Messages
The word "k***" came to mind as my dad was annoying us, tho I was mad supposedly someone I liked told my dad to relay what was said for me.
My dad made out something like.. "Christina, you're not even shit."
They were trying to say this person was better for no reason.. they might be nice, but they keep thinking they have to protect themselves and send me nasty messages. The reason is bad, too. They were trying to be all excited yet sloppy in action, you get the picture.
My dad kept annoying my mom for not doing the work to be as mean to me.
I'm upset. I was so upset I wanted to do something physical or ask my dad what was up, but no use anyway I didn't.
My dad made out something like.. "Christina, you're not even shit."
They were trying to say this person was better for no reason.. they might be nice, but they keep thinking they have to protect themselves and send me nasty messages. The reason is bad, too. They were trying to be all excited yet sloppy in action, you get the picture.
My dad kept annoying my mom for not doing the work to be as mean to me.
I'm upset. I was so upset I wanted to do something physical or ask my dad what was up, but no use anyway I didn't.
Not Sure What's Going On
I wasn't preventing someone from Ellen, but she was like doing something along the lines of being aggressive, and it startled me, and Ellen seems upset. I keep getting a signal from her in a stereotypical type of position of anger, unfortunately, and I wonder if it's something she signaled or just how it rolls. It's not too tacky but intimidating.
She hinted at being in a way equally angry with someone who seemed nicer to me in a way she isn't, like when it comes to paying attention to me without someone else at the same time.
I can't see anyone as going out and saying anything about this 411.
She hinted at being in a way equally angry with someone who seemed nicer to me in a way she isn't, like when it comes to paying attention to me without someone else at the same time.
I can't see anyone as going out and saying anything about this 411.
Taken Care of Business
I guess Ellen DeGeneres found some closure and isn't posting on weekends on Twitter now.
I thought it was to stimulate someone, but it's just a way to not post on the weekend.
I thought it was to stimulate someone, but it's just a way to not post on the weekend.
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