I get upset for some reason

but .. I forget.  I feel so agitated.  I'm watching Cats.

Oh, I just post things that make me uncomfortable, and it's like for some people it sets an alarm off.

Well

Let's hope for the best and my ignoring what is gonna happen and what's happening right now..  Weird my parents were communicating with me and it was funny, what I was thinking, and I just felt like when I turned my head I was on a rapport, and they were judging my reactions rather than looking for the truth or whatever in the situations at hand.

Quit

putting me down.

This person is a criminal.

They fill my life with crap, toss me out, and say I'm shit.

Why can't my dad

leave off on a good note?

Wow

You must really hate your dad.

Problem

My Gramma is so mean, no one is gonna serve the mean people and sacrifice the lives of good people for it.  Sorry I got a bit upset, but I wasn't gonna post that.  I dunno really what happened.  I was about to go to bed.

I watched

the Once Upon a Time series with my brother and mom, an episode.  :)  I was upset before and so hope this helps.

Why can't

this person just get it?  I will not accept someone coming into my life disciplining me.  This person is having someone else act like that around me.

I'm so upset/feel so stupid

Shoulda just ignored my dad.  He didn't eat with me for New Year.  I don't wanna remember him on New Year, my favorite holiday.

Problem

I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU

They left my dad's sock out, and I was looking for my stockings.

You all are insecure

guilt-ridden, a bunch of hypocrites.

Telling me I'm bad and just sitting there poking at me like it's so funny.  It doesn't work that way, just because someone likes me or pretends to like me.  It's not like it's okay because I have something like that, supposedly.

Then, you say oh Christina doesn't do this right cuz she complained about being punished for this or that.  When I didn't do anything!  Every day, I come in, and my dad has some stinkin' issue.

Problems

They keep acting like it's about someone else just because they got me mad about my Gramma.  What kind of a reason does that feel like?  No one gives a care about my Gramma.  She was glad she almost killed my mom.  Why don't you all take care of business or something?  I don't need this every other breathing moment like this..

You all are annoying and giddy.  I don't even wanna see my dad if he doesn't stop and keeps finding fault with me, like someone is trying to push me away by getting in trouble!

They are talking to me.  I don't wanna talk to you.