Monday, August 31, 2015

What?

They keep acting like I'm bad and being mean to me, making me feel certain negative messages.

OK

Why did someone named Wes die?

Violence

Someone online's toenail came off.  I wonder if they did it on purpose to suggest I deserve it, done by this sinful, superstitious experiment.

So, what, are we joking around, now?

You think something really bad happened because of this?

Problem

They just did what I said was bad.

Are you all having a party?

You get antsy and for some reason are "all involved" and have to do something to appease my father from being a *beep* to me.

Why..

Why do you keep being mean and if I get upset only I get some thing to justify others believing I made the problem?

Problem

For some reason, for Ellen, people are acting like they need to subdue me ***ually.

Upset

I don't need to worry about extra commands from Ellen when having a hard time expressing myself about people hurting me.  I don't think I flat out meant anything bad.  I didn't even mean what she thought, I think.  Who has to sit here and worry about silly things for someone else?  I am being used and discriminated.  I will continue to try to be nice.  Guess Ellen hopefully dislikes the bad things others do.  She acts like I'm over her like agewise and can hurt her feelings often without meaning to.  I wonder what's up with that.  I don't mean to be redundant myself, but I said I don't mean to hurt her.  She knows that this other person is silly and that it's not right.  She doesn't want me to connect it to her when I get upset about it, but the only problem is the other person only does it blaming her when I know it's not really all Ellen, too.

Problem

They are being tacky and suggestive to me.

They did something they never did that's important waiting to get at me.

Problem

They are glossing the idea that I look up to him and not Europe.

Problem

They are acting like my dad is in my life like emotionally in ways I do not want.

Problem

You don't have any right to say I did anything wrong!  And pressure me like I have punishment.

Problem

You make this even "embarrassing."

Problem

So what?  I wasn't even mad at 1st that much.  You just turned it into an ordeal.  You all are probably misinterpreting me.

Yes, I am upset I am being analyzed wrongly. but you blast it out into some other situation.

Looks like..

..the "stink bug" or "party pooper" someone framed my life in racial hatred, my dad.

Problem

I see the sign that reminds me of Bella getting something and not me!

No!

I don't need any lesson.  You are being bad!

Crazy

They are analyzing me feeling upset in a weird way.  I just sorta shuffled and got up in my chair!  They are incompetent.  I was presented with an idea I know is important that I do not accept.  I am a cool person.  Maybe, I'm mad because I'm being watched and analyzed in how I react.. seems there must be some "excuse" or reason that is acceptable for me "shuffling in my chair."

Problem

I didn't get myself in trouble.

Problem

They are invading and taking things from me in relationships.

Problem

They're suddenly thinking every little thing wrong means "no."

Problem

You guys are loony sitting there describing my every move that you think you can use against me.

A Simple Thing

Now, while it's quiet,  let's dive in and say I don't want to be mistreated for my dad.

Problem

My dad is acting like he is just trashing my future possible kids cuz I speak for myself and it's just "a new thing."  It's like he's really trying to do it!!  I don't do this!

You don't have to do it.

But thanks for helping!

Problem

They think there's a good side to trying to mar my possible future kids in mixed up ways.  I am not the problem!  I don't deserve all this *beep*!

Problem

Look, I can't have you taking away things that are important to me.  This is just *beep*

Problem

They just keep dumping problems on me.

Problem

They are acting snappish in a lazy way talking to Bella like she's in trouble of me.

So what?

I just flicked the faucet handle in private and you take away someone important to me.  I see Bella wants the person or else.

Problem

Bella Thorne is trying to tell me what to do.

No..

Who cares what you think, then?

Problem

I don't need to suffer for any of you.

This is nothing.

I could cease to exist tomorrow and not have done anything.

What do I have to hope for?  You can't take my relationship.

I just got threatened by Bella Thorne she gets anything when they think I'm in trouble.

Cruel

Evil

Problem

You shouldn't be messing with this.

Problem

They acted like someone I like said I cannot "get" someone I'm kinda in a relationship with.

Problem

They rearranged something in the kitchen because I was upset at them being bad to me about not meeting someone like it wouldn't/doesn't "matter."

They made it an everyday thing for someone, which I didn't like, with an added bonus message.

They are concocting together like this is important, being mean to me.  No, I have always been a good person and you're just fighting at me.

I don't "need'm a bribe."

Why is this all the hype of my dad in on this to hurt me more?

Something Else to Watch out For

I flicked open the faucet which doesn't break it when out of nowhere it seemed I got harsh punishment like seeing someone "didn't matter."

Problem

I think they are trying to make me remember annoying things, just because I was feeling critical in the shower and it mostly went on about one person.  They're playing around with it.