I don't know about people getting caught up in this whole it's okay to treat me differently in bad ways cuz I'm being experimented on. I just find that going in and making it so I suddenly can't feel much in a way is okay. Maybe, I'm getting skinny, too. I see a lot of rage for me, and it is making me more unsettled, as usual. My oldest aunt must be mad she has no kids. Then, they go psycho in the experiment delivering me secret messages. No offense.. just 411.