More Problems

Their energy does not run out.  There's a new insult in the agenda every day, and they think "someone's gotta do it."

Problem

They're taking something from me, someone new I like like they think this person is telling someone else I like to be mean, like they have to do it, to stay popular.  Whatever it was, it was something mean and technically wrong.

Problem

They think they're all that, putting a new person I like against someone like themselves in how they are to me.

Pathetic

An annoying black person is trying to talk to me..

Problem

Why are you experimenting on me if you just want to punish me?

What is the problem..

..of these people talking to me with tacky voices that are annoying?

Issue

Why be mean to me if I finally decided to act, like it affects my extended family in a bad way, and say I'm in trouble cuz my family is attractive and should have been seen?  Why not get mad at my grandma who's their mom?  Not that they should be tied to her as a mom in older age, tho..  I thought you had a thing for spreading things about people and how I used to even encourage them to follow such dreams, somehow suggested??

So..

..my is my dad's youngest sister more fierce about her daughter than other parents, and with someone like me?  She just doesn't see into it because it's her daughter.  She seems upset about who she is from her dad, to be honest, and even my other aunt, who has no kids, thinks so.  With the word fierce, I know I mean to say my dad, his little sisters.. and mom are fierce against me and for their wayward family.  My gramma could be reasonable, but she's not cuz she'd be the only one.  I'm sorry for the opening thought.  I guess I just meant they seem especially fierce towards me about my cousin getting attention.  I don't know, I think most moms are fierce.  But here it's the whole family, even my dad against me and for my cousin.  It's just not the same with her around, no one cares about me like before.  She would go rampaging about.  I think people believe she split the family.  I want her to be close to her mom, whose not in trouble for some reason, which of course she must be close in some ways.  About rampaging about family get-togethers, even my aunt's in-laws suggest she represents the family and don't like me cuz I hung out with her - cuz she's my cousin and yes she can be cool, too, when she's nice.  Yes, we did fight some but not bad bad, more lately in meeting.

This post is just what I've been thinking and some 411, no attempt to like be flat out insulting, however you wish to perceive me.  I mainly want to say my dad, his little sisters, and sometimes even mom are fierce, like in a bad or mean way.  They are scared to be nice to me, like in some fantasy I did something that allows them to be like that.

Problem

I can't have people I would've liked doing this for my dad.  Do they like him? and not me?  I can't seem to have a natural experience because of this experiment, where they aren't even nice to me.  How did he get involved in everything I like?  He's always rude, and these people are busting their gut to get at me.  They want me to like him, while they are mean on his orders.  These people cannot be trusted.  So, he acts nice sometimes, just so I like him, but he's the one making others I like who are cool/popular or whatever be mean to me.  Why do I have to say this to get it thru, it's wrong!  It looks pathetic.. like, who cares??

My dad needs to prove he's not insane.

I can't have everyone hating on me for his sake.  Is he threatening to hurt me no matter what, even if I didn't end up living with him?  He wanted to/threatened me to live in a dingy apartment.  I don't care how Mickey Mouse he thinks this is, not happening.  He's been at it for a long time.

Problem

I'm trying to post something serious to me, and they just won't shut up and leave me be.  My body felt affected.

Do I need someone to save us?

I know you all don't care about me and won't shut up.. like just now..

My dad sometimes acts like it's not his fault everyone is convinced to be mean to me, but he wants it like a game for him to play, which, no matter how annoyed, is not something he can really get away with.

Anyway, you make a big deal of me while I'm "in trouble," so you don't need to do that, neither, give me "special" attention.

Why did someone get to get in a movie and say to me quickly like it flew out of their mouth naturally, "You're a n*****?"  I don't really care how safe my dad thinks people are when they do that, he shouldn't be doing it and I don't follow thru to an attack.  We need to find out if it's him or others we need to blame.  Cuz I don't give a care anymore about if I'm approved by black people to be "as good as black."

Are you off your rocker?

They want me to fantasize about someone I don't want to.  They are sure it is..

Problem

They are at it, again!  Soaking in attention, even.

They just annoyingly come along telling me I can't have stuff I should for no reason.

Problem

They won't stop.  They are hurting possible future kids.

Problem

Why are you pretending I'm a bad person?  Who told you you could do that?

Problem

They keep being mean..

ARE YOU CRAZY

YOU'RE SITTING HERE PRETENDING SOMEONE I LIKE A LOT IS BEING MEAN TO ME AND NO ONE CAN GET THAT THRU TO THEIR HEAD

Problem

They are messing with my body, like someone is controlling my hand.

Problem

They keep being mean cuz I hit my sofa yesterday.  They were so mean.  They blurted out I couldn't "have" someone else, too.

My Life

They keep bothering me.

Again

They are having someone talk to me I don't wanna.  They keep sending messages.

Problem

They won't stop butting in to tell me *beep*

They are pairing me with boys I don't like and saying I have their future kids.

Why

do I have to marry a guy in order to have anyone to talk to?  Life is death?

Why?

Why do you keep changing your mind on who is giving me these messages so I can react appropriately?  It sounds like a big mess getting in my business.  You're just hiding.  This person feels justified and threatened to be mean to me.

Problem

They don't think I can have what I want.  Someone else feels good enough to think and then no one else can have it.  They are trying to beat me out, anyway.  Now, they said I can't "have" someone.  They are just looking for more *beep*

Problem

You can't take things from me, neither!  Stop being a problem.  I just said what I said is justified.

STOP SAYING THAT (taking things from me)  I didn't invite you in like that.

Problems

I see a projection of Ellen getting drama out of life by rolling her eyes at my thoughts being blown up and treated as things I said to get in trouble.  Actually, Tim Burton ruined the experience for me in this way.  He'd admit it!

I guess Ellen blew up and got my dad's youngest sister upset with me.  I'm sick of his family acting like caged lions.  I didn't do anything.  I don't care if someone else's dog got abused.  Don't take your *beep* out on me.

Watch, they need to feel good and have more entertainment and will stupidly take this post the wrong way.

Edit

my last post

Problem

My aunt is getting upset at me cuz she's "overly protective of her daughter."  She jumped to conclusions about her rights after me saying something in a blog she doesn't even read.  She just called me and her daughter n*****s.  I'm not in the same boat as them, neither.  They can both be super annoying, but the daughter doesn't seem as well brought up.  She drawls or has a slurring voice, looks sleepy and nonchalant, etc.  That's just a fact of why her mom seems better cared for.

Problem

Why do they keep saying nasty things about me?

Problem

They said other people can are never supposed to talk to me.  How repulsive how you all get in and find something to do like that.

Jealousy

They don't like that I appreciated living in Slidell, LA, by New Orleans.

This is life..

..coasting on a lie or sin.

Problem

This is from awhile back.

Problem

They won't shut up.  Why should I care about their thoughts?

Problem

They associated something.

Problem

They tried to stump my face like a Mongoloid.

Problem

You can't have this person being mean to me.  It might make me dislike you.

Problem

They tried to disconnect my nose.

Problem

They keep loading the page in suggestive ways, blaming me for being uncomfortable when my dad drives.  I don't wanna listen to you and learn a lesson.  You were the one wronging me.

Problem - A New Trick

They are loading the page in time to affect me.

Problem

They keep acting like if something happened when I did something they didn't like that it's related and are bugging me about it.

Threats

They keep having issues with what I do now, whereas before they weren't there.

I think they just reloaded a page but unsure.

Problem

They think this is about them.

Problem

They are acting coy and acting dumb again.  They said I would "never be a Barrett" to make fun of if I care.

Problem

I see them sitting there counting out my dad and someone I like getting babies, and while I tolerate it find something of the nature of it, however, "off" and of ill-intent.  They do it cuz I was upset when they started and think it's funny to play blame with me.  I see it and my dad doing it and leaving signs, and I even find it to seem rather self-centered.  It's like I don't matter, anymore, and they do.  What a lie.  I never want to find this situation falling onto me from the sky.  I'm already under their constant radar.  They play around and at 1st are nice then change and act like I need to be punished.  They don't accept new ways of thinking.  "They just punish it."  Something a little off to them, "punished."

In a way, in saying this, I don't mean to be mean to my dad about the idea but find it extremely wrong.  The result comes, in feeling taunted and somesuch.

And of course they make me out of control mad on the inside.  So, it's hard to think and I don't say anything, tho.

Problem

I got a message at home that it's also no to something I had, just cuz they're picky and I hit my sofa when mad.

I don't like to talk about it and suggest it and rub it in, but it was kinda weird.

Why was I being treated so harshly otherwise?