Sunday, March 22, 2015
Well, it's about that time.
I found it healthy to talk out my problems some but hope everyone is getting what they want and that things for them work out.
Nite soon.
Nite soon.
I'm tired
of your leaking mean things to me. This one says Bella is better, but that's not nice and in that way is not true. You all are just attacking me and if you attacked her she'd be prepared but no better.
I know you're leaking these things on purpose from Ginny Kopf. She started off going haywire about if she acted like she was saying something that wasn't true. What you say has nothing to back it up, just an idea.
I know you're leaking these things on purpose from Ginny Kopf. She started off going haywire about if she acted like she was saying something that wasn't true. What you say has nothing to back it up, just an idea.
Stop mistreating me.
Don't make up stuff about what you think I really mean.
I mean that I'm being treated funnily, and I want to report it here.
I'm just wondering what's going on. It seems I'm just in the doghouse cuz Ellen says so. She sometimes is mean on the show to me and so is Dr. Phil but not really you know tho don't mind him.
It's funny what goes on. This isn't a heyday for losers to rule. I am not uncomfortable to be myself. I feel my dad wants me dead. I said, "Oh, no," when he came home from work while doing homework.
I mean that I'm being treated funnily, and I want to report it here.
I'm just wondering what's going on. It seems I'm just in the doghouse cuz Ellen says so. She sometimes is mean on the show to me and so is Dr. Phil but not really you know tho don't mind him.
It's funny what goes on. This isn't a heyday for losers to rule. I am not uncomfortable to be myself. I feel my dad wants me dead. I said, "Oh, no," when he came home from work while doing homework.
I don't like this "we" stuff with my dad
but I didn't say to stop.
This "we" to do with my life. It's like a m******** feeling.
This "we" to do with my life. It's like a m******** feeling.
I see you've found it upon yourself
to be really mean and say for posting what Johnny Depp did that was wrong meant my future possible daughter was up in a sack.
Why are you going psycho?
I am biding my time saying I will remove my comment. I just spoke the truth. No one was in line, so I wasn't thinking as much ad decided to just add edits rather than replacing what I said.
Why are you going psycho?
I am biding my time saying I will remove my comment. I just spoke the truth. No one was in line, so I wasn't thinking as much ad decided to just add edits rather than replacing what I said.
Controlled
Well, I already announced I am closing up and cannot take it. I don't know if you can stop me from having a relationship without doing something weird. I think my dad was the one who was uncomfortable in ways.. I admit I am just here in my hole. I'm reserving, too.
Did you know older kids
were supported for being mean, like having a huge major attitude all the time? Why is everyone tearing my life apart?
Well, you did take..
..my rights away.
I'm not the one fighting and attacking. You all attacked me. Why am I always guilty-can't accept you made a mistake?
I'm not the one fighting and attacking. You all attacked me. Why am I always guilty-can't accept you made a mistake?
Ya'll're honestly..
..just trying to make me feel bad. I don't "take things in stride."
I see you are worried it's right in some way and something could happen by accident, but I'm not taboo, the underside of a ladder, nor a black cat. Things were never like this.
I see you are worried it's right in some way and something could happen by accident, but I'm not taboo, the underside of a ladder, nor a black cat. Things were never like this.
Upset
I saw Johnny Depp might have married someone to punish us, and I think someone doesn't like me anymore cuz I said that. He told them to do that. I don't care why, same with his "marriage." She's too young. She could still be a friend. I don't mean to be mean, but I would rather just be a friend myself.
I don't like the nitpickiness because of something I did in a hard situation that might have been the right thing to do.
I don't like the nitpickiness because of something I did in a hard situation that might have been the right thing to do.
I also don't take to..
..all these people trying to always make me feel like they have things under control and not me, like thought police.. it's freakish.
I don't really appreciate..
..the pictures of people staring me down for Bella. Why is she up in my blog? Is she trying to say she's better than me and take everything I happen to like? It's driving me crazy. I bet Ellen thinks it's funny partly, but I don't. It's not like that's what's happening to her. I'm conerned Ellen told her to do it. It looks like an agreement, but I'm worried Bella is not really having the time of her life.
What's Happening
People are presenting me with reminders of people other than who I'm interested in now, like to get me to confess. That is "cruel and unusual."
More to Talk Out
I don't like the way I have to confront people being sneaky and nitpicky. What else was I gonna say?
I dunno. I need a healthy life socially and mentally.
Oh yes, I think we can agree to disagree. I don't know for sure if there is someone out there hunting me down to knock out every relationship whilst building stress on me. I don't like break things and stopped getting mad, whether or not that is healthy, but I'd be too too mad not just healthy mad. They said thoughts count. They didn't really say anything about me blogging except my mentioning Ellen, which I can't listen to whatever anyone says. There was no coherent agreement. And sometimes I get upset by accident, like everyone else. You still have relationships. Other people still have relationships..
I dunno. I need a healthy life socially and mentally.
Oh yes, I think we can agree to disagree. I don't know for sure if there is someone out there hunting me down to knock out every relationship whilst building stress on me. I don't like break things and stopped getting mad, whether or not that is healthy, but I'd be too too mad not just healthy mad. They said thoughts count. They didn't really say anything about me blogging except my mentioning Ellen, which I can't listen to whatever anyone says. There was no coherent agreement. And sometimes I get upset by accident, like everyone else. You still have relationships. Other people still have relationships..
I can't have this.
People all around think I lost a relationships, and shit isn't fun. I will never listen to any of you on this, that I lose a relationship and get teased about it, hinting your mercy is nonexistent, if I do something you think is game for it. I can't go on forever without arguing a point or getting a little upset in this world. I'm sure you can't help it, neither.
I will make an effort to live as best I can.
I will make an effort to live as best I can.
Sorry for the Misunderstanding Before
It shouldn't seem like a strange thought to formulate. Maybe it wasn't so.
Something to Poke At
Oh yes, I thought it was funny if I met someone that someone else has to take them away.
Who do you feel sorry for?
People who seem upset and ugly in some way or people who see the glass as half full and are more successful with looks in some way?
Like, do you think that if there are unhappy people, that someone could have helped?
Something made me think this. It's a topic that needs explored, too.
Pretty much anything that upsets a person. It doesn't mean you can randomly say someone else did it.
Like, do you think that if there are unhappy people, that someone could have helped?
Something made me think this. It's a topic that needs explored, too.
Pretty much anything that upsets a person. It doesn't mean you can randomly say someone else did it.
I'd rather be..
..helped not to do something wrong than pay a consequence for something I don't believe in.
Something Bothering Both of Us
I do want Bella to be #1, as I do anyone. It's only right.. :| I'm not #1, but I can be #1 to myself.
Anyway, what happened was it was like something was for me and then it wasn't but for Bella. She was pointing her finger on the DUFF poster to the bottom of her thigh looking like she deserved all the attention because maybe she didn't get enough. You know, that's a good thing to know. She doesn't talk to people, tho, so. I just felt like I did something wrong and guess the next steo is to know what it is. I do want Bella to be #1. I don't mean her #1 me #2. One of many #1s, I guess, but she thinks she needs to be the only #1 and push me down "deep inside."
Anyway, what happened was it was like something was for me and then it wasn't but for Bella. She was pointing her finger on the DUFF poster to the bottom of her thigh looking like she deserved all the attention because maybe she didn't get enough. You know, that's a good thing to know. She doesn't talk to people, tho, so. I just felt like I did something wrong and guess the next steo is to know what it is. I do want Bella to be #1. I don't mean her #1 me #2. One of many #1s, I guess, but she thinks she needs to be the only #1 and push me down "deep inside."
Lotta New Problems
Every day, I get signs of Bella Thorne with someone I just met I like, instead.
It's hard to remember the other problems.
I was wondering why Bella Thorne landed in Hollywood and not me. People have always said I put forth much effort and would succeed at anything I put my mind to. Lotta people have gone on before me without perfect weight, as well. I'm on pills that affect my digestion. It's not fair. I'm stuck with my parents being the one who does nothing in the world other than posting online from where we live in Orlando.
Oh yes, I get told no about this person I met just because I post about my problems online, still.
Also, Bella wants this person to be her mom. I just find this irrelevent to the truth. She just looks for who I meet and takes them away. What if it is important? I see my reputation is being minimized.
I just realized Ellen started putting Bella before me, 1st. So, it's her fault mostly. Why do you all listen and follow? It doesn't sit well. I am well-resepcted online now.
I also had a point that Bella looks tacky in the secret messages doing this. I want what's best for a sweet girl like her. You all are just trying to keep me from living a successful, normal life.
Disclaimer: No offense, stating the facts and formulating innocent opinions.
I do want her to do this with this person. You do it in a way that makes no sense, and that's final! Maybe, some of you are innocent in your injections. I don't see why this has to be done to hurt me and then I go post about it. Nothing wrong on my part. I came in the front door, and my dad got upset it seemed with me being happy. I don't like him close like that. I have an after-feeling, even after showering, that he was handing me and maybe ruining that person we like. People are also being smart alec with me trying to make a point that Britney Spears wants to sound like she's from Florida and sounds raspy in the same way as Bella Thorne. I also noticed they both landed a job in Disney dancing. I put Likes on my Facebook of this nearby, and people on the streets know I did it somehow.. I think it's funny, you get justice and say what you really think and feel about Britney Spears. Orlando is on a leash. They think everything should be better for and for Bella Thorne. They're mad at me for the mere suggestion she'd have pretty green eyes with her once red hair. I didn't say it had to be that way! Oh, and they are also pretending this person is pregnant with Bella..
Again, no offense, just talking out what's been going on. I feel I never end when I take credit for what I said. This is what they are doing, not me whining. It's important stuff to solve in my famliy life, as well. We'll see what I say a little later on, too. Not sure where to go with this at the moment. It's pretty long, too. I tend to overexplain myself. There just isn't much going on that's that important, otherwise.
It's hard to remember the other problems.
I was wondering why Bella Thorne landed in Hollywood and not me. People have always said I put forth much effort and would succeed at anything I put my mind to. Lotta people have gone on before me without perfect weight, as well. I'm on pills that affect my digestion. It's not fair. I'm stuck with my parents being the one who does nothing in the world other than posting online from where we live in Orlando.
Oh yes, I get told no about this person I met just because I post about my problems online, still.
Also, Bella wants this person to be her mom. I just find this irrelevent to the truth. She just looks for who I meet and takes them away. What if it is important? I see my reputation is being minimized.
I just realized Ellen started putting Bella before me, 1st. So, it's her fault mostly. Why do you all listen and follow? It doesn't sit well. I am well-resepcted online now.
I also had a point that Bella looks tacky in the secret messages doing this. I want what's best for a sweet girl like her. You all are just trying to keep me from living a successful, normal life.
Disclaimer: No offense, stating the facts and formulating innocent opinions.
I do want her to do this with this person. You do it in a way that makes no sense, and that's final! Maybe, some of you are innocent in your injections. I don't see why this has to be done to hurt me and then I go post about it. Nothing wrong on my part. I came in the front door, and my dad got upset it seemed with me being happy. I don't like him close like that. I have an after-feeling, even after showering, that he was handing me and maybe ruining that person we like. People are also being smart alec with me trying to make a point that Britney Spears wants to sound like she's from Florida and sounds raspy in the same way as Bella Thorne. I also noticed they both landed a job in Disney dancing. I put Likes on my Facebook of this nearby, and people on the streets know I did it somehow.. I think it's funny, you get justice and say what you really think and feel about Britney Spears. Orlando is on a leash. They think everything should be better for and for Bella Thorne. They're mad at me for the mere suggestion she'd have pretty green eyes with her once red hair. I didn't say it had to be that way! Oh, and they are also pretending this person is pregnant with Bella..
Again, no offense, just talking out what's been going on. I feel I never end when I take credit for what I said. This is what they are doing, not me whining. It's important stuff to solve in my famliy life, as well. We'll see what I say a little later on, too. Not sure where to go with this at the moment. It's pretty long, too. I tend to overexplain myself. There just isn't much going on that's that important, otherwise.
Sensitive Girls
Those girls who raise an eyebrow at misbehavior themselves root in regret and failure to be nice.
"Funny and Fine"
Isn't it interesting how some people are off all happy they have nothing to worry about and you know they're just lucky compared to you?
I think I figured it out.
Always interesting. I think Ellen and all said Bella cannot act like she is better than anyone but me. Isn't that funny?
She thinks she can treat me like I'm in jail, like stalking me. I don't think it's like that with other people in a related situation. Like a social jail. That she tells people what to do. I'm not trying to be mean, just wondering if it's true. She acts like it's not sometimes, but since she also does I don't believe it, that's why. It's consumed my life, so I make a friendly little post about it.
She thinks she can treat me like I'm in jail, like stalking me. I don't think it's like that with other people in a related situation. Like a social jail. That she tells people what to do. I'm not trying to be mean, just wondering if it's true. She acts like it's not sometimes, but since she also does I don't believe it, that's why. It's consumed my life, so I make a friendly little post about it.
Wrong Deed Doing
So, what do you think of me listening to denial every 5 minutes?
You shouldn't be taking away relationships if I do something wrong. It's not like I need ot be pulled off the streets with a gang.
As to what I did, I had to write my feelings. It might have seemed like a rampage, but I think things were running like that already, the quantity.
I dunno, I guess I still am messed up and need to talk about things. I know Dr. Phil would approve. I try to limit the amount and nature, tho, and when I say someone's name not to full out point at them in a mean way.
Also, say I stole my parents's car. Maybe, you could consider a harsh punishment, but no one gets their relationships severed. If they go to jail, they visit.
You shouldn't be taking away relationships if I do something wrong. It's not like I need ot be pulled off the streets with a gang.
As to what I did, I had to write my feelings. It might have seemed like a rampage, but I think things were running like that already, the quantity.
I dunno, I guess I still am messed up and need to talk about things. I know Dr. Phil would approve. I try to limit the amount and nature, tho, and when I say someone's name not to full out point at them in a mean way.
Also, say I stole my parents's car. Maybe, you could consider a harsh punishment, but no one gets their relationships severed. If they go to jail, they visit.
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