Friday, September 4, 2015

If you don't wanna talk about it..

..then don't.

I do fear, tho, it is causing stress.

Problem

You're bad.  Put it that way.

Problem

He's trying to listen to me in the bathroom.

Issue

My dad is coocoo.

What do you have in the silence?

I didn't say much, but I realized I was knocked into some way like I'm just trash!!

So..

I can say something if I won't get what I want or had, anyway.

Problem

I'm not only for Irish faults.

Problem

Why'd you take something from me when clearly I did nothing wrong to deserve it?

Problem

They tried to make it like someone else's in a bad way.

Problem

They even ruined my head.  Wow, how racist.

Problem

Why are you so nice to others?

Problem

What's wrong with my opinion, tho?  You think I'm some dumb ole rat?

So..

..why did my dad bring it up?

Am I just slaving..

..away at racism here?

Dishonesty

I didn't go on and on in interest about anything bad, that I remember, at least not on my regular blog where I brought something of it up.

Problem

Why is my dad getting down and dirty with me?  I had to stay away from him.

Problem

All of them are feeling the need to be mean to me.

Problem

You can't act like someone is spewing negative insults at me and they can't do that and say I'm disrespectful.

My dad seems to be

"having a negative impact."

Problem

My mom is making fun of me.

cont.

What did I say on my blogs that is so bad?

Problem

I'm not bad.  I own a problems blog and also my life.  I didn't fight at anyone, unless their wish is that I remain mum about the wrong things ended up being done to me, like I'm some piece of *beep* in a trash can.  I see people getting all delirious even on TV about me.  If you think I need support for it shows it's wrong, in general.

What's your problem?

I didn't actually bring anything up..

What?

I already said no.  What can I do?  This is my life.

No..

..I never started anything bad.

No, I don't..

..have an understanding.

Problem

Are you trying to fight me?

OK

Me being upset but not mean to anyone is bad?

I sorta had something..

..looks like my dad woke up an important topic.

Messing Around

Why are people messing around that my dad is too nice to me and will be upset in a way that Ellen says no about me?

Threats

Threatening to take more from me because of something I talked about.  This is a nuisance, like my life doesn't matter when something happens.

Problem

I'm tired of fighting off this *beep*.  They keep acting like I'm in trouble!

Problem

My dad's being mean, again.  We're going to my Grandma's.  Not sure how it will go.  I don't think she approves of him.  He's trying to get in my business and give me *** when I don't even touch him.  He'll talk to her and when we eat probably to his sister and her husband.

Problem

They keep on calling me "sir" like I'm my dad feeling bad I'm supposedly, obviously not that good.  That isn't true in the big picture nor when you look at the facts.

You ruined it for me.

I forget what else I was gonna say..  I don't even know that I wrote this.

It's always too late.  Even if I'm nice, they're mean.

What is up?

Why are people being mean to me again today?

Problems

They are telling me past messages are big insults.

Problem

They won't stop.

Problem

My dad keeps acting like I'm a kid.  Like he has some force over me.

No..

You were being mean to me.  Yes, you were.  You can't make up all these silly situations and rules.

I can't even remember what it was.

What's the big deal?  That was crazy what all you did.

Maybe if I do things I don't mean is a big deal.  Now, what?  I'm not exactly sure what's going on that's okay.  I'm just trying to live my life, and you fight me.

Problem

They get all physical like someone I like is here being mean to me and are making a big deal about what happened.

Again

They are acting like everything I do loses a relationship which I don't know what to say about if I have it.

Is anyone upset at me?

Well, I didn't mean anything bad against anyone or don't.  I do believe they are being mean to me.

Just forget about it?

I don't deserve all the mean treatment.  People are all up in my business now because of the experiment thing and being mean to me.

Nothing wrong with me saying what I said.  I guess the point I reached was to figure something out for myself and post it in my Problems blog.

I always am good and am not some weirdo.  I don't deserve to go thru this *beep*.  I think even my own parents like to practice being racist to me for the world, and I don't really "take that" and partly I'm in trouble for feeling upset.

Something to Notice

They always find some microscopic reason to pretend I'm in trouble.

Well, I posted a clip of a movie online and backed it up with research to as it being allowed right after I figured I could post it.. I could try to go back and delete it.  It was probably a stupid desire.  I wish there were someone I could call to pay to put it on my website.  It seems like posting GIFs are allowed.  I don't like it when things like this happen.

Problem

They keep putting someone in my face saying I can't "have them" like others.  Or funning at me for liking them etc.  So what?  They were acting like they were being really mean to me and I felt upset..

Upset

People are being threatened to be taken from me, and there are assumptions of who's involved.  I don't mean to be too upset.  At least a bad word did not come to mind, I think.

Edited Posts

Edited Posts

What?

I already thought what I thought.

Do I need to alter any posts?  You just saw it your own way.

What?

Guilt trip?

Problem

They're blaming me for how I write.

Problem

You can't take my relationships from me and be mean to me all the time.  You can't take people form me.  You're bad!

Threat

I'm being threatened that my life will be bad and later I will find it okay when I'm really old or I have to d**.  Who the *beep* is this?

Relatives

Visiting relatives.

So, last time, my dad went alone and his youngest sister went up with her daughter's baby. For some reason, I think I'm hated by relatives, and it was given the excuse cuz I hung out with my cousin.  People think black hair is ugly and therefore are bloody racists.

Problem

Why is this spirit taking the world by storm?  I saw a cheese commercial where they were singing m*********.

Other people are told to be racist to me.

Wow, do ya'll have anyone you were able to make yourself look up to in any way?

My Dad Being Hard on Me

Edited

What do I have to hope for?!  He can't force people to be mean to me.

Problem

Edited

Some people/someone said every day now I have to feel bad.  No I don't!  They behave badly towards me.