Apology

I don't even remember why I was mad.  I guess I'll just have to ignore it.

I was just mad about life in general but could not stop feeling bad about it with something Ellen did, while trying to shower.. I dunno why.  I was just with my parents at dinner.  I was just upset in general.  I even thought that by the time I got out.

Not that I think anyone else should have to go thru this.  I think I should be fine, but I'm not.. I feel threatened.

Problem

Some people secretly bad influenced us, too.

Problem

What is her problem?

This is not a life!

She's just punishing me for no good reason!!

Problem

She's making someone I look up to say "go go go" in private like a little kid.  Get this out!

Problem

I'm playing a game and they started sooner.  She also made me bump a topic for someone a few days.

Problem

She'll probably hurt people who like me and say she comes clean when she doesn't.

Problem

I was upset in the shower but wasn't acting out.. and in comes Ellen and tries to stress me out so I get cancer.  NO!  Someone stop this!  I have yet to post to the police.

Problem

You can't keep me from finding people to meet.  "It's not safe."  *Beep* that won't work!

Something That Happened

I was looking at someone, and I think Ellen wants to stimulate everyone who she thinks is younger than my mom when I try to look up to them cuz she finds it necessary and proper.

No..

I'm not living by conditions.

My Life

I tell the police.

No..

I already said no!

Problem

Why is each day a problem?

Problem

Why does Ellen act like it's all about her?  Like, I should give up things cuz she's enough?  I'm not Portia!  I don't live knowing only one person!

What did Jimmy Fallon not do to not be considered for this?

I want answers cuz I'm not living like this.  I don't care if Ellen lives like this.  I don't live like this!  May she not live like this, too!

Problem

Why is Ellen crazy about competition?  We don't all have a hair color that works as the Energizer Bunny for us.

Problem

Face it.  It's yes or no.  Ellen is being mean to me and making everyone else be that way.

NO..

I'M NOT GONNA LIVE LIKE THIS

Problem

Ellen won't quit being mean to me and threatening my family and my life.  I think she did something.

Problem

I guess you don't think this is that important.

Problem

Who do you think you are to disturb my life!  You were mean to me.  I will not accept this.  I just said no and they denied me.  Quit taking from my relationships.  I'm mad at all the mean things you do for no reason.

Problem

They throw in trash statements not worth discussing that could blow up.

Problem

I'm not a toy for anyone to play stupid with.

No..

You should not be threatening me, whatever else you're doing.

Problem

I will not listen to you and your antsiness.

Problem

They're having someone be the m*****ed leader of racism against me in detail that I like and look up to.  I don't care if someone as an issue.

Inappropriate Feelings!

They're just playing around seeing if I think of something inappropriate by accident or that another person being present may have brought on while they've and they're making me feel inappropriate now.  I don't like people making fun of me for it, like that I did something to Ellen when she did it to me.  You know, no one is God..

I can't click with people naturally.  I have to do something.

Do you think other people never do anything wrong?  Quit telling me I have some thing where I have expectations unmet.

You know what..

..would be sick to believe, that Ellen does this or even my parents or anyone

Not sure if anyone is interested..

..but I felt m*****ed and thought badly.  Whenever I saw someone, I felt m*****ed.  Some thoughts just came.  DO I mean them, well, it's too late, but no, they weren't real violent thoughts, just bad influence from cartoons.  I couldn't get the feeling to wear off.  I'm about to have a job interview, and I know people make me feel good and I'm ready to have a good time.  Instead, they programmed me to be this way.

No Choice.. Sad

Ellen said my dad did it, but if someone doesn't hurt me that I like then they will be hurt like me.

Problem

My entire walk, I felt *beep*ed up in a certain part.  I think Ellen had my mom do it.  It's really tacky and such.  They seem oblivious, like they're ecstatic women diving in to do their job.

Too Bad

Honestly, I think it's just a mistake and should not be made too big a deal of.  Seemed like something else at the time, didn't mean anything that bad.  If you have an issue and it can help, it would be good.  Like, if anyone wanted to discuss it and bring light to the subject.