This can only mean more problems.
My dad and his oldest sister and mom are acting like they want to take things from me, like watching Ellen and feeling good. I can see my dad giddying up. They think I was extra bad at my aunt's and grandma's. My grandma groped at church, and I got rougher and wanted to leave. I splashed in the pool when uncomfortable from my mom by her choice and upset at messages all around me that are mean because of someone thinking that's what I have to do.
I did get the message that no me is me time on others's part. They are just punishing me for no reason tho, so whatever the situation they think is isn't exactly the answer they gave.
What about me? Why do I get treated badly? Am I the opposite of success because of this experiment? Why do other people get the "pleasure" bell of just no me and other things that are actually bad tho? People used to say I was so accomplished, doing well in school, good in activities, good reputation.. Then, the experiment came.