Friday, August 14, 2015

What I Do

Do you want me to treat someone with an exception to how I treat others?  I won't accept the negative messages, but maybe I can accept all these messed up people as sheep.

Problem

I'm not a bad person.  I'll just ignore your insults and figure out what's wrong hopefully.

They're going and telling me it's "cool" to be mean to me.  It wasn't before Tim Burton, who I like.

Problem

You can't have gotten mad at me if you are really sending me all these mean messages.  And you claim not to do it as your scapegoat.

Problem

I'm not talking to you in my head and getting told to speak thru my thoughts, not like that.

Just because you did something wrong to me, you say I can't joke around about some things like before.

Hm..

..I wonder what's going on.  I need to turn over a new leaf, somehow, in a way.

What I Meant

That she seemed protective is all.  I didn't go on and on too much.  I just find it interesting, maybe nothing to open up about in her preference and explore.  Sorry!

Taking Advantage

I think my aunt is doing that because of the comment involving her and her daughter, which I checked.  I'm not here to start a guilt trip.

Problem

They are continuing to annoy me how they started with someone and I didn't want it.

Problems

They keep messing with my memory, too, like that I have to associate certain thoughts together while no one else does.  They keep looking at me like I'm the one in trouble, that I did something, that I started it.

Problem

No one wants to listen to my vicious aunt get mad like she could actually be right in this and things in general about me being supposedly bad hinted.  LOL if she's looking for trouble or something productive to do, seriously, go be a cop, look in the mirror, or for a good thing to do more maybe have a good, nice time with your daughter.  Just don't be so harsh on me.  I can see the truth.  Why not do something about the truth rather than wait for something weird to happen?  Clearly, I did not do to the extreme what you all act out.

What's wrong with this post?  I just wanted to say I think my aunt is a bit wild, like wildly mad, and "powerful," and it's stressing me out, too, like the other aunt did before when I thought she was upset.  I think she was, too, now, and still must have to be.

Don't say nothing just happened.  I just had that as my point.  It was hard to make a point and sound right.

True, people keep testing me if they know I like someone, like did I think the wrong way so they can say I can't like someone.  And I'm not ***.  I mean, they follow my every little move, and if they don't like the way i swish my spit, that relationship they say is over!  I'm not onto people.  And they are pushing bad influences on me and not themselves/others.  Ellen did this.

Problem

Ellen thinks I can't have my parents.  So what if I cursed about noises she put in my room to bother me in private?

Problem

They are trying to stimulate me on someone and I don't like it.

Problem

When I post to help someone with Ellen, Ellen says I'm an invalid and trash, but she was the one who did something illegal to me.  So what if I cursed about it?  No one told me to stop for any reason.  Why get mad now?  I'm still a person, like any prisoner.  They even threatened us.

Problem

They are trying to control how I feel.

Alert

They are fighting me now because I looked at something that was mentioned before by them.  They are telling me what to think for no reason, just to be freaky, or threatening my well-being.  Look, you all are bad.

Problem

Someone on Facebook keeps liking my things and Ellen made her do it to annoy me.  She's not like me, but it's a suggestion I don't like.

All I did was hit stuff all week when I came home, like my sofa in my room, cuz they were being bad to me.  I had just found someone I liked online that I could not contact, but it inspired me.  They can't be superstitious in my life.  They don't do that to others.  I am not bad.  I didn't do anything wrong.

They could add anything..

..extreme threats to family and possible future kids

Problem

They made another threat after that post.

More

They are giving subtle hints of things that are unwanted.

Problem

Why are they being mean to me in private?  I didn't see the e-mail, so I can't copy and paste nor screenshot for proof.  It made me uncomfortable.  I have to negate their threats and curses.  They could deny my claim.

Bossing Me Around Game

I just posted what they did and they started to be meaner to me.

I do care about the people they said I said something wrong about, but if they weren't watching it wouldn't be able to count cuz it wasn't being sarcastic but concerned.  I said sorry, I take it back.  I could even try to go delete it.

If you're wondering, I'm worried about people being onto me.  I mean, who wouldn't?

I feel my relationships have been crushed.  I'm saying because I don't know where there's room for me in what I think.

Also, if you keep making up new rules for me, maybe, like not relaying what you did, I mean that gets kinda nonsensical and even a bother/problem.  It doesn't sound like you're concerned about me having too much to say.  It's a new rule and it seems like I'm supposed to do it sometimes.