Wednesday, November 30, 2016

Problem

No matter what I think, they always have something insulting to say, like how I react to what they say.

Problem

They're testing me if I don't say what they did.

Problem

They are acting like it doesn't matter how I'm treated.

Problems

They keep doing stuff really mean.

Problem

They said someone I like will not relate to me after "now" like I have to wait and see because when I wanted to type up my feelings they were mean to me and set me off some.  I hear that from the cars outside.

However, they want to remain the limelight, they said.

Problem

They're messing with me and other people I know, like instead of talking to me they talk to others I know like I'm bad.

What I Don't Like

The sort of thing that's been happening could catch on.

Problem

They won't stop!

Problem

They used another person to validify calling me an equal to someone I look up to rather than looking up to them but someone else can tho it was my special relationship, like it has to be gone.

Problem

I unraveled a message directly from someone for some odd reason I was recently talked to by them, and it says for some reason to hypnotize someone I look up to to be pleasured inappropriately to not be so I can look up to them.  The part that was clear was the hypnosis.  Where did this come from?  That person doesn't have this business with me.

What?

I bet you have nothing to say to me a lot of times you just bring up those testy insults.  That's sad.

Why am I in trouble?

Just pulling more tricks out of the bag like i'm in Hell?

What?

What is your problem?  They added bad messages as I posted.  What's going on?  Are you pressuring me about inappropriately stimulating someone I look up to again?

Edit

I deleted a recent post.

Probem

They said it's like I may have lost it.  I didn't lose anything.  They just want me to be forgotten about.  I didn't do anything.  They keep bothering me beyond somehow.

Well

They should not have been ^affected^ by my writeup.

What?

I'm just saying.  I'm not a mute.  I didn't say anything wrong.

Problem

They mentioned what's most important to me while I was upset and a bit upset typing so they can take it away.  See?

Problem

The experimenters are snapping at me and taking from my relationship now!

Tuesday, November 29, 2016

Problem

They set up someone like I don't wanna if I talk about how hurt I am.

No..

..but I'm not here to get used to things that are presented to me in private all the time by people spying on me, like by noises and when things on my computer load.

I guess..

..you're just not all that.

Wow, Central Florida.

I knew it all along.

Problem

They had to put noises in my room that sounds like someone I look to should be stimulated not to be the same to me.

Monday, November 28, 2016

Problems

They keep adding more.

Problem

My legs and some of the front of my body felt shocked off when my mom came in when I was talking about a beard or literally "sideburns etc."

Someone was following me around because I didn't personally take to their rebellion in having facial hair cuz I've seen it too much and it has to do with me..  I think it was Election Day for President.

Problem

I feel like I have to think about my breasts to keep them okay.

Worried

The feeling is gone and they may grow.  What if they want to give me cancer?

Problem

Now, I feel disconnected feeling-wise in an inappropriate way that feels there.

Problem

People were nice to me, but now they are saying I forced them to.  I was just attacked strongly after some message they said someone I know gave but partly/maybe.  I felt my breast swirling around in a way I did not like and it was hard not to lose it.  I'm sure damage was done.  What made me uncomfortable is that someone was able to do something like that.

Apology

People have marred me in my ability to relate to others, but I do not want others to go thru what I have.  I only said I didn't like being in that disposition.  I don't think my thoughts got the better of me completely.  I was also outside around cars.  I don't remember exactly all the details of what it was nor who "said"/thought it originally and kinda marred me.

cont.

He thinks he has to be bad to me and with the spying on me.

Problem

It's hard to get rid of the feeling my dad gave me.  I feel dysfunctional in general because of how I feel from him.

Problem

That's a big but catastrophic thing to do.  I don't want to feel a certain way from my dad and I'm not supposed to and suddenly it started happening.

I need my freedom of speech, too.

Problem

I never wanted to be affected thru my dad.

Feeling Inappropriate Things

They made it so my dad affected me emotionally.

Threats

My dad came in and made it so I could not feel certain affection from someone.

Hurting Me

My dad is threatening things about me, like how I look pretty ethnically in a way I managed to do.

Problem

They are saying I can't talk about sensitive issues that involve me cuz they'd theoretically involve others and I'm not much sexually they say.  I didn't say it as of yet what I'm thinking.  I know Ellen DeGeneres thought it was an idea not to talk about it cuz she knows people like that.

Sunday, November 27, 2016

Apology

I'm so sorry about all this.  I didn't mean what started it.  I guess I have to listen like I'm in jail.  I don't mean no harm, tho.

Problem

More!

Am I just gonna let go from this?

Problem

They did the same thing but more.

Problem

Why did they hurt me?

Social Problems

Every time I try to fix a problem, they make more.

"Not again!"

I'm not here for the descent.

What?

I didn't do anything wrong.  They are just racists and meanies.

Problem

They are threatening my relationship.

Problem

They are telling me things they know I don't like.

They said I'm just jealous of someone else deserving to be pitied for getting too much attention all of a sudden when they didn't want to.

Being Nice

People are nice to me and then want something from me.

Aw, yea!

Don't say that didn't just happen now.

Being Too Close

I was already friendly but don't wanna be close to certain people insteada others.

Problem

This just came up all of a sudden.

Inappropriate Relationship Topics

They/People are bringing up inappropriate things to bring up, like people who I'm not that close to and don't wanna be in certain ways they do.

Problem

They took someone away just cuz I didn't wanna be that close all the time to someone else and no one else hasta (has to.)

Relationships

Other people get my relationships.

I don't get the relationships I want in the ways I want them.

They are taking away someone from me more now.

Problems

They keep pushing me to be with people I don't wanna and not others, in this.

Analyzation of a Good Post

Why if I can't talk to someone are they the ones who're in dire straights in a diverse set of people in a relationship?  They matter, but maybe they like different people.  I just got thru trying to assimilate with them and ended up in a rut.  I think I did it again more successfully.  However, the people spying on me are mad at me even tho I was nice.
They think I was too smart saying "in dire straights" in such a context.  It elicits okay things.

Huh?

My parents were acting like they would abuse if I ever had any children or stimulate them by giving them the cold shoulder, like I'm just trash.  So, I imagined what if I was yelling at them and cursing and my dad continued to beat at me so I thought of some bad words.

I left the room to eat.  They kept making noises and acting like I threw one at them, and bad words came up.  I guess I'm supposed to not let that happen.

I was thinking cursing was not bad, so I wanted to do it, but they keep hurting me if I do.  I don't really attack innocent people.

Problem

People get mad if I think a curse word or post one in a certain way online, like in a sincere post.  Then, they do something really big and mean to me, the people spying on me in private.

Saturday, November 26, 2016

Something Wrong With Me?

No one cares.

I'm too fat for some people, but other people who are fatter aren't too fat for them.

Disclaimer - I hope I didn't point fingers.

Problem

I get in trouble if I talk to or about someone even if it's very nice.

Apology

I'm sorry if me mentioning a certain person is offensive or was seen that way.

I should have said it differently.

Maybe, I'll just do what I like and see if I'm happy.  I have to do something.  (I'm not going stupid and silly.  How am I supposed to go?  I'll just do what I want and make it good.)

Also

I'm out for a jog but wanted to say I mean  I feel they should feel all the pleasure they'd want still.

Edit

I edited my last post.

Apology

When I said "like Nazis," I didn't mean an offense, that it's people who follow bad things.

(I updated the post that said this to refer to this apology or disclaimer.)

So, I am just saying..

..my true feelings now.  Nothing new.  People know how I feel.  Can you believe it?  They still pay too much attention to me, but I feel washed up as a person and still abused.

Me Being "Bad" to Do With It

I walked in a store to get a drink on Election Day for the President of the US.  I was upset but not mean, and a German-looking boy spread around that I was bad, somehow.  Someone else I think walked into the store, a young guy with a weird beard.  I just sorta lost it.  I thought once that person has a beard because I cursed about the hurtful, illegal noises Ellen DeGeneres put in my room.  I just wanted to establish to myself that I would not bow down to him cuza his strange beard, strange because it was a bit long.  He got me going thru a cycle wondering what to do and think next and worried he knew I thought that.  He acted peculiar and looked at me.  The person in charge did something weird, too.  I went to go vote.  A lady in front of me was already onto me for the store.  I just kept thinking for a long time about how she should stop and stuff.  I was upset it was catching on with everyone else outside that I had no control over myself mentally, but they were looking at and secretly referring to me negatively.  I was upset electing some.  That lady set me off and then acted like nothing had happened.  I tossed my ID on the table.

I came home, and my dad acted like I was bad and wouldn't be allowed to enjoy my vacation.  He was sending a secret message.  He was outspoken.  I saw a picture of someone as a baby I thought before.  He acted like it was me and he was the mom.  I don't want to feel from him things like that all of a sudden.  Since visiting his mom this one time, it seems like she gave him advice to just go for it and go in and be overly cheery and he'll be just like people like Johnny Depp who people like and get very stimulated by.  So, I got the idea of him acting like he's cheerily repeating, "You're just 'such and such' aren't ya! You're just 'such and such!'"  He's like other men like his age acting like they're me.

So, I went into my room and was like damn and made some fists I remember.  I made a louder step or so I think as I left.  I don't know if I hit my legs or not.  I might have been rough in my cheap chair.  So what?  I could do that any day and not be so brutally abused for it.  It's something everyone does!

I did my laundry, which I try not to do when people are around.  I was upset, and people acted like that was it.  I was in trouble for what I did in my room cuz they know what I do in private..

The Argument

This is not just making someone feel good, but it's making everyone else witness a spectacle of worshiping a false god of what it is in their eyes and saying instead of being a normal person who has relationships that depend on them that suddenly it doesn't matter for good people.  This is the opposite of progress.  If you argue that it feels good, I don't know why it's just for them in that way.  I'm actually in trouble, so I don't get to feel good and feel judged and sorta trapped by people.  I didn't really do anything bad.  People told me the person they are stimulating is also getting it for being imperfect, supposedly for getting mad at me too much when they said they weren't even.

What the Problem Is

Just tell this person how much people think of them being stimulated, and it could render them giving in to a feeling that might be detrimental to them and their relationships who depend on them for emotional support.

Problems

I think Ellen DeGeneres is overly "stimulating" someone I look up to just to punish me.  I don't mean just feeling really good but feeling tippy about me now and instead of whatever they felt before.  It's good to feel a little silly sometimes for anyone, but this is just craziness.

Why do some people think it has to happen.. before things might not have been good, but they let all out and in a bad way "stimulated" this person.  I can't really be happy because I don't believe they are doing the right thing like they say.  They don't care about everyone else who has to go through with this.  What they are doing might be a failed effort at making someone feel good in a weird way.

You know, it's right there.  Just say this person is the only best person in the world who people wanna feel for and watch feel the prize of stimulation.  Of course they do this, but all these people are either bad or recruits like *Nazis, which it seems like for some reason actually.

They just tell me only this person "deserves" this.  They think it's time to throw me out, as they've been doing to my life for 10 years.  This is just the next step.

*apology post

Friday, November 25, 2016

Problem

Ever since following Ellen DeGeneres on Twitter again, someone I look up to has been stuped into pleasure to let to go of me, by the whole world, tho I doubt it happened.

OK

I said someone could feel all the pleasure they can or infinitely.  I just feel it's like when people tell me just to smile even at inappropriate times.  My life does go on.

However, it is interesting to think about it..

Of all people..

..why me?

Problems

Why doesn't 1 single damn person out there care about my goddamn problems?

Why does my dad keep acting meanly towards me saying I did something intentional to deserve it?  He keeps acting like others aren't impressed with what I am and that my dad has a connection with me.

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Problem

They made me feel like woodcut over my oldest aunt cuz I felt teased and messed up thinking something.  They are trying to Irish and discriminate me like I'm cheap and low and dirty.  They said something wrong.

Thursday, November 24, 2016

Problem

They said someone I look up to wishes I didn't exist and is with someone else instead.

Problem

I think they permanently put me with someone I don't wanna and said if not it'd be someone else tho no one else has to go thru this.

They are acting like something big has happened.

Thoughts

It is a sin, I think, but it's also something I don't wanna.

I keep being put with people..

I keep being put with people I don't wanna too intense and others don't.

Like, any elderly person and anyone born in Generation X.  Before, I was with myself and sorta my parents.

So..

Someone I look up to is supposedly cool with someone else always ^with^ them and keeps me at a distance in this way.  It's pretty intense.  I think it's also involving punishing me.

Problem

They won't stop!

Constant Bad Messages

The people experimenting me are like a faucet running, reminds me of my dad.  They've been this way since the Presidential Election, and they are acting like someone I look up to said to do this.  I've not been feeling good emotionally lately.  I want my distance from my dad.  This is crazy.

Problem

Why sometime since I cursed about hurtful illegal noises Ellen DeGeneres put in my room is my life the scene for those I meet other than her, like it's all about this vision of my relatives descending into my life this much for once but in a bad way? a vision of inappropriately stimulating people I look up to! like it's any of anyone's business.

I also noticed..

..no one else has such rules.  That means I'm right, but I don't want to be mean, I mean.  I didn't really mean anything all those times.

Problem

Why does it seem like they really cancelled?

Thinking Back

Aren't I nice?

I feel beat.

If something happens to do with someone who is younger, I feel beaten.

Problem

They even made the threat that I not feel anything.

Problem

They are taking from me.

Problem

I just went to change it to separate the pictures, and they said someone I look up to said to do something for them instead, something important to me.

So, what?

Was it okay?

Problems

Does this have something to do with me not only not feeling like practicing violin but not learning German?

Issue

This has affected my meeting someone to be nill?

Why is someone I like so much so uptight about things I cannot control?  I mean, some things seem abnormal, but they aren't.  I don't know unless I'm told if I'm running a risk.

Problem

I think I am in trouble for this.  I just added the explanations to be courteous.  Can anyone "care to explain?"

  • ..to show opposites, what I love and what I hate. I love the little girl! Who wouldn't? That is all! Let me know if there is some problem.
  • ..like a lesson in school. You know, I put the older person there as a "chaperone." I just found it nostalgic. People dwell on such things..
  • "In case you didn't notice," that last Tweet with pictures is showing you the contrast of the worst and the best, brings about a feeling..
  • Well, that's it, folks, and I'm sure we can all agree in some way that is good.
  • "the projects" - New Orleans vs New York good famous people - Orla Karron Fallon & Bella Thorne (b. 1997)
     
  • Reading Into Things

    I figured things were okay, but then they said someone I like said I go to someone else.

    cont.

    I mean, I can't agree with it.  They just say they said something else.

    Issue

    They're just going crazy firing at me random things seeing how I can react and getting mad if I'm at all a bit upset.

    Verbal Abuse

    Why am I verbally abused by someone?

    They think I am bad to have just posted this.

    What did I do?  I don't need to be taught a lesson.

    Ran Into a Problem

    I am not really mean to younger people, but like some weird idea could come to my mind.

    I don't like that I'm under the radar for this by someone I look up to, supposedly.  They take big things from me.

    Wednesday, November 23, 2016

    Temporary Blog 2

    Problem

    They keep beating at me that I deserve nothing and others older and younger do and that it's an age issue and that if I talk about it here it offends someone.  This a "motherfucking" Problems blog.

    What?

    They said I'd be beat up.  I just post why I am disturbed.  I didn't do anything to  anyone.

    Problem

    I come to post here and they have something else to say..

    I live with my parents sending me secret messages all the time that I'm in trouble and lose what's most important and wanted by me.  I can't just be on my own and do stuff.

    Problem

    They wanted that in wood for me.

    Problem

    I never said they couldn't feel pleasure! but they are beating at me.

    Holding It In

    They only have contact with people born around 1997 and 1998.

    Pervs

    They keep saying I'm worthless.

    I'm afraid

    my relationship will be taken from me.

    No..

    They just want me in trouble for my Problems blog about things that affect me psychologically.  I thought things were going well.  What the hell was that?

    No..

    The real person didn't say that.

    Problem

    They won't stop.

    What?

    You said this was true.

    Problem

    ..and acting younger than me.

    Problem

    After I said someone I like was mean to me for real, they gave me a message from someone else I look up to who was beating loudly over and over that the selfish pleasure was indeed for them and nothing is for me.

    What do I have now!  You problem causers.

    Problem

    They said I made it up and can't have someone I like.  Maybe, you think the other person I like didn't need to do this.

    Something Funny

    It makes us laugh.

    Are you lying?

    Maybe, it was you?

    Problem

    Someone I like is messing with someone else I like.

    Problem

    You let someone I like hurt me?

    What are you doing!

    Why won't you stop!

    Problem

    My eye started hurting.

    Problem

    They said people I look up to can't talk to me now right.

    And they won't stop acting stuck up and acting like they are saying things as tho others said it.

    So, what?

    Now, you're telling me you did ruin people?  Didn't I already say that?

    Problem

    Someone I look up to is mad at me cuz I thought of their negative messages to me and now they keep bothering me.

    So, this is true for sure.

    The people experimenting on me are being mean to me or my parents are.  They, however, are taking back things people I look up to said to me.  I think they are stealing from my happy life.

    Sad

    I should probably eat but now for a strange reason also do not feel like moving.  Supper soon maybe.

    Problem

    I'm waiting for this to die down and go away.  Did my dad make a real issue?

    So what?

    So what if I stepped one foot harder when my dad was being mean to me?  You shouldn't make me into wood.  You're just mean now.

    What?

    They won't stop making me feel like chopped wood!

    Problem

    When I write, it feels like I'm stuck in chopped and finished wood.  Also, I'm lonely when they act like I've lost connection with some people and inappropriately suggest someone else is there, instead.

    What, now?

    Everything is the end of the world in Orlando.

    They are acting like I lost something, now, like a relationship.  Get a life!

    Triumphed

    They act like they heave a breath that they can make this sound like a piece of wood.

    Why..

    I don't know what to do now, eat more?

    Why?

    WHAT IF THIS DOESN'T STOP!!

    NO ONE CARES

    If I stepped one naked foot a little harder.

    Problem

    They keep making up silly rules that mean nothing.

    THEY WON'T STOP

    !

    YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME

    I need to be able to feel okay.

    Bargain

    Where's my end of the deal?

    I feel they are pressing me into a wood pattern!!

    Problem

    They think they can be mean to me and take it back.

    Problem

    THEY WON'T STOP

    They said I lost a connection in the world.

    Punished?

    In trouble?

    They are bad.

    Problem

    Why do they act like I need to be punished with these people who are younger than me pretending to talk to me?  They make it out like I'm nothing.

    Problem

    I'm supposed to be alone.  Why am I stuck with such characters, whoever they may be?

    WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM

    They don't listen to me.  They keep talking at me all crazy.

    Problems

    I thought I should be holistic and move freely thru my home and not have bad worries about my dad, but then he acted funny to me walking down the hallway.

    They keep talking to me and interrupting me badly.

    They are making it stronger without someone I like and putting other younger people than me there instead.  I don't wanna.  Stop acting like I am nothing.

    Problem

    They said someone I like "isn't gonna do it" cuz I said I wouldn't be talked to be Generation YZ for them.

    Problems

    They segregated me to Generation X and not Late Boomers and Generation Z.  They also made old ladies think they are my mom.

    Problem

    They said someone I look up to is glad.

    Temporary Blog

    Temporary Blog

    OK

    I'm mad.  Fix it.

    Problem

    They said, "I don't want you to copy the mom."  They are being mean to me because my dad is older.  I'm not doing it.

    What?

    Are you just kidding again or trying to hurt me?  This is it?  They said, "I can't fix it!!  You're not it!"

    More

    So, I was thinking, I got a message that someone said they left mean messages for me and not to question if it's them.  I tried to consider that and my thoughts flew away with me.

    I can't control my thoughts.

    I'm not a robot.  I'm sorry.

    Problem

    They said someone I look up to said, "I didn't get it," meaning me.  They just want to k*** me, tho.

    They think I'm just a product seeing someone as a simple product everyone wants.

    Concerned

    They said I don't get someone, outta nowhere.

    No Protection!!

    Am I being hunted down?

    Problem

    They are throwing ideas at me and think younger kids will raise people my age.

    Problem

    They are still trying to make me look black, my feet.

    Problem

    They are trying to make me look black but not themselves.

    Problem

    They keep having it be like people I know acting like they are someone else just because I didn't think I needed to listen to random strangers in Orlando telling me what someone said.

    Problem

    They are being mean to me and think this has to do with the new blogging features.

    I will not take this.

    Orlando ruined it for me!

    Problem

    They keep being mean to me only later to pretend they didn't mean it.

    Tuesday, November 22, 2016

    Problem

    They are testing me not to post things or else they will do them.

    Problem

    They keep teasing me about people I look up to feeling disagreeable to me and think it's something special I can't also talk about.  That's stupid.  I talk about important things like that.

    Problem

    They said the person I look up to is messing with my body and disfiguring it for good.

    Problem

    What's up with all the problems since the election?

    Problem

    They keep saying I'm bad.

    Problem

    They're making someone I look up to act nasty.

    Problem

    They set me off and tried to mess with my ability to utilize my brain.

    Problem

    They were poking at me for no reason.

    Problem

    They won't stop, and it's all important.

    Problem

    They won't stop including other people when someone talks now and acting tacky telling me things I don't like like I did something.

    More

    They said, "Now, here it is if you have any children," like cake!

    Problem

    They said that someone I look up to said, "And I never come back."  Sounds like they gave my relationship to others.  That was mine, too.

    Anyway..

    ..I didn't realize how cyber-sensitive people are.

    I didn't mean someone could not feel pleasure but that they were using the idea against me yet not in a way that is good nor pleasing to someone else.  It was pretty extreme.  Do you want to do that? cuz I didn't know.  I didn't really say not to feel good.  When I didn't explain what I meant by pleasure sometimes they got mad cuz they thought I said it too much tho this is just a Problems blog.

    Did you know they said, "I couldn't kill you?"  What does this mean for me?  Do you feel pleasure?  I don't want to feel that kind of pleasure.

    I looked back..

    ..and I couldn't find my posts talking about pleasure.  Were they deleted?

    What?

    People are at me for what I posted when I said something else.  I guess nothing matters to people when it comes to my living conditions and the bumps in the road.  I said what I meant.  I don't mean I have some big public issue about people I think about when I write about feeling good.  I just feel the world has gone wild. So, what?  Do people want this kinda stuff now or is it just to hurt me and you think maybe God doesn't care?  Why don't you take a sojourn? and learn about ways to feel better pleasure?  I'm not stopping you.  I just want to know why I'm in trouble and what's wrong.  My apologies if I said anything stupid.

    So?

    Why do they need to do that?  I need it to not be my bad.

    I might be over it.  They aren't perfect yet may feel they are the good guy.

    Perturbed

    People are saying they are better racially.

    Problem

    Can you believe it?  I owe Disney and they're the givers?  I am normal.  I said I wouldn't do nor need anything this way since 11 years.

    Question

    Why is what I say not right?  I just got that what's going around is sorta pointless.  I mean, it's not like I'm writing poetry. 

    Problem

    I keep getting that I'm in trouble.

    What I Said

    I never meant someone could not feel good.  I am not my dad.  Am I still in trouble?

    So..

    People are trying to make me feel badly like they matter and I don't.  They keep doing it all the time.

    Apology

    Sorry if I am not to talk in a certain way of certain things.  I hope things get better.

    So

    what if it were true and a big waste?

    Problem

    They are trying to say I can't feel good in a certsin way.

    Problem

    They are blaming my mom it seems.

    Problem

    They woke me up trying to catch me in a thought that did not agree.

    Problem

    They hurt me again.  I was in pain thinking of something cool.

    Got Me Up Again

    They said someone I like "can't do it for good" when I'm dealing with pain.

    Problem

    People lied about me to make me infamous for painful reasons.

    The concern is about someone I look up to now and how they pleasure them is painful.  It was about me.  Things were smooth then.  Thanks a lot to blaming me for supporting Hillary and not winning the country.  I had a feeling about this long ago.

    Well

    Shows how selfish.

    Do I owe something, in your opinion?

    Problem

    People are getting silly saying someone I look up to'a stimulation has become a color.  Also, they have them acting like a big baby.  "Why should I care?"  This is so dumbed down.  I think people want Hillary as President.

    So..

    They said they changed their mind.

    One Threat After Another

    It just won't stop.

    Problem

    The cars keep battling, saying, "You mean.." .. "Christina can't do such and such."

    Problem

    They said someone I like will not take me as gifted now.

    Problem

    They're still playing around.

    Problem

    Now people will read this and remember.  They were more real recently, too, just want to get in and soak in all the pleasure away from this world.

    Problem

    They put force on me to take away my talent in dancing.

    10 Years of Waiting

    What lies ahead!

    Problem

    I'm not having an okay time.

    Problem

    They are acting weird and bad.

    Problem

    They are saying things that aren't so because I reminded myself what they say they don't hold to.

    Problem

    They keep talking about negative stimulation of someone I look up to when things don't go their way.

    Problem

    They said in a weird way, "No..this one says what."

    I'm not doing anything wrong.

    They said, "I said you may never have..*name*."

    I didn't do anything wrong, but they keep going.

    Problem

    They said, "You can never meet me."  I just took off my earplugs to take a picture which I didn't like/post.

    Problem

    I'm hearing negative messages from cars outside all the time saying they know what someone said.

    Feeling Bad

    They attacked me physically.  I was about to enjoy a breakfast.

    Problem

    They keep doing more.

    Problem

    They said someone I like chopped the tension in my head that feel strong.

    Problem

    They acted like I should not say anything, but that is wrong in this way.

    Edit

    I edited my last post.

    Problems

    They have associated me with things/people in ways I don't wanna.  They act like life will get better, but it hasn't.

    I don't start complaining about someone getting pleasurable attention, in a certain bad way..  However, I feel a still in the air because on Election Day some people in line were acting mean to me and I got blamed secretly for trying to turn it off.  I came home, and my dad was weird and acting like my vacation would be ruined.  I forgot I could at least tell myself I didn't deserve it.  I was upset and made a fist in my room etc.  I was upset doing laundry cuz they got upset I did that, like it would affect the election, something anyone would do.

    Monday, November 21, 2016

    Problem

    They just found more ways to be even more mean.

    Problem

    Someone/Some people said if I don't post something, it won't be bad from what they said, but then they make fun of me and said they did it otherwise, like I had a chance.

    cont.

    Things that are supposedly not intendedly bad.

    So..

    ..I can't get over some things right away and don't feel like doing anything and it's wasting my life away.

    Problem

    I was just looking at something, and they claimed I "can never get another thing."  I just was coping with it without going all out.

    The Germans and the Pennsylvanian? in Pitch Perfect 2

    One girl really seems to hate the Germans.  She is taller than most of the girls on her side.  She held it in and had nothing but hate but did not let it out.  Later on, she'll lose it and have nothing left.  ðŸ˜Ÿ

    So..

    ..what will we do about my problems?

    Well, I know I never had a shot at life.  I'm very well-behaved, unlike most people.  I had no chance because I picked my nose as a toddler, I looked sarcastic as a newborn infant, I had brown skin and brown hair, I forgot to write someone and was not reminded for some strange reason, and on and on and on and on.

    Problem

    Just because of what I intended to say and then getting at me they took my last bit of hope and made it for themselves.

    More

    A car said I was in jail,

    They know more and make up more problems.

    Problem

    The cars said my singing last night was something someone I look up to was allergic to, after I had pleasured myself.

    Well

    The things I've been talking about are happening, on my regular blog.  I just wanted to talk about them.  They are acting like I don't "see the light."

    Problem

    They are acting like all incapable of supporting themselves mentally in a hidden way getting mad at me when they are the ones bothering me.

    They keep adding threats.

    cont.

    and they won't stop.

    Problem

    They are still being a nuisance.

    They acted like to shock me I can't get that thing cuz I felt confused being bothered in earplugs.  They keep being mean now.  Cuz I kept thinking no it's not true.

    Problem

    I'm trying to pry away from my blog to have breakfast and things and they keep sending negative messages for no reason.

    This person they relay has turned and doing things that are bad because last night I was upset at people telling me something bad and I just thought they don't mean it a few times in front of them.

    Problem

    They are bothering me again saying someone I look up to has gone stupid.  They think I am bad cuz I am cool and others sound funny, which is an inappropriate thing to suggest.

    Problem

    They won't stop.

    Problem

    They are still bothering me.  I just woke up to post an emergency sorta post.

    Sunday, November 20, 2016

    Temporary Blog

    Problem

    They said someone I like wants to kill me and said I shouldn't post here anymore.

    Well

    I don't want them attached to 1 guy.

    Oh, no!

    Something wrong about my hands?  Like anyone cares.

    Suspicious

    Upset I'm upset?  They are laughing for some reason at me and for ruining my hands, like it's really bad.  I got a lotta hints.

    Also, why are people I like hitching together with my family when it's for me and not them?  I am not a part of them nor like them in that way.

    They just insulted me again for bringing up my hands.

    Weird

    What should I have done?  The cars were annoying me with how they talked.

    I came home to find myself in this situation.

    Pity

    Why is Ellen DeGeneres ruining my life?

    Problem

    They won't stop!

    Problem

    I said no, I'm not getting close to my dad like that.  That's perverted, and I don't want to do it.  I forget something.

    Problem

    They took my relationship away.  That's what they said.

    Apology

    I'm sorry if anyone was offended.

    Upset

    What if I have nothing to look forward to and something else bad happens to me?

    Problem

    They keep telling me I'm bad when I've not hurt anyone nor broken the law exactly.

    Is this some kinda joke?

    What am I putting myself up for?

    I must admit it.

    I can't seem to think straight.  I don't know anyone who can help.

    I think I'm gonna find something to do.  1st, I need to clean up my room and buy some things.  Maybe, later on, I'll find something I can depend on, something I can believe in.


    As far as being a joke, if anyone is wondering who knows what I'm talking about, I'm just wondering because I feel bad and then I was treated badly for a long while.

    Every night this happens

    They upset me and I go to bed without practicing.

    Oh

    but they must want me to bow to them.

    Fess Up

    I was already over and above.  I bow to no one.

    These people

    talking to me instead of others is rather dim and dull.

    Problem

    They said for my spit glands to produce more water under pressure.

    cont.

    They are just busy trying to punish me until they're finished off I guess.

    Problem

    Why is someone I look up to having problems since the Presidential election?  They keep trying to stimulate them in ways that annoy me.

    The people who work for them

    keep being uptight like they have a problem with everything.

    Problem

    They keep redefining an ideal relationship!!  It can't be true!

    Problems

    They keep saying someone I look up to is being nasty to me.

    They said I can't have someone I look up to now and that they're someone else and that person isn't that person.

    Problem

    They also included my dad in stimulating me in secret.

    Problem

    They think they can be mean to me.

    Fine

    I'm the one who's fine with my problems.

    How I Feel

    abandoned, lured in

    Problem

    The cars just bothered me.

    Problem

    They are giving me too many insults to type.

    Look

    Nothing happened.  Why are they onto me?  They keep bugging me how I feel behind the screen.  They are being nasty!

    Problem

    They said they can prevent me from getting something I want illegally.  Why won't they settle down?  I'm not hurting anyone.

    Problem

    They are throwing away my relationship.

    Problem

    Things were going so good until the cars.

    What's your problem?

    They keep acting like someone I look up to is incredibly mean to me.

    They are being vile.

    Problem

    They are saying someone I look up to said to say bad things to me.  They're making me lose it and won't let me be in peace.

    Problem

    They keep being mean to me!  It's stupid!

    They have my hands as someone I don't wanna as a punishment.

    Something Strange

    I forget what I was gonna say.  It seems like there's nothing here.  Those people just keep thinking weird things and going in circles speedily saying it's my fault and telling me what I really think and pretending I actually said this and that.

    Problems

    They keep telling me I'm bad cuz I am feeling upset all of a sudden.

    They messed up my hands by connecting them to someone like I'm not as good.

    Problems

    They tried to ruin it for me..

    cont.

    So what, I thought it a few times like a headless chicken.  I dunno, I was on autopilot.  I was so bothered by people bugging me.  It's not their place to be just that way.  I felt uncomfortable and vulnerable.