Wednesday, November 30, 2016
Problem
I unraveled a message directly from someone for some odd reason I was recently talked to by them, and it says for some reason to hypnotize someone I look up to to be pleasured inappropriately to not be so I can look up to them. The part that was clear was the hypnosis. Where did this come from? That person doesn't have this business with me.
Tuesday, November 29, 2016
Monday, November 28, 2016
Problem
My legs and some of the front of my body felt shocked off when my mom came in when I was talking about a beard or literally "sideburns etc."
Someone was following me around because I didn't personally take to their rebellion in having facial hair cuz I've seen it too much and it has to do with me.. I think it was Election Day for President.
Someone was following me around because I didn't personally take to their rebellion in having facial hair cuz I've seen it too much and it has to do with me.. I think it was Election Day for President.
Problem
People were nice to me, but now they are saying I forced them to. I was just attacked strongly after some message they said someone I know gave but partly/maybe. I felt my breast swirling around in a way I did not like and it was hard not to lose it. I'm sure damage was done. What made me uncomfortable is that someone was able to do something like that.
Apology
People have marred me in my ability to relate to others, but I do not want others to go thru what I have. I only said I didn't like being in that disposition. I don't think my thoughts got the better of me completely. I was also outside around cars. I don't remember exactly all the details of what it was nor who "said"/thought it originally and kinda marred me.
Hurting Me
My dad is threatening things about me, like how I look pretty ethnically in a way I managed to do.
Problem
They are saying I can't talk about sensitive issues that involve me cuz they'd theoretically involve others and I'm not much sexually they say. I didn't say it as of yet what I'm thinking. I know Ellen DeGeneres thought it was an idea not to talk about it cuz she knows people like that.
Sunday, November 27, 2016
Inappropriate Relationship Topics
They/People are bringing up inappropriate things to bring up, like people who I'm not that close to and don't wanna be in certain ways they do.
Relationships
Other people get my relationships.
I don't get the relationships I want in the ways I want them.
They are taking away someone from me more now.
I don't get the relationships I want in the ways I want them.
They are taking away someone from me more now.
Analyzation of a Good Post
Why if I can't talk to someone are they the ones who're in dire straights in a diverse set of people in a relationship? They matter, but maybe they like different people. I just got thru trying to assimilate with them and ended up in a rut. I think I did it again more successfully. However, the people spying on me are mad at me even tho I was nice.They think I was too smart saying "in dire straights" in such a context. It elicits okay things.
Huh?
My parents were acting like they would abuse if I ever had any children or stimulate them by giving them the cold shoulder, like I'm just trash. So, I imagined what if I was yelling at them and cursing and my dad continued to beat at me so I thought of some bad words.
I left the room to eat. They kept making noises and acting like I threw one at them, and bad words came up. I guess I'm supposed to not let that happen.
I was thinking cursing was not bad, so I wanted to do it, but they keep hurting me if I do. I don't really attack innocent people.
I left the room to eat. They kept making noises and acting like I threw one at them, and bad words came up. I guess I'm supposed to not let that happen.
I was thinking cursing was not bad, so I wanted to do it, but they keep hurting me if I do. I don't really attack innocent people.
Saturday, November 26, 2016
Something Wrong With Me?
No one cares.
I'm too fat for some people, but other people who are fatter aren't too fat for them.
Disclaimer - I hope I didn't point fingers.
I'm too fat for some people, but other people who are fatter aren't too fat for them.
Disclaimer - I hope I didn't point fingers.
Apology
I'm sorry if me mentioning a certain person is offensive or was seen that way.
I should have said it differently.
Maybe, I'll just do what I like and see if I'm happy. I have to do something. (I'm not going stupid and silly. How am I supposed to go? I'll just do what I want and make it good.)
I should have said it differently.
Maybe, I'll just do what I like and see if I'm happy. I have to do something. (I'm not going stupid and silly. How am I supposed to go? I'll just do what I want and make it good.)
So, I am just saying..
..my true feelings now. Nothing new. People know how I feel. Can you believe it? They still pay too much attention to me, but I feel washed up as a person and still abused.
Me Being "Bad" to Do With It
I walked in a store to get a drink on Election Day for the President of the US. I was upset but not mean, and a German-looking boy spread around that I was bad, somehow. Someone else I think walked into the store, a young guy with a weird beard. I just sorta lost it. I thought once that person has a beard because I cursed about the hurtful, illegal noises Ellen DeGeneres put in my room. I just wanted to establish to myself that I would not bow down to him cuza his strange beard, strange because it was a bit long. He got me going thru a cycle wondering what to do and think next and worried he knew I thought that. He acted peculiar and looked at me. The person in charge did something weird, too. I went to go vote. A lady in front of me was already onto me for the store. I just kept thinking for a long time about how she should stop and stuff. I was upset it was catching on with everyone else outside that I had no control over myself mentally, but they were looking at and secretly referring to me negatively. I was upset electing some. That lady set me off and then acted like nothing had happened. I tossed my ID on the table.
I came home, and my dad acted like I was bad and wouldn't be allowed to enjoy my vacation. He was sending a secret message. He was outspoken. I saw a picture of someone as a baby I thought before. He acted like it was me and he was the mom. I don't want to feel from him things like that all of a sudden. Since visiting his mom this one time, it seems like she gave him advice to just go for it and go in and be overly cheery and he'll be just like people like Johnny Depp who people like and get very stimulated by. So, I got the idea of him acting like he's cheerily repeating, "You're just 'such and such' aren't ya! You're just 'such and such!'" He's like other men like his age acting like they're me.
So, I went into my room and was like damn and made some fists I remember. I made a louder step or so I think as I left. I don't know if I hit my legs or not. I might have been rough in my cheap chair. So what? I could do that any day and not be so brutally abused for it. It's something everyone does!
I did my laundry, which I try not to do when people are around. I was upset, and people acted like that was it. I was in trouble for what I did in my room cuz they know what I do in private..
I came home, and my dad acted like I was bad and wouldn't be allowed to enjoy my vacation. He was sending a secret message. He was outspoken. I saw a picture of someone as a baby I thought before. He acted like it was me and he was the mom. I don't want to feel from him things like that all of a sudden. Since visiting his mom this one time, it seems like she gave him advice to just go for it and go in and be overly cheery and he'll be just like people like Johnny Depp who people like and get very stimulated by. So, I got the idea of him acting like he's cheerily repeating, "You're just 'such and such' aren't ya! You're just 'such and such!'" He's like other men like his age acting like they're me.
So, I went into my room and was like damn and made some fists I remember. I made a louder step or so I think as I left. I don't know if I hit my legs or not. I might have been rough in my cheap chair. So what? I could do that any day and not be so brutally abused for it. It's something everyone does!
I did my laundry, which I try not to do when people are around. I was upset, and people acted like that was it. I was in trouble for what I did in my room cuz they know what I do in private..
The Argument
This is not just making someone feel good, but it's making everyone else witness a spectacle of worshiping a false god of what it is in their eyes and saying instead of being a normal person who has relationships that depend on them that suddenly it doesn't matter for good people. This is the opposite of progress. If you argue that it feels good, I don't know why it's just for them in that way. I'm actually in trouble, so I don't get to feel good and feel judged and sorta trapped by people. I didn't really do anything bad. People told me the person they are stimulating is also getting it for being imperfect, supposedly for getting mad at me too much when they said they weren't even.
What the Problem Is
Just tell this person how much people think of them being stimulated, and it could render them giving in to a feeling that might be detrimental to them and their relationships who depend on them for emotional support.
Problems
I think Ellen DeGeneres is overly "stimulating" someone I look up to just to punish me. I don't mean just feeling really good but feeling tippy about me now and instead of whatever they felt before. It's good to feel a little silly sometimes for anyone, but this is just craziness.
Why do some people think it has to happen.. before things might not have been good, but they let all out and in a bad way "stimulated" this person. I can't really be happy because I don't believe they are doing the right thing like they say. They don't care about everyone else who has to go through with this. What they are doing might be a failed effort at making someone feel good in a weird way.
You know, it's right there. Just say this person is the only best person in the world who people wanna feel for and watch feel the prize of stimulation. Of course they do this, but all these people are either bad or recruits like *Nazis, which it seems like for some reason actually.
They just tell me only this person "deserves" this. They think it's time to throw me out, as they've been doing to my life for 10 years. This is just the next step.
*apology post
Why do some people think it has to happen.. before things might not have been good, but they let all out and in a bad way "stimulated" this person. I can't really be happy because I don't believe they are doing the right thing like they say. They don't care about everyone else who has to go through with this. What they are doing might be a failed effort at making someone feel good in a weird way.
You know, it's right there. Just say this person is the only best person in the world who people wanna feel for and watch feel the prize of stimulation. Of course they do this, but all these people are either bad or recruits like *Nazis, which it seems like for some reason actually.
They just tell me only this person "deserves" this. They think it's time to throw me out, as they've been doing to my life for 10 years. This is just the next step.
*apology post
Friday, November 25, 2016
Thursday, November 24, 2016
I keep being put with people..
I keep being put with people I don't wanna too intense and others don't.
Like, any elderly person and anyone born in Generation X. Before, I was with myself and sorta my parents.
Constant Bad Messages
The people experimenting me are like a faucet running, reminds me of my dad. They've been this way since the Presidential Election, and they are acting like someone I look up to said to do this. I've not been feeling good emotionally lately. I want my distance from my dad. This is crazy.
Problem
Why sometime since I cursed about hurtful illegal noises Ellen DeGeneres put in my room is my life the scene for those I meet other than her, like it's all about this vision of my relatives descending into my life this much for once but in a bad way? a vision of inappropriately stimulating people I look up to! like it's any of anyone's business.
I also noticed..
..no one else has such rules. That means I'm right, but I don't want to be mean, I mean. I didn't really mean anything all those times.
Problem
I think I am in trouble for this. I just added the explanations to be courteous. Can anyone "care to explain?"
..to show opposites, what I love and what I hate. I love the little girl! Who wouldn't? That is all! Let me know if there is some problem.
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..like a lesson in school. You know, I put the older person there as a "chaperone." I just found it nostalgic. People dwell on such things..
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"In case you didn't notice," that last Tweet with pictures is showing you the contrast of the worst and the best, brings about a feeling..
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Well, that's it, folks, and I'm sure we can all agree in some way that is good.
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"the projects" - New Orleans vs New York
good famous people - Orla Karron Fallon & Bella Thorne (b. 1997)




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Reading Into Things
I figured things were okay, but then they said someone I like said I go to someone else.
Verbal Abuse
Why am I verbally abused by someone?
They think I am bad to have just posted this.
What did I do? I don't need to be taught a lesson.
Ran Into a Problem
I am not really mean to younger people, but like some weird idea could come to my mind.
I don't like that I'm under the radar for this by someone I look up to, supposedly. They take big things from me.
I don't like that I'm under the radar for this by someone I look up to, supposedly. They take big things from me.
Wednesday, November 23, 2016
So, this is true for sure.
The people experimenting on me are being mean to me or my parents are. They, however, are taking back things people I look up to said to me. I think they are stealing from my happy life.
What, now?
Everything is the end of the world in Orlando.
They are acting like I lost something, now, like a relationship. Get a life!
They are acting like I lost something, now, like a relationship. Get a life!
Problems
I thought I should be holistic and move freely thru my home and not have bad worries about my dad, but then he acted funny to me walking down the hallway.
They keep talking to me and interrupting me badly.
They are making it stronger without someone I like and putting other younger people than me there instead. I don't wanna. Stop acting like I am nothing.
They keep talking to me and interrupting me badly.
They are making it stronger without someone I like and putting other younger people than me there instead. I don't wanna. Stop acting like I am nothing.
Tuesday, November 22, 2016
Anyway..
..I didn't realize how cyber-sensitive people are.
I didn't mean someone could not feel pleasure but that they were using the idea against me yet not in a way that is good nor pleasing to someone else. It was pretty extreme. Do you want to do that? cuz I didn't know. I didn't really say not to feel good. When I didn't explain what I meant by pleasure sometimes they got mad cuz they thought I said it too much tho this is just a Problems blog.
Did you know they said, "I couldn't kill you?" What does this mean for me? Do you feel pleasure? I don't want to feel that kind of pleasure.
I didn't mean someone could not feel pleasure but that they were using the idea against me yet not in a way that is good nor pleasing to someone else. It was pretty extreme. Do you want to do that? cuz I didn't know. I didn't really say not to feel good. When I didn't explain what I meant by pleasure sometimes they got mad cuz they thought I said it too much tho this is just a Problems blog.
Did you know they said, "I couldn't kill you?" What does this mean for me? Do you feel pleasure? I don't want to feel that kind of pleasure.
What?
People are at me for what I posted when I said something else. I guess nothing matters to people when it comes to my living conditions and the bumps in the road. I said what I meant. I don't mean I have some big public issue about people I think about when I write about feeling good. I just feel the world has gone wild. So, what? Do people want this kinda stuff now or is it just to hurt me and you think maybe God doesn't care? Why don't you take a sojourn? and learn about ways to feel better pleasure? I'm not stopping you. I just want to know why I'm in trouble and what's wrong. My apologies if I said anything stupid.
Problem
People lied about me to make me infamous for painful reasons.
The concern is about someone I look up to now and how they pleasure them is painful. It was about me. Things were smooth then. Thanks a lot to blaming me for supporting Hillary and not winning the country. I had a feeling about this long ago.
Problems
They have associated me with things/people in ways I don't wanna. They act like life will get better, but it hasn't.
I don't start complaining about someone getting pleasurable attention, in a certain bad way.. However, I feel a still in the air because on Election Day some people in line were acting mean to me and I got blamed secretly for trying to turn it off. I came home, and my dad was weird and acting like my vacation would be ruined. I forgot I could at least tell myself I didn't deserve it. I was upset and made a fist in my room etc. I was upset doing laundry cuz they got upset I did that, like it would affect the election, something anyone would do.
I don't start complaining about someone getting pleasurable attention, in a certain bad way.. However, I feel a still in the air because on Election Day some people in line were acting mean to me and I got blamed secretly for trying to turn it off. I came home, and my dad was weird and acting like my vacation would be ruined. I forgot I could at least tell myself I didn't deserve it. I was upset and made a fist in my room etc. I was upset doing laundry cuz they got upset I did that, like it would affect the election, something anyone would do.
Monday, November 21, 2016
The Germans and the Pennsylvanian? in Pitch Perfect 2
One girl really seems to hate the Germans. She is taller than most of the girls on her side. She held it in and had nothing but hate but did not let it out. Later on, she'll lose it and have nothing left. 😟
So..
..what will we do about my problems?
Well, I know I never had a shot at life. I'm very well-behaved, unlike most people. I had no chance because I picked my nose as a toddler, I looked sarcastic as a newborn infant, I had brown skin and brown hair, I forgot to write someone and was not reminded for some strange reason, and on and on and on and on.
Well, I know I never had a shot at life. I'm very well-behaved, unlike most people. I had no chance because I picked my nose as a toddler, I looked sarcastic as a newborn infant, I had brown skin and brown hair, I forgot to write someone and was not reminded for some strange reason, and on and on and on and on.
Problem
I'm trying to pry away from my blog to have breakfast and things and they keep sending negative messages for no reason.
This person they relay has turned and doing things that are bad because last night I was upset at people telling me something bad and I just thought they don't mean it a few times in front of them.
This person they relay has turned and doing things that are bad because last night I was upset at people telling me something bad and I just thought they don't mean it a few times in front of them.
Sunday, November 20, 2016
Suspicious
Upset I'm upset? They are laughing for some reason at me and for ruining my hands, like it's really bad. I got a lotta hints.
Also, why are people I like hitching together with my family when it's for me and not them? I am not a part of them nor like them in that way.
They just insulted me again for bringing up my hands.
Also, why are people I like hitching together with my family when it's for me and not them? I am not a part of them nor like them in that way.
They just insulted me again for bringing up my hands.
Is this some kinda joke?
What am I putting myself up for?
I must admit it.
I can't seem to think straight. I don't know anyone who can help.
I think I'm gonna find something to do. 1st, I need to clean up my room and buy some things. Maybe, later on, I'll find something I can depend on, something I can believe in.
As far as being a joke, if anyone is wondering who knows what I'm talking about, I'm just wondering because I feel bad and then I was treated badly for a long while.
I must admit it.
I can't seem to think straight. I don't know anyone who can help.
I think I'm gonna find something to do. 1st, I need to clean up my room and buy some things. Maybe, later on, I'll find something I can depend on, something I can believe in.
As far as being a joke, if anyone is wondering who knows what I'm talking about, I'm just wondering because I feel bad and then I was treated badly for a long while.
What's your problem?
They keep acting like someone I look up to is incredibly mean to me.
They are being vile.
They are being vile.
Something Strange
I forget what I was gonna say. It seems like there's nothing here. Those people just keep thinking weird things and going in circles speedily saying it's my fault and telling me what I really think and pretending I actually said this and that.
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