What It Was

Well, I see what I did which didn't seem wrong at the second.  I had calculated the idea of lighting up a certain way, when talking about how people light up to talk about Ellen.  I guess they're on her good list.

I'm very sorry.  I know that things don't quite process just like that when it comes to her.  Something terrible must 1st happen.

This has gotta stop.

People aren't to be messing with me all the time, being mean to me, the people I know.

Big Problem

So, I heard Ellen and others want to hurt all the people who are nice to me, those positive strangers, make them feels silly but at a dead end.

I want to get away, but my dad says about me as good for no reason, "That's not that."

Well, they brought up me feeling upset at my relatives's, but they were the ones who were acting meanly around me trying to hide that fact.  Yea, Ellen probably "did" it.

Being Mean

It's wrong to be mean to me, no excuse.

Problem

Why do people act like I'm bad?  I found my dad likes to seep in and punish me in secret ways that pop up when I hadn't really done anything bad and was not told if I did.  I think he just hated my guts/attitude..

I think he's trying to do something new that seems like something "worse" his mom would do.

He's forced people to ruin my life.

Inappropriate

Rubbing in that someone who's not at least like 20 years older doesn't give a *beep* about me.

Issue

It looks like my parents are jumping on the bandwagon.

My Dad

Why can he be mean to me?