Friday, August 7, 2015

Yas

Hope I didn't insult anyone, good or bad, aha!

Well

Have a good day.

What can I do about Ellen pursuing me?  That's my whole problem, seriously.

Why..

..do you keep trying to freak me out?

Why..

Why are you sassing back at me like you're someone else?  So tackily etc.?

Think before you act.

They surely don't do this.  I wish I didn't say all this.

Disclaimer

I'm not calling any certain person stupid not really steering the experiment nor otherwise, just to what you throw at me.

STUPID

I don't care if other people begged you for alone time.

Problem

They won't leave me alone.

I said no.

I said no.

Why

are you making fun of my dad?  My friends weren't better than me cuza him.

Problem

You're not supposed to be *beep* me!!  You still do it!  I want my relationships.  I want Dad.. out ..of some of the picture!!  I wasn't even talking about your pretend babies.  Why don't you just all go have random babies?  That's what you're doing now, isn't it?  This is frustrating.  I'm severing some of this relationship.

STUPID

What caused this?  Shooting me?  Just to be suggestive??

WHY

WHY DO YOU STUPID TO ME ALL THE TIME WHENEVER YOU WANT

Problem

THEY WON'T STOP THREATENING MY RELATIONSHIPS

Problem

They keep having someone I like act like they're a retarded baby and shooting me and stuff.  They are saying this person does this.  They keep bothering me in different ways!  You have no right to do this!  You can't get closer to my dad and have pretend babies!  Not with someone who was supposed to be there for others. My dad is being such a bother with this.  THEY KEEP BRINGING HIM INTO THE PICTURE.  This message might not satisfy everyone, but it will some.  I don't need to go thru "this dance."  YOU'RE THE ONE ACTING BADLY.  RUBBING IN THAT BABY.  They said they wanted that person wanting to be alone with someone else and they made me look bad so it couldn't be me.  Well, you better stop it!

I realized what it was.

They are putting the imaginary babies over me.  Like Bella Thorne.  I don't like how my dad "gets" to do this out of nowhere.  What did he do to be able to pretend this across the globe?  It seems like anyone would want to be that close.  You can't just get up and say, "I'm the one," out of nowhere.  And take someone else from others.  You forgot about all those steps this doesn't qualify for.  It doesn't work if you're using it against me.  I'm already a person.  You don't need to create more with my "biological father."  He shouldn't be snooping in what was my life.  I can see him all "giddy," as were said.  They're not in this for anything good.  They are not qualified to be considered people.  I'm not being sarcastic.

What actually did it, knowingly or not?

I probably deserve to be k**ed..  Did watching Ellen curse someone I know to death and Ellen wouldn't care?  She always acts like we should be punished like that.  I don't want to suggest it, but it seems like it happens whether she wants it to or not.  I wonder if her fanbase is dwindling.  Lotta people liked her who had family problems.  It seems like they don't post to her now, but I'm not sure.  The site changed.  Maybe, she is so daunting that people go on guilt trips.  I should say in the end it's my fault for my own life.  No one should watch her in spite.  It's too late for me to be "good," in what was in her book.  I grew up everyone saying I was so good but suddenly people are onto me for weird things.  If I don't matter, then who does?

Problem

They keep making me feel uncomfortable and have to fight feelings they impose on me in time!

Gone Crazy

I can't have that I met someone I like all these people are told by them to stop talking to me and that I'm not white.