Wednesday, November 23, 2016

Temporary Blog 2

Problem

They keep beating at me that I deserve nothing and others older and younger do and that it's an age issue and that if I talk about it here it offends someone.  This a "motherfucking" Problems blog.

What?

They said I'd be beat up.  I just post why I am disturbed.  I didn't do anything to  anyone.

Problem

I come to post here and they have something else to say..

I live with my parents sending me secret messages all the time that I'm in trouble and lose what's most important and wanted by me.  I can't just be on my own and do stuff.

Problem

They wanted that in wood for me.

Problem

I never said they couldn't feel pleasure! but they are beating at me.

Holding It In

They only have contact with people born around 1997 and 1998.

Pervs

They keep saying I'm worthless.

I'm afraid

my relationship will be taken from me.

No..

They just want me in trouble for my Problems blog about things that affect me psychologically.  I thought things were going well.  What the hell was that?

No..

The real person didn't say that.

Problem

They won't stop.

What?

You said this was true.

Problem

..and acting younger than me.

Problem

After I said someone I like was mean to me for real, they gave me a message from someone else I look up to who was beating loudly over and over that the selfish pleasure was indeed for them and nothing is for me.

What do I have now!  You problem causers.

Problem

They said I made it up and can't have someone I like.  Maybe, you think the other person I like didn't need to do this.

Something Funny

It makes us laugh.

Are you lying?

Maybe, it was you?

Problem

Someone I like is messing with someone else I like.

Problem

You let someone I like hurt me?

What are you doing!

Why won't you stop!

Problem

My eye started hurting.

Problem

They said people I look up to can't talk to me now right.

And they won't stop acting stuck up and acting like they are saying things as tho others said it.

So, what?

Now, you're telling me you did ruin people?  Didn't I already say that?

Problem

Someone I look up to is mad at me cuz I thought of their negative messages to me and now they keep bothering me.

So, this is true for sure.

The people experimenting on me are being mean to me or my parents are.  They, however, are taking back things people I look up to said to me.  I think they are stealing from my happy life.

Sad

I should probably eat but now for a strange reason also do not feel like moving.  Supper soon maybe.

Problem

I'm waiting for this to die down and go away.  Did my dad make a real issue?

So what?

So what if I stepped one foot harder when my dad was being mean to me?  You shouldn't make me into wood.  You're just mean now.

What?

They won't stop making me feel like chopped wood!

Problem

When I write, it feels like I'm stuck in chopped and finished wood.  Also, I'm lonely when they act like I've lost connection with some people and inappropriately suggest someone else is there, instead.

What, now?

Everything is the end of the world in Orlando.

They are acting like I lost something, now, like a relationship.  Get a life!

Triumphed

They act like they heave a breath that they can make this sound like a piece of wood.

Why..

I don't know what to do now, eat more?

Why?

WHAT IF THIS DOESN'T STOP!!

NO ONE CARES

If I stepped one naked foot a little harder.

Problem

They keep making up silly rules that mean nothing.

THEY WON'T STOP

!

YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME

I need to be able to feel okay.

Bargain

Where's my end of the deal?

I feel they are pressing me into a wood pattern!!

Problem

They think they can be mean to me and take it back.

Problem

THEY WON'T STOP

They said I lost a connection in the world.

Punished?

In trouble?

They are bad.

Problem

Why do they act like I need to be punished with these people who are younger than me pretending to talk to me?  They make it out like I'm nothing.

Problem

I'm supposed to be alone.  Why am I stuck with such characters, whoever they may be?

WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM

They don't listen to me.  They keep talking at me all crazy.

Problems

I thought I should be holistic and move freely thru my home and not have bad worries about my dad, but then he acted funny to me walking down the hallway.

They keep talking to me and interrupting me badly.

They are making it stronger without someone I like and putting other younger people than me there instead.  I don't wanna.  Stop acting like I am nothing.

Problem

They said someone I like "isn't gonna do it" cuz I said I wouldn't be talked to be Generation YZ for them.

Problems

They segregated me to Generation X and not Late Boomers and Generation Z.  They also made old ladies think they are my mom.

Problem

They said someone I look up to is glad.

Temporary Blog

Temporary Blog

OK

I'm mad.  Fix it.

Problem

They said, "I don't want you to copy the mom."  They are being mean to me because my dad is older.  I'm not doing it.

What?

Are you just kidding again or trying to hurt me?  This is it?  They said, "I can't fix it!!  You're not it!"

More

So, I was thinking, I got a message that someone said they left mean messages for me and not to question if it's them.  I tried to consider that and my thoughts flew away with me.

I can't control my thoughts.

I'm not a robot.  I'm sorry.

Problem

They said someone I look up to said, "I didn't get it," meaning me.  They just want to k*** me, tho.

They think I'm just a product seeing someone as a simple product everyone wants.

Concerned

They said I don't get someone, outta nowhere.

No Protection!!

Am I being hunted down?

Problem

They are throwing ideas at me and think younger kids will raise people my age.

Problem

They are still trying to make me look black, my feet.

Problem

They are trying to make me look black but not themselves.

Problem

They keep having it be like people I know acting like they are someone else just because I didn't think I needed to listen to random strangers in Orlando telling me what someone said.

Problem

They are being mean to me and think this has to do with the new blogging features.

I will not take this.

Orlando ruined it for me!

Problem

They keep being mean to me only later to pretend they didn't mean it.