Monday, July 20, 2015

Problem

They keep dishing out threats, I can't hang out with anyone "but I can hang out with older Ellen.." then they have movie star.  They even said someone I like came out and said that.

New Tweeter List!

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only 1 person in my Risque list, Ellen..  :?

"It's not it for me."

..I didn't mean any harm.  I just didn't feel well about something but guess it's too late sorta.  It probably isn't what you think.  It's another bad idea, tho, in a way.  I didn't mean to do anything.  I might come to.  Sorry.  I guess I was mistaken about you all.  What counts.

Joke?

Another one..  They said I'm "not it retired."

Problem

They're continuing to *beep* at me messing up my possible future kids lying it is to be safe because it is just their stupid trying to punish me for nothing.

Problem

So, they rubbed in bags under my eyes, and I felt pressure there.

Meanies

They keep envisioning someone else get pleasure in front of me.  I don't mean it in a sarcastic way.

Sad

It seemed real.

Illegal Activity

So, she was kinda physically violating me in what she really meant.  Whoever told her to do this is doing something illegal.

Incompetency

This is not being handled appropriately.

It sounds like a lotta air between what happened and what was done about it.  Like a decision just had to be made.

Who is she to you all?

The Queen?

Well, she's been pretty mean in her secret messages to me and what other people vye for with her.

Problem

We keep talking about my possible future kids cuza Ellen.  "Grow up!"

At Least

when I thought of the k word it was a spin off my wanting to be violent and throw something at her rather than an original thought.

I am really upset about these people *beeping* at me.

I am sorry I thought of such a violent thought to my mom.  I see Ellen is mad because I had some episodes about her being mean to me acting like I deserve nothing.  Why would she tell me not to get upset with a certain word and then have it come up more and in hard times with others?  You guys are just wasting my life.

Pretty Sneaky and Nasty

So what if I don't like someone else getting something and me not cuza Ellen.  She doesn't have the right to do this to me.

Liar

This is not for safety.  It's all you's own brutal attempt to punish me for nothing.

Problem

My mom acted like someone gets something special and I don't and that my possible future daughter is counting over and over so many times and then just got louder.  I felt like thr*wing my cup at her.  So, I thought of, "K*** yourself."  I could not stand it and she would not quit it!  If this is true, I can't get the police to believe me.  What can I think of that?  And someone I like might have done it?  Told her that message?  How can you expect illogically for all of a sudden bad things like this happening to you?  If I messed up in life I did not realize it.  I am innocent and people keep wanting me to look bad like I'm nothing but dirt under their dirty nails.

More

They are acting like I'm not much.  What does that mean?

Psyching Me Out

They said I am not special with someone but then mentioned another person for something very special.

O K

I'm so sorry for what I did and the conversations that went the wrong way.

I better pack myself up and go somewhere else in my mind, fend for myself.

Threat

They said I can't like/"have" someone anymore.  They keep doing this.

Strange

It's as tho something else upset Ellen, my authority over her treatment of me.. she cannot trap me like a prisoner.  How animalistic is doing something like that because it's like she can't help it but to try to punish or harm me and those I like or who like me.  That's pretty much what that says.

This is kinda an important blog.  I can't just remain.  I feel that my life has been intruded upon.

I said I didn't mean anything, but I was put up to a lotta stress.

Isn't it funny tho about the authority I have over my life?

By animalistic, I don't mean to be sarcastic.  I just mean, it seems like "just being human."

Apology

I really am sorry.  If you have hard feelings, I guess that's okay.

It must have been some kinda test.

The laughing at me.

You know something's wrong when

every time you eat or are with people you could get upset and wanna throw something at them.

A Clash in the Maze

I'm not doing anything now.  Even if I don't for a long time, I'm still in trouble.  I just get upset when people bother me, that's "what I do wrong."

A Threat to..

..my other facets/relationships of life.

Dependency

I don't like the dependency on this blog I seem to have at all hours.  See, I'm all aired out now and ready for a day.

Her Accent

It's so submissive and unleaderly.

How Casually She Says It

I think Ellen's accent is funny, but it's also mocking towards all.  "It's Gunna Be'a BaBy."  That's what she seems to say when she thinks she should "punish" us.

Problem

My dad keeps acting like he has something on me.

A Nice Person

Why did they say tho my kids were wrapped up with bad things concerning generations?

HELLO

I thought I was a good person.  What the *beep* happened to my life?!

Creating Illusions

You keep creating illusions of what my life should be or that I'm bad.

Upset

Look, I don't wanna be mean to anyone.  I just get mad at people finding things that bother me all the time.

Trapped

I AM A GOOD PERSON - What is this happening to me, trying to punish me if I get mad at something that was done wrong to me?

Why does my dad keep going "batshit crazy?"  Maybe, he was laughing at me trying to overpower me as though I were submitting when I try to be nice.  Crazy Central Florida.

Again

I can hear her laughter.  About me getting upset.  They should not rub in people to my possible future babies like that and single me out.  They keep acting like we're all punished, but it's just me.

So..

Maybe, some things do matter, but Ellen doesn't care if she did something wrong and messed up.

I don't believe

Ellen is helping.  She is stimulating someone I look up to to punish me.

I NEED TO LIVE MY LIFE

without it being because I cursed because Ellen acted like she was responsible for the annoying noises put in my room.

So what?

People get mad at Ellen, and I'm not living in her confines!!

All my problem is is her being mean to me and telling me what to think of it then and making fun of me like she wanted me trying not to think of the word "k***."  I can hear her laughing at me, just wasting my life telling me what to do.  I'm not "Gonna Give up a BaBy."  You are in the wrong!  Anyone who doesn't get it is pathetic.

Pathetic Old Boulder

My dad keeps acting possessive with a bad impression of trying to be a motherly woman.

How pathetic

Ellen is so mean.  She acts like only people from Down South can be how they are.  If she thinks I'm bad, she thinks about trying to punish me that, "It's gonna Be'a BaBy."  She got upset when I didn't like Bella being mean to me as a punishment and posted a picture of a baby.
They keep acting like I have to hurt them poking at me to get them to stop.

Problem

They are "feeling" up for someone I look up to.

PROBLEM

THEY KEEP TRYING TO PUNISH ME AND SINGLE ME OUT

I SAID NO

I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT WITHOUT ELLEN RUINING IT

Problem

They made my possible future daughter "over."

Pathetic

You can't act all apologetic like you're a saint punishing another human.

Problem

They wanna connect my possible future kids to my dad's oldest sister but because agewise to be tacky.

NO!!

ELLEN CAN'T DO THAT

Problem

They tried to make me feel like someone tacky my age getting mad.

How Tacky

She rubs in tacky people to me.

No!

She can't summon up the time I have kids to ruin them.  What a criminal!!  I might tell the police about her secret message.  No on has to listen to her.  I could feel her laughing at me when I try not to think of the word "k***."

Bothered

Ellen usually posts once a day, but she finalized herself and posted twice.  I can get mad at her for making me think of the word "k***" and getting in trouble with others when picked at.

What's your problem?

My bumbling, hating dad just got home and you change?

They won't stop.

They won't stop.

Problem

They said someone I like said Dr. Phil was the one drunk for me.  They won't stop being so nasty.  I  don't even drink.  I SAID THEY WON'T STOP BEING NASTY.

What's the problem, now?

My head is ruined and someone else gets something like ecstasy?

Ellen feels the need

I will not bow down to that person she wants me to to punish me.  I'm not trapped under her claws.

Problem

My dad was thanking someone for ruining my life.

He threatened to ruin my possible future daughter.

When I got on here they messed with something, too.

He's pathetic.

Apology

Sorry for being mean today.  I wonder why my dad makes me so mad.  His relatives are like that.  He's a different person, tho.

Why do you..

Why do you keep spurting stuff that should not be?

Problem

I just posted something that had a hidden meaning to me and they messed up saying something about my eyes.

Something Else to Be Upset Over

I care about my relationship with my dad, but everyone isn't cooperating and making me closer than I want to be that means nothing to me in certain ways.  I am not here to just push me away from others and too much with my dad!

Also, he wiggled something at the grocery store like he was "feeling" for my nose and losened it up.  I could feel it.

Problem

They won't stop making up nasty things.

More

I dunno what will come of this.  Look, I'm not a bad person.  Why on earth are you poking at me?

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