Wednesday, March 18, 2015

Sarcasm

They are saying I am bad and trying to make my nose less amazing.

In the End

I like more people involved.  I just don't wanna be unnecessarily beaten.  So what if I cursed about the noises in my room?  Does Ellen have a problem?  She put them there.

Getting the Drift for What I Said

I was upset at not knowing what DAB was for?

About someone tagging along, I mean they aren't being nice and interesting like before to me.  They just are there to do the work and think they can punish me, even a young girl 10 years younger.  That would never happen with my cousin who is 5 1/2 years younger.  She got in so much trouble while I was around.  It might seem unnatural.  I guess she's one of them, my dad's family.

If this person or these people were not involved like this, I might still have a relationship today.

Unnecessary

I don't need to sit here and listen to people drawl on.  Like on their Facebook.

I see you aren't well

from knowing me.  You must be doing something wrong.

They won't get her outta my life.

Someone totally an abhorring influence that keeps tapping into my life by the day just to punish me to know them rather than what things were like before.

Threatening Messages

It is rather tacky to insult someone like me.  They form something where Bella Thorne sorta unfittingly tries to get in my life and I'm impossibly threatened to death to say anything against her getting attention from everyone I meet and her pulling tricks.  These messages happened as dreams, which I am lucky to get now.

More Bemused Backstabbing

Bella Thorne's SnapChat is bellathorneDAB.  Dab means to touch someone but is a strange combo of my dad's and I's initials.  I just met someone I like, and she's including in this overly involved way, like it's about her which isn't bad, but I know what she's up to, not to mean it sarcastically.  I'm tired of Ellen DeGeneres ruining my private life which does not involve people like her.

Unnatural Thoughts

I do wish for others to know people I find.  It just feels pushed upon me like I did something.  I can still know someone if someone else does, same for everyone.  There is a time constraint, but things should be talked out by all parties involved.  So, make the parties.

Depressing

They want me to think of myself when I see someone, in a specific way.

New People

I keep stopping and thinking new people I meet are for someone else, gymnastics about how they think they deserve them but not me, too, whoever does..

Discouraged

Well, everyone is insane and I am not encouraged like in Slidell to feel like I deserve something because I hit my sofa the 5 weekdays cuz they were being mean to me and that's an outlet.  I happened to know about someone from Australia I liked.

Something Won't Work Out

They've been brainwashing me as I did my last post.  So, it's hard to remember.  It was, of course, something creative.  It hit me.  I lost my train of thought.

They are acting outlandish to me in attitude and behavior, repulsive.

They are rubbing in certain people like I need to be punished.  I'm afraid it's partly Ellen DeGeneres and my dad is pleased and at a loss for words.

They're acting hyper in a sadistic manner of hate just for me.  This is ridiculous.  Why?

What They're up To

They are getting nice people to be mean to me and just pay attention to Bella Thorne for the satisfaction of me feeling that.  Who says I want to be exactly the same as Bella Thorne??

Arguing Against Me

They're acting like I'm the one who went out and arguably must be bullshit, the one who started it.

Hard

I should understand what these people are doing and saying to me and not be a hardship.  You oughta know, tho.  You know, they just went crazy.  They let things out randomly and say whatever pops out is so.

They won't stop.

I keep getting more messages.  They are insulting and said in a snide way.

Teasing

They said someone wouldn't "even" do something.  They said it in a nasty, careless way.

Well, it was nice for her.

Thank you?

I want to forget it.

They are pretty much not letting me do anything with my freedom because I hit the safa 5 days of the weekdays.

Won't Stop

These people have ruined my life with getting mad at me for reporting their meanness.

I don't mean anything.

I'm just not being mum.

More

They keep pointing out that girl over me, like she's getting the experience and my life suddenly seems impossibly bleak.

I don't mean anything against her.  Just what they're doing.  "It's my life!  Don't you forget!"

Upset at Me

They can't leave me be.

Being Nasty

They want me to feel that another person gets something and I don't.  They are squeamish that I live my life and feel any affection and that I'm nothing whereas that is not true of anyone.  Ya'll better realize that soon.

Try to explain to me

why he is in my life agai?  I'm 28.  Some of it is kinda nice, but most of it is plain mean.  Are my parents insane?  They have crippled me from succeeding.

Bothered

My dad keeps waking up and is coughing and sneezing annoying secret messages.  That's not okay.

Question: Why did this come up?

How dare I say something superior?  How dare a vial creature like me figure it out, thinking of me from before as I was not as bad then in technicality?

cont.

Suddenly, weird problems don't seem to matter as problems.  They are just a part of life that we don't and can't change.

I need to calm down..

Sorry I went hysterical over someone getting all the things I lose by people being mean to me.  I just don't believe in being mum, so it's not like I attacked her.

The Report

I am calmed down some.

Apology/Regret

I just want to seem more pleasant, but you have to figure these things out.