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They keep bringing up my grandma and aunt.

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My internet seems to be slower now.

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My grandma and oldest aunt seem to be eyeing my family like we're bad, when in ways they seem bad.

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My grandma and aunt are channeling messages, angry at me, still.  I just got rough when my grandma fidgeted at church and splashed in the pool when upset.

Do you know what my dad said (in secret message)

He wants it to be only him and me and then he is mean to me.  He is under pressure by others to be with his own daughter because they know I am not like that, not a mushy gushy person, like with anyone including not with my parents.

Isn't it sad when people think of weird things like the only thing that exists is 2 people and not like the real world?  Like, they rub it in, thinking, "Does this feel good," or, "Does this feel bad?"  Neither really felt good, as I thought this in 2005.  Well, a world feels good.

So, like in the process of living life we're going thru the idea of just me living with my parents inflicting on me anger of trying to punish me, like nothing I do will ever be good, no support for my things in the world, anymore, while others have it.

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They're messing with me about where to get a TV.  He wants to stop by alone, 1st, somewhere.

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People keep trying to make me disoriented, and it might be my dad's fault.

They said, "No, no, see, you're out, now."  This is *** and not my dream like they think.

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My dad is being bad.  I asked him about returning my TV, and he didn't give a straight answer.  I said, "I asked you a question."  So what?  Now, he can make me wait to get a new one.  The color looks bad lying down.

Featured Issues

Is it a secret why people believe that this is on purpose, the killing of the lion, the crashing of planes?  I even got, "What was 911?"

(What is wrong with me talking about it?  I didn't condone anyone here.  We don't know.  I don't need to go on forever, but I mean it's something people wonder about and always can.  Hopefully, the idea of this crime will cease moreso.)

I realize there are more events and even ones from a longer time ago.  What about JonBenet Ramsy?  Her parents supposedly did it.

How do I feel about it?  I would rather that I die than someone else for something I did, but you're not supposed to do that, neither, my point being k***ing is bad and illegal, Hitler-like I see..  I do sense they wanna k*** me after enjoying hurting me all the time like it "doesn't matter."  It could easily legally be done, I bet.  Get a UFO and pretend it was a meteor.  Guess you'd need money, or my parents could abduct me away.  Maybe create me an allergy?

Problem

I posted my aunt and uncle on my vine, and I found a weird vine connected to an old e-mail.

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They're giving weird comments that seem unnecessary as I type....

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They are just saying I deserve to die..

Well, yea..

..I don't wanna be like this.  I tried to get a life so no one would feel they had to follow me to the point of anger, too even, but I had real reasons, too, that seemed legitimate.  I wanna move on.

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I could live without Ellen, but I wish I didn't get on her bad side.  They convinced others to dislike me, tho I tried to prove a point.  I tried not to curse at her nor about her.  I did to my dad who was mean to me in case I needed an outlet.

Problem

They said someone I like thinks it's good this is done, someone I liked supposedly k***ing people to punish me for no reason here.  What, do you think I'm just a waste of life?

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Every noise in the kitchen is against me.

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I am trying to post and they have something with me.

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People agree my dad has an inappropriate relationship with me.  He treated me like an adult as a teen.  Now, he hurts me.

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You're probably getting I want attention, but you're telling me I'm bad all the time for things I've done that I didn't know were upsetting.  They sure had their argument for that.  I guess they were accepted because of racism.  They tell kids today not to worry, to leave the past behind, that they have a chance and they're "someone."

Problem

They're being lunatics around me.  How am I supposed to think?

What?

Well, if you didn't wanna talk to me you don't have to.  I don't wanna be surrounded by torture that I'm bad.

Selfish

Why ruin my life?  What did I do that was so bad?  What does it have to do with their thinking?

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They keep acting like I'm far far from what I had or like and in weird ways.

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They keep trying to do weird things and like bother me.  Maybe, technically it was not bad, you think, tho.

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I went in the kitchen and my mom was there, and she keeps beating at me.  She made a little scratch to hurt my ear.

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You all are ridiculous!  I am a perfectly good person, and you come in and ruin my life.

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They keep repeating stupid things I disagree with.  I am not some thing that has to do with my dad and mom like this.

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My mom keeps beating insults into me!  Every day!  All the time it seems that I hear her!

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They also just messed with my connection in new ways.

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They said they're not talking to me and the noises stopped. but they said something I don't like, that my dad holding me is the Virgin and Son.

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Why do you make such a big deal out of me feeling upset for a short while?  I didn't follow suit.  Weren't you being mean to me?

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Everyone keeps telling me I'm wrong and happiness is impossible.  It sorta is when my life is ruined.

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Why do I look more feminine since seeing my grandma? and older aunt and her husband? this time.  I want to be me and do it myself.

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Why do you think you can just do all this?

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It seems like no one cares if my dad is mean to me.

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They said Ellen DeGeneres just threatened my mom.

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They're using different things in different ways I said to tell me what I can and can't do.  It seems like they act like they say stuff by accident.

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They're doing other stuff.

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They're blurting out things of what I can and can't do.

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They won't stop.  I was trying to say I liked art but not am glued to my family, and they just "pressed a button" like I think the opposite and believe it.

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They randomly blinked the BlogSpot sign while I was trying to post something and just cursed at me.

Another Edit

*I don't mean to be offensive, just saying I found it disagreeable? to put in different terms.

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My aunt said I can't do something about someone.

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The people experimenting on me literally hate their job and are following my every move on this blog and doing silly things.

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My grandma and oldest aunt - just thinking of more ways to "punish me."  I'm always good if people are nice to me, but if they hurt me then I have to fix it.

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They keep being mean to me and ruining my life.  It's hurting.  I don't feel like leaving to walk, don't know if now's a good time to work out (I'm eating a little lighter now.)

I think this is all unfair, the beating at me for feeling upset inside if I think of a curse word.  I don't want to.  They should not be mean to me in the 1st place.

2nd Edit

*Well, I'm not happy about it, like it ruined my life.

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My mom is rubbing it in more.

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They are including my grandma and aunt like they "get" people in a bad way just because they think I was bad when they were, so mustn't be up to good.

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I wouldn't have been ***ly united with my parents if it weren't for this experiment.

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They are really hurting me.

Post Edit

*I think I wasn't supposed to like it.  It must be a punishment, but I'm not punished in real life at school etc.

(Someone, my grandma or aunt, had a problem

They are pushing my dad to me.

I think Ellen DeGeneres wanted my family united with me while they listen in and show the Emmys, as we ate when it started. *I didn't like that.)

Why I Get Upset

They irritate me.

OK this is getting serious.

My grandma and aunt are invading my private life and aren't stopping.  All I did was act roughly at church when my grandma was groping her hand next to me and splashed in the pool when upset.

Problem

I'm not the devil.

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They won't stop.

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I didn't exactly say it really was a bad idea.

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What did I do wrong?

My grandma and oldest aunt are getting in the way of things in my life!

They were being mean to me and then again just for being upset.

Problem

Why would anyone think they can do whatever they want to me?

Problem

Someone, my grandma or aunt, had a problem

They are pushing my dad to me.

I think Ellen DeGeneres wanted my family united with me while they listen in and show the Emmys, as we ate when it started.  *I didn't like that.

*I think I wasn't supposed to like it.  It must be a punishment, but I'm not punished in real life at school etc.

*Well, I'm not happy about it, like it ruined my life.

*I don't mean to be offensive, just saying I found it disagreeable? to put in different terms.

Problem

They won't stop.

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They're trying to tell me what I can and can't do, now.

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I though today would be a big day, but I stayed up for the Emmys yesterday and coudn't fall asleep soon.  They just insulted me to get upset to ensure people give me a bad day tomorrow.  I just thought of a couple curse words in sentences.