Problems: 07/21/15

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

What can I do?

To stop Ellen or the experimenters from doing things against me.. things in the past hurt about in the far future?

Singled Out

Why do I need to have been singled out and hurt?

Following Me

Aspects of my life at any time seem to be *beep*'d up.

They're establishing quantities etc. someone loves someone who was supposed to be for me to meet, literally speaking, not that I'd be offended otherwise for people to meet..

Been Upset Today

That's too bad. I guess I have to expect more.

Problem

They just snuck in another message that makes me look bad in a stimulating and racially picky way.

Problem

Why're you trying to intimidate me? Did someone hypnotize you?

Did I say something that is upsetting to Ellen? She wants someone to torture me? I said I didn't agree that what I did was that altogether 100% wrong. Of course, I don't wanna suffer like this, and I don't have to. This seems really stupid, no answers or anything, just everyone hurting me.

I dunno, she made a pretty big statement for what it's worth. That makes me sad.

In Trouble

I stomped my feet etc. a lot, even out jogging.

In Trouble

What do you think of being teased when you didn't do anything and didn't know someone had special needs? Mustn't matter, huh?

No One to Help Me Out

nor rub off as a good influence. I should have had a blog, etc. See the opportunity around me, like money-related.

Lost

I've lost things in my life because people think me getting mad is bad.

Even if it's healthy

to punch an expensive sofa.. I don't really want to do that. I get mad.. but I found a way to hold it in.

Problem

I said something that might have been a bit forward on my blog.

Someone pressed in "flat face" to me as submissive *beep* and it showed up later on.

Would..

Would your dad disown you if you spent their money and flunked college?

So, a reason wouldn't even matter as a consideration.

Being Mean?

What's wrong with what's going on with Ellen? She wants people to be mean to me, and she's being suggestive about those who aren't. That's totally wrong! To tell someone to be mean. I'm not to be thrown out by Ellen!

Problems

These people are literally surrounding me with random insults that hurt, like that I will be totally m*****ed by my father's skill cuz him doing that some made me squeam in my chair. So, why does everyone do that? Be m*****ed? What about the m*****er? Now, they are pretending I just want him to m***** me, like it's exciting and special but just for me. How stupid is that?

Respect

It's one thing that a person's life be respected, but you've set it up like some program where I'm bad and that has something to do with someone else AND my general ability to connect to anyone.

Hurt

Probably just from m***********.

Edit

I edited my last post.

What..

What does the Bella Thorne being there have to do with the "existence" or exiting of me?

I don't have to sit here and solve this case. It's just.. messed up if anything is in it. Me being bad is not an option of belief.

MORE THREATS

just a "poopin'" on out

"I am not one of them.

I picked Bella out carefully.

You can never meet met!"

Why do they go around saying I could never meet someone etc.?

This was my thing, not someone else's. You just give everything I earn to Bella!

They are putting in more things for Bella telling me, too.

I didn't do anything. Ellen did!

Doing something about my "privacy" and they said stupidly like someone I like they think said said, "stop beinthe ba by"

THEY WON'T STOP

Made Me Mad

I was stomping my feet on what more I could jog.

They said this person was a cute little kid to rip out my hair in shame of my race.

Problem

They are making someone bothering me sound suddenly something so pretty.

Why won't they leave me alone now?

Problem

They might be having my dad talk to me via the experiment.

So, how pathetic does that seem?

Like, I think something, and he knows.

Issue

They are saying someone else has someone and not me but in a sneaky way.

Problem

They're rubbing in the feeling to my future possible kids.

THEY WON'T STOP AND GAVE ME A FIT THEY DON'T DO THIS *BEEP* TO ANYONE ELSE

Howcome I watch Ellen

and all this *beep* happens for little stupid reasons?

Again

They just acted like I was bad again.

Problem

They won't quit being superstitious about if I get physically upset alone.

How Lame

Who cares about Ellen thinking I'm in trouble cuz I'm not!

I KEEP GETTING THEIR DUMB MESSAGES

What

can you ask for?

This had nothing to do with her.

This is not even her thing.

THEY WON'T STOP BOTHERING ME

Problem

Someone is off posting stuff to herself like I don't get it.

More Stupid Messages From Who Knows Who

They made it look like a certain body part like I'm icky to touch it.

Problem

They had someone say softly, "No, you did it cuz you were Viet." It relates to something else.

Problem

Just because sometimes I get mad in my chair, I feel a stimulation I don't like like my dad. I can't get rid of this! WHO DID THIS SHOWING OFF

Hurt My Feelings

Another message underneath a message.

They took something I knew about like it wasn't for me and "knocked me out" and gave it to someone else.

Problem

They threatened to k*** me again if not. Well, no.

Problem

They keep pushing my dad on me now and probably will do more things.

LOOK

I DID WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO IN RELATING TO MY PARENTS I'M NOT A PIECE OF *BEEP* WHO NEEDS THEM TO PICK ME UP CUZ I'M SO BAD AND HAVE A BAD REP

I can say what I want!

Why then

just to me

YOU SHOULDN'T EVEN BRING IT UP

They want my dad to affect my possible future babies.

THEY SAID THAT PERSON DID IT

I bet that person

turned on more. Like, making it seem like Ellen is laughing at me trying to be nice.

Problem

I don't want my dad to affect me.

I have the feeling he's holding and stimulating me. This is never to happen! They said that person did it.

So, did that person do it?

Probably. However, I see more going on I can talk about.

I see it's all some game. Poo!

PROBLEM

THESE PEOPLE KEEP BEING MEAN

and saying someone I like won't do something

Problem

I feel a tugging at a certain part stimulated.

Issue

I was upset at a Spanish person trying to act like I'm not worth it like they decided to feel racially and now a popular Spanish poster on IMDb keeps talking to me more.

..they won't stop

bothering me like that

Problem

They made it for someone else!

So..

This is all for the little misses? The world just turns on? Why did I get used? A real princess, ey? Wow, forget about everyone else and who they are/were.

Issue

Why are you investing big in making someone else have the life and then not me? Ellen?

Issue

How can you say my dad just cares about me? Cuz in many ways, he doesn't care to be nice to me, at all, and bothers me.

Problem

Someone "got it" and I didn't.

Problem

No, I didn't do anything to deserve to have to wait a long time. They just said they'd k*** me. No, you can't do that. I didn't do anything.

Something's wrong

with my dad. He's getting more and more of a nuisance in my presence. I want them to stop and they don't. Then, I have to wait until I get here to post about it.

Making Fun of Me

They think wo someone got me!

Problem

They said in a stupid grumbling way shortly, "You'renotgonnahaveitforever."

Problem

They are still joking around that I wait a long time cuza something I did. LIARS! I WAS A HIGHLY RESPECTABLE GIRL

Threat

that my future kids suffer probably cuz Ellen says, you know if I did anything iffy, be it on purpose or not

Feeling Better

and thinner..

my dad was being conspicuous, probably he wants me punished and fat

Being Mean

I just posted about the Filipins and they are getting mad at me like I'm the racist one.

Pathetic

They keep making up bad things about me that someone I like sends.

What'd I do now?

You get to relax and I get to live like this? I wasn't even doing anything.

What right do you have to abuse me?

Much less say this is my dad's house and he can have noises in the garage if he wants?

Problem

I SAID THEY WON'T STOP

I don't care about your judgement

in what I say. If something comes up, I like to discuss it, but apparently you're not much of at least a writer yourself and so won't know about that from experience. How did you even know everything that you need to from someone you don't talk to? We agreed I had a point it seemed, tho I went back and deleted it. You're being pretty nasty. I think I know who has the straw that broke the camel's back.

They won't shut the beep up.

They keep being pathetically annoying, dishing in more and more news. You all are on a craze.

You can't label me as bad.

You all are bad.

Why do you keep saying

or acting like I did something and am *beep*? You can't do this to people/anyone.

Messing Around

Just to me, they act like I am out cold while someone else gets the attention and not me. That's a mean picture. I already said I didn't care, why would anyone, about if other people get attention?? What's the joke, tho? Why in general is this message in the other meanings? What did I do wrong? No one likes me, thanks to Johnny Depp, Tim Burton, and Ellen DeGeneres. I want back the *beep* I "lost." My are they a pack of pretty puppies.

WHY DO THEY KEEP DOING THIS

I SAID I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING

Problem

They reiterated they wouldn't do something now.

Harming Me

They did something to make me feel off and said someone I like needs to teach me a lesson. No one needs to teach me a lesson! What's up with my dad? I've suffered for years. Did I do 1 thing and now you take advantage of my life, like an evil creature sucking the breath from a kid?