Thursday, March 19, 2015

Stop it

I don't wanna hear your words slip cuza Ginny Kopf, like ooh I could say this by accident so I'll just keep listening to lies, whatever comes out comes out.

Why not?

Why can't you just leave me alone?

Big Problem

Get my relatives outta my life like this.  They sent a message that popped off something else that my wannabe oldest aunt in this is taking the pleasure to hypnotize someone.  I said get these people outta my life like this!

Quit it

Why do you keep telling me stuff like you don't do something and it's not nice cuz you're doing something else?  You are stuck up.

What can I do?

This is not okay.  If someone wants to read, they can without you doing anything.

Not Taking It

They said I didn't give a proper intro and they "already do not read" but as someone I like, which mean to say why in the 1st place?

I'm so sorry!

I hope we have a better day!

I don't know what to make of all this.

I feel

my dad woke me up and mad

Won't Stop

These people are nuts.

I bet Ellen did this.

I have neighbors who scruffed their feet and said I wasn't Caucasian.  So, I have something that comes up in my head.  It's too much pressure and too annoying.

Annoying

They are pretending to pleasure someone in front of me.

Annoying

They are acting like I did something.  They are just wasting my time.  I could be in school.

Being Mean

They said Ellen wanted to deform someone because I was thinking of something.

Why

Why couldn't I just ignore things before?  All I did was thought to leave me alone and slipped a bit.

Mean

Loyola suggested being 2nd place in a place like the Academy Awards.

Really Sorry

I was finding my head.  I didn't act too meanly.  I felt so attacked.  I hope you all are feeling better.

I found it hard to ignore some insulting things my mom continued to say secretly, like I'm nothing.  Well, what do you expect?  They put guilt and pressure on me a long time.  I'll try to get by and ignore and disagree quickly.  What happened was my mom needed to put her glasses on.  I don't want everyone in glasses.  I felt bad for her, too.  I am not bad.  You all just keep attacking me.  I don't have my needs met.  I takes awhile to permanently lose weight in your life.  What's wrong with me now?  I know I am not exactly all well, yet.  Think I know why..  It's too bad about the glasses.  I guess times are coming along.  It's just too bad.  I already am mapping out my life for death, knowing I can accomplish something and what I mean.

They won't be quiet.

I don't need to be taught a lesson!  I already ask for constructive criticism and no one says anything.

Annoying

This is going too far.

Happened

Don't act like that didn't just happen.

Affected Mind

I felt affected just from where I was walking.

I felt so attacked.

I dunno.  I tried to make my mom feel better.

I feel calm.  I might have to accept strife.

The Bottom of My List and the Top

I think most people would like my younger aunt.  I like both.

Taking After an Aunt

My oldest aunt thinks she's my mom and I take after her.  I told my mom about the Facebook post that I take after her, the quote.  I guess she's a pretty lady.
More Negative Things I Don't Remember

Prayer

What can I do?  Just try, try, try?  You all went insane busting out your new move.

I just want a peaceful life.  I want to go to school in the summer.

I am tired of all these interjections into me when I'm around others.  I have to be able to ignore it.

I don't wanna hurt any of you.

I'm in the house with my mom and dad who keep being recklessly mean.  I pray for them to have a good day.
Quit stalking me.  You are literally bothering me.  I am tired of posting all this.

Quit

making fun of me with emotions.

No New Rules

I don't care about Ellen and the epxerimenters's presence now.  STOP IT.  I can say what I want  You need to stop bothering me!!!!  You don't care.  You think I'm a n*****.

Also, there were some annoying people outside thinking they had it all.  I know they don't.

They made a little ticking noise that made me think of a mold mark.

Problems

My older aunt is being weird and won't get outta my life by making me say "baby" when I posted something she guessed applied to her.

Also, my dad and mom were being mean.  My mom made me upset.  I'm worried about putting the plate down loud.

Quit making up stuff for that old teacher Ginny cuz you can't hold anything in.

Sad

I feel nasty, but they were threatening worsening my relationship.  What say do you have in my life?  When did this start?

Mean to Me

Why is my dad's oldest sister in my life?  She's not supposed to be mean in the experiment to me.  She made me say "baby" to affect someone and my relationship.  She's just mean and bad and evil.  Definitely, Ellen is for making her husband mean to me.  She can't just change all the relatives in my life.

Stimulated

My dad did something that left me affected for awhile.  He is not a part of my life.  Not in this way.

I don't wanna play by your rules.

I will never be a baby for you.  This should not be happening.  Quit ruining people for me.

Annoying

They are all excited for some dumb reason.

I said be quiet,

Ruining It

I  have connections.  Just leave me alone, criminals.

Won't Stop!

They are just here to eat way at me.

They won't stop.

I don't wanna lose my identity to my dad.

I need time.

How can I go to school with you laying around here?  My GPA is gonna drop.

Ellen got my family against me.

She has no say in my life.  My relatives are all against me.  They were mean to me.  They made me upset and are acting all haughty about it, like they weren't mean.

M********ed

So what if I m*******ed?  My dad should not even be close to me.  He's just another person!

I'm not the bad one.

You all are messed up.

Telling Me What I Did

They won't stop.

Still Hurt

My dad made me feel bad.  He is not greater than me.

More Problems

They won't stop sending messages.

Annoying

They keep acting like daunting, anonoying, messed up obese brunette women.

They said they wanna say I can't have my relationship ideal.  They have no say in this.  If I think someone is like a mom, I will think that without you barging in!

I'm not staying mum for no reason.  QUIT IT AND LEAVE ME ALONE WITH YOUR FIGHTING.  I don't have to face your lies and consequences.  I will not forgive you for this brutal treatment, neither.  You have no say in my life.  Quit making my life to be noting but problems you make.  I have enough already about race.

Mad at Ellen

I will not take you acting like the obese women liking me when they should not be following me closely.  I like other people.

I'm not wasting my life for you like a dumb slave.

Cooled down.

I wasn't mad but just wanted to talk about the things that go on, mainly that everyone is mean to me.  I guess we gotta ignore the problems.

Upset

I can tell you got my Gramma in here doing weird stuff.  Go eat yourself up.  I don't know why you complain about doing this.

Do not follow me around.

Make sure this does not follow me around, their last threat..

I can't stand Ellen.

She keeps acting like I'm bad.

Bella Thorne is involved in all my relationships, like she's following me but hates me.  I keep having people be mean to me.  Stop trying to rile me up.  Maybe, we should twist your feelings.

They won't stop.

They are messing with my ideal relationship.

Issue

They are suggesting some mean things, that Bella Thorne is the only one who gets anything.  I don't wanna be supported by the other people instead of who I like.  It's not that I dislike the people themselves.  You give Bella Thorne everything she wants.  She doesn't have to do this.  No one should.

Overly Involved

Bella Thorne does not give 2 cents about me.

Here is her post:

link

What do you think of her strange interest in everything good that comes my way but I'm not important?  Ellen thinks that's good.  Well, it's not.  I'm not guilty to you.  I don't care what fake rules you made up.  Why am I always being bothered by people and no one else?

It might be a good idea, but I don't like the attitude I'm getting overall from others to do with this.  Why is she so insistent and quietly going about her business with a smirk for a smile to me?  I can say this.  I'm not afraid to talk.  This is just a description, not being bad.  Meanwhile, you all won't leave me alone.  How do you feel about that?  I deserved what I deserved in life.  I didn't "change" and you can all be ridiculous and mean to me.

Won't Stop

Stop being mean to me.

Messages

My dad did something.

Also, they keep saying someone is sending me negative messages.

I know Bella Thorne is following me around as a punishment for something I didn't do wrong to Ellen DeGeneres.  I was cursing about these noises in my room.

You all need to step out of my life and stop misjudging me.

Before Bella

Remember the good old days before the Bella-Burton case?  Just joking around, no offense.  People acted strangely around them.

Won't Stop

They can insult me whenever they feel like it, and nothing will happen.

More Spoiling

People think I have to live here, but Bella Thorne can come here anytime she wants.  It's not that I don't like it here, but sometimes I for example did wanna leave.

You Need to Stop

You need to stop acting like I'm bad and giving away my relationships to Bella Thorne or anyone in that way.  I just saw it in the news.

Being Involved in an Experiment

I bet some people would do well.

I mean as experimented on.. if that's okay.

Telling Me Off

They keep telling me off and say funnily someone won't do certain things.  I also sense people coming in to annoy me.

They won't stop beating me up.  I wasn't meant to live like this.

Pretending

They're getting all uppity thinking they are someone else.

Don't Mean to Be Upset

at my dad, but I hope he gets more sleep and stops waking up in the middle of the night.

Where'd she go?

Did she get to meet her?  Too awkward?

Yay

for Bella!

What's hard?  Why do good things suddenly mean bad things for others, tho?  That's not positive thinking.

No, I know.

You started using Bella Thorne after Ellen's rage of me cursing about her putting noises in my room.  Get away that punishing aspect.  I already accepted Bella into my life.

They won't finish.

They want everything to be bad for everyone.  Rather than admit their own faults.  Bad like because I'm Chinese.

Mind you, this is my life now, fighting off insults using Bella Thorne as an example or my dad, etc.  :(  Nothing wrong with Dad, tho.  Just another guy?  If he's different, so be it.  Lotta people like him, too.  He just gets perturbed and ticked too easily.

Perfectionism

I don't like the influence of less than perfect people who are out to get you.  Some things don't need to be as big a deal as they are made out to be.

Mean

That salivating dog joke.

They want their "good news" to equal my dad, but I'm nothing like him except some of his race.  I kinda want him away, in a way.

True

You'd think some things are private, but really everyone knows somebody a little too much.  So, I guess I'll stick to what I said for the total picture.

Toyed With

My dad woke up and blew his again like nights before and it changed what I feel and where.  I was out going to the bathroom and cooking.

I want this to be for others, too.

I just don't want it to mean I'm shit and have to do shit or be with shit.

Another Thing Again

It's not supposed to be all this about Bella Thorne.

cont.

the complaints

Violence

Now they are making it so I don't feel special on IMDb.

Amazingness

Why Bella and not me when I'm the one navigating my life?  You praised Johnny Depp in his 40s.

cont.

"For no reason" meant they do it haphazardly and half-heartedly, as if to say to me, "I know all about you and think you're physically mixed race shit."

Cheap

Dirt cheap.

I'm being thrown off.  Everything that is about me is now about Bella Thorne.  My mom wants nothing to do with me tho I am gracious.  Bella Thorne, and it's a yes.  What does she have to do with my once beautiful and still grand mother?

Don't listen to Ellen!  Don't make my life about Bella!  It can be partly about Bella, but it can't take away, away from my life.

The dirt cheap is how my life is, not being sarcastic nor name-calling, mean..

Weirdos

This is my life.

Why are they being like, "Wow, Bella," for no reason and cutting me off everything I like?  I'm not yer slave.

Flawed

The people who watch me make flawed judgements and so do the people involved.

Issue

Why is Bella Thorne attached to me and get everything like she's an accelerated person?  She used to seem nicer until I got in trouble for no reason!  It seems like a punishment and a detriment if she left just because I complain, but she won't.

Sneaky

They did something repulsive of someone I like.

Acting Tacky

They are following my every move.

Issue

Now, they said something wouldn't happen to me, and I find it rather coy that they keep doing that.  They are just attacking me and saying they are like someone else.  They won't stop.

What can I say?

They're telling me "what" I can't say.

More

They wanted me to default someone and let Bella Thorne default all the supposedly most attractive people.  What is this?

Just so you know,  you're not the one in the situation, meaning you can't rub me off like I'm shit in every possible definition of the word.

Who's really..

Who's really being bullied here?

If I just said it's okay..

..why do I feel I said no no no?  It's okay for others to be excited about people I find, but they are kinda being mean to me by default and wanting me out on what it would and should and could have been supposedly without Burton.. another topic to mesh.