OK she has a problem.

Ellen DeGeneres, just because I cursed about the noises she put in my room.  I'm being followed everywhere by people supporting her hate and putting Bella Thorne before me like I never did anything.  You don't do this to, say, Christ Mann nor Josh Groban nor Bella herself.

Something New

I don't believe the people really want to say what they want to to me and are listening to you.

Inside Joke

They made the word captchas come sooner and not just the checkmark they had recently.

Hrad

It was hard to think.

Losing Relationships

That's another concern.  Defriend me if I say something you don't like.

Harsh

Maybe I was too harsh, "but I already said it."

Threats

Don't you threaten me.

Monitoring Me Online

You cannot just say no to what I say.  I probably didn't say anything bad, and it's hard to talk about.

YouTube

They made a url pop up at the bottom of YouTube.

They were rubbing in my dad.  Go fill yourself with your own.

You already had your fight against me.  You're not convincing me to do what you wish cuz your wish is a bad one.  I didn't harm you.  Look what you did.  Can't you quit?

I better just give my dad some personal space.

The Violent Man

What's Really Going On - Everything is Bella Thorne.

He renamed another title "Peregiune and the Peculiars" or something, and it looks like the B in Bella Thorne. Dumbo sounds like he's calling the rest of us "stupid."

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1661326/?ref_=rvi_tt

Ellen DeGeneres started promoting her over others because I wanted to curse about the noises she put in my room etc. Lotta people curse, and it's my blog.. no further questions asked. Don't tell me I started it. I didn't keep it up. I just said what I needed to say. I don't play ADD.

My opinion is that Tim Burton and Bella Thorne share some of the same tendencies which worries me, like I feel they want to know where to take their anger out and that place isn't something like Christina Barrett. We can't end this with good people against one another. 

Also, this morning my parents were arguing and moved over to the kitchen table.  It probably was this message from Burton that he wants Bella Thorne..

I saw my parents's room open and then close.

They pretended they changed my face and made it so I can't have the future son I was gonna have.

Always Mean

I got upset at my Gramma in old age and am afraid she is using a walker now.  I heard she fell.  She's tough.

It started she's been pretty mean to me in ways and even hurt me secretly but not like abusively technically.  I thought she tried to kill my mom, and I wanted to get to the bottom of it.  I needed to remember not to sound out of control mad.  I wasn't raging in terror, tho, I mean.  Like, she was aggressive around her with her things at the table, the noise of the silverware on the plate.  I didn't say anything for a little while and went to get more food.  After, I left.  My mom has cancer, and it sounded like she was mad at my mom cuz of something I just did.  It sounded like she was in tune to her cancer.  I didn't mean to hurt her by wondering about that.  I felt out of control with all my relatives being convinced not to welcome me anymore for some weird reason, not sure who did this particular thing.

Things I Don't Like With Anyone

There are some things you're doing with others I just don't like in general.  I'd like to have a positive affect on others's lives.

Sneaky Pretending

You all pretended to be mean to me cuz I was the only one who mattered due to how everyone behaved, while you "didn't care" to help out others but didn't act mean to them.  Then, something happened, and you stayed mean and got meaner.  Sneaky.  That's not allowed to happen.

Apology

I love you all, I just feel  you are trying to make me upset about pretending like other people say I can't be with someone else.

And..

..the contests with others?  Why can't I live to be me around you?

Pretend

Why are you pretending I don't like certain people?

So..

..I'd like to help the unfortunate socially.

So, what's the problem??

I know what team really made this weird in one way.  I just wanted to say what happened, and they hurt me.  I'm trying to get over all this weird stuff they do to me physically, thinking they didn't do anything.

Pushing

They made the wait sign go over a full circle meanly like I'm stuck with people in ways I don't like and I know who did it.

Look I'm sorry this was so bad.

I just talk out my problems so they get solved and I don't go around moping like others.

Wasting My Time

I don't wanna sit here and waste time with you.  I might try to pass a General Studies AA.

More Than Anyone

So, why would I need *** from you more than anyone?

Not Here for Sex

I'm not here to get sex from you.

Quit being all creative to punish me for shit that comes up.

So who's causing this?

Mad

I thought I said to stop.

I don't know what I could have pictured.  Something more real?  Don't worry, that was just an accident.

Stop talking like you're someone else.

They acted like they were lifting my feet in pleasure.  That is not okay.  Don't stimulate my feet like that and stuff all the time.  I'm usually with someone/people I don't like for no reason, and my life is turning into stupidity.

So, what?

Why can't you stop attacking me like a wild animal?  I mean, if you have beef with me, you can talk to me politely.

What is your problem?

Stop rubbing this person in my life to take away from me.

You're such a bother.

Traumatizing Me

You aren't supposed to be messin' with my life.  They have made me incapable of some minute tasks in my talents and skills.

Problems With My Dad

He likes to go around and make me feel irritated, and my mom has to follow suit.  I can't always like have my room neat, be on top of all possible chores, sleep right, etc.  This environment is impossible.  I have no social contstruct of honesty, just people scared of my mixed race.

Not the One With the Problem

Look, I think some of you all are the one with a case/match of some mental disorder.

Treating Me Like a Kid in a Bad Way

Stop acting like I'm a kid and your kid and only you can be upset.  You have no right to bother me and make me upset in the 1st place.  I don't want you watching me like some vulture nor owl.  No offense about talking about animals as symbols.  It seems you secretly disapprove of me and want to mess around and stimulate me.  Whoever is really doing any of this.

Apology

If you took tonight as nasty.

Issue

Someone's been online today like they are taking someone outta my life and my relationship with them was tossed.

Ellen DeGeneres

Why is Ellen DeGeneres trying to impress me by saying yea you didn't seem to ask but I will get close to you cuz I think you wanted that but I'll impress you by punishing you when you were very good.

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Not Getting Along

You know, what can't people just get along?  I come on all nice, and something comes up, a punishment at age 28 for personal whims and tendencies.  If I wash clean of some idea that is none of your business.. not time to rile something up.

Not Here to Say

I'm not here for you to say at some point someone I like needs to get out of my life whilst ye all remain as a toad on the floor/ground.

Fighting

I don't wanna fight.  Esp. if the other person wins every time someone farts.

Anyway

How can you accuse this certain person of being suggestive?  Did you draw this mangled mess out for them?  Did you just hit thinker's block?  (Like "writer's block.")  You're just sitting there listening thinking you got a hold on me or someone else is thinking it for you.  No one cares if I hit something or yell at my computer.

Being Silly

Of course I don't need someone to enter my personal space like that.

WAH!

These people are listening to what other people say to do about me, to think certain ways of me.  These people have no business bossing people around like this.

It's simply in and it's out.  They aren't even like a part of my life!

Need I say more?

I'm not a bad person, so leave!   I don't really make mistakes.  Not until you all went crazy at me.  I don't need to "listen" to anyone like a submissive little kid.  I don't need your help.

Looks like you're the one who needs to realize

the attitude that is being put on on your part.  You don't have the right to organize my social life.

Not Admitting

I want these people out of my life like this so much.  They were never responsive to socialize.

They want to say I admitted something about who I am.

Grovelling

They are telling me to bow down and grovel for others because of racial consequences.  They are the ones being mean to me.

Please stop finding your way into my life and ruining it.  Whoever....  You can't take away my relationships.  I don't do anything wrong.  When will you stop bugging me?!  You have no right to manipulate and frame my life.  Ya'll, get over it.  You are not allowed to do this!!!!

What Being Experimented on Does Not Require

No, I was a good person in real life.  I do not require punishment.  It's not like alleviating from a reasonable cause.  It's at me every day for things that make no sense.  Was it Tim Burton's idea you said that all I think in private should be supposed to be monitored and tempered?  That doesn't seem right.  If you wanna watch me, there's not much to watch.  You can just read what I do online, if you wanted.  I'm there.  I do pictures and videos.  It would be fun to watch something set up, but you don't -have- to.  It's fun playing around communicating, but I would hope that I would do my share of being out of the spotlight.  I don't see yet how that gets done or if it does at all.

So, what is this really?  A punishment?  Sometimes, I watch Jail on TV.


And I guess Tim Burton might not  have single-handedly say that to me, but maybe it was just something that happened simultaneously, like this punishing.

Apology

I do not mean to appear harsh to anyone..

Set/Picked Up

They set me up to think my mom, who doesn't touch me much, picked me up in way that's suggestive.