What does Ellen have on me? She is rubbing in things that are inappropriate, like that my aunt should be like my mom and telling me because of how old I am I'm too old to have her as a mom. She's just letting this happen cuz she wants to punish me for no reason.
You know, she doesn't make it hard for other people. I'm a pretty good person.
Sunday, August 9, 2015
It seems..
..I'm going on Ellen's bad list.
Lotta weird things happen she acts like she did but seriously sometimes acts like she didn't.
Lotta weird things happen she acts like she did but seriously sometimes acts like she didn't.
I noticed.
Ellen - living a fantasy.. that people younger than her, even me at like 30, she thinks we're in like kid mode to adult with her. She thinks she can discipline us with love. Why does it seem like there is a lack of it in our lives or hers??
So, you are looking for someone to talk to?
Why do you think being pervertedly pleasured is the answer?
Problem
They are teasing me counting like I'm having a tantrum. They are just doing it out of the blue. They don't seem to work hard like I do in this.
Look, I didn't have anything on anyone, but what's this hurting me?
I don't know what this incident can grow into for just me.
What, I don't deserve something I didn't ask for?? Why are you picking on me for that?
They keep counting like days until the punishment is lifted like I'm some kid being bad.
Why'd you do it, then? I didn't ask for it.
They're ruining my relationship.
Look, I didn't have anything on anyone, but what's this hurting me?
I don't know what this incident can grow into for just me.
What, I don't deserve something I didn't ask for?? Why are you picking on me for that?
They keep counting like days until the punishment is lifted like I'm some kid being bad.
Why'd you do it, then? I didn't ask for it.
They're ruining my relationship.
I am right.
You all are mean. What's wrong with my dad? See, you could say no to me for limiting only my freedom of speech like the boy in the bubble.
Caught Something Else
They want me to ponder stupid questions.
They said someone would not talk to me yesterday.. and they could blurt out anything. I'm not listening to punishments that don't need to exist. I'm 29 and I'm good. That's what I said. Did you not get that?
They said someone would not talk to me yesterday.. and they could blurt out anything. I'm not listening to punishments that don't need to exist. I'm 29 and I'm good. That's what I said. Did you not get that?
Serious Question
needs a serious answer
Is Ellen playing a game? I got the image of her manipulating my family blindfolded like on one of the games in her show.
Is Ellen playing a game? I got the image of her manipulating my family blindfolded like on one of the games in her show.
Ellen can't parent..
..she is lighting up to things my "good" parents let me do and changing it. What a dorky thing to do.
Why can't you just "get it?"
You can figure out people who can mean something to you even if they're not as closely related!! You have friends!
Problem
Why is Ellen messing with people's families? We are already working towards a better time. She has bad reasons for some of the "changes." I didn't pin down quite the angle I was looking at it as. If she thinks it's so bad that my aunt uses curse words with her niece, what is she doing now being all vicious to me? I think my cousin curses, too, but maybe she simply didn't like my aunt bossing her around. Ellen almost seems too fascinated by the whole thing and it's slowing her down. If she's so fascinated with it, what's she really doing in spirit? Wouldn't her kind of answer be to stand on a pedestal at a podium and either lengthily or shortly say, "Do not curse, at kids." Then, put it on her TV show when she talks about "what she did this summer" and make it a feature online.
I'm not here to take the *beep*. All I can say is tell all the families how important it is that they don't curse at their kids. I kinda want to see the reaction. I think the proper topic is that you should never get mad at your kids cuz then you wouldn't curse. I don't like seeing parents disciplining their kids and losing it. I'd rather discipline the parents cuz they're in the responsible position. When they discipline their kids, they are nasty looking and sounding. They are being nasty. In other countries, other words exist. People from England use curse words and are still respected, but maybe they just use words like "bloody" around "children." Perhaps kids like cursing as long as it's not at them, too.
I'm not here to do a watch nor take part in a visitation vigil on how I feel about a bossy aunt cursing out someone she claims to have supported or raised. Which, I would think her mom would raise her. I wasn't really that close.
You know, Ellen has been so mean to me I don't see why she thinks that's okay. You don't make it hard for people because they weren't hurt before. You had your chance to have your say. You can't chose that you're on top and can toss people around for bad reasons if this ever makes sense in the action.
I do wonder about my aunt cursing out her niece. What did my cousin even do wrong? I might be guilty cuz I feel fat around her and maybe that's why we fought. I don't remember much of it, tho. I don't know why she couldn't just calm down, tho, and I don't curse not then/in real life much. I held a record. (Do you hold any records?) I felt like her mom was gonna literally k*** me. She holds her daughter being as a person more precious to the world. That may be inappropriate (to say but don't mean it in a mean, weird way..) but she seems to not be as much of a relative but maybe there's something of a sister to my dad. I think people were also mad I flunked out of college. Why get mad about that? My great uncle wasn't much for school, but he's a good man who believes in nature and things. I wonder why my dad and his sisters and sometimes his mom are so cutting and vicious for no reason. Sometimes, they are mean, and they don't really own up to that in particular.
I tried not to say anything wrong. Maybe, I will regret this. Let me know somehow online if you know or think I should change this post. I feel threatened.
I don't think my parents think I'm precious now. They don't really respect me that much, sometimes. They're working hard on making me less precious to the world. I'm trying to explain the experience is all, maybe don't mean it in the way you think. I don't see why this nonsense is in my life, people I don't see much, like having to feed the poor instead of Ellen. If Ellen were to come to my extended family, it might be very happy, but we can't have that so need to figure other things like to "pass time." Maybe, meeting someone like Ellen is what my relatives want, and they would not be so snotty. Maybe, they are lonely. I'm sad my aunt with a daughter wants nothing to come up. Before her daughter was born, I was more important it seems, tho, and before that she was with my parents having fun sometimes even. But, she did come into my life, my cousin, because of Ellen. Ellen and others are complaining to me about my aunt cursing out my cousin when she was "being bad," but that's not my problem/fault. The part about being precious is how my cousin's mom feels about her daughter fighting me. My Gramma said about someone, maybe her, bothering me that "she's just a kid."
Maybe, I will even message this to the aunt who was cursing.
You know, my aunts pretend to think I'm important to their family, but my dad and them just mess it up. I'm available to talk. It doesn't happen, even with computers. It's always about my cousin or something, too. I feel they hate who I am.
You know, Ellen also went far in I hear tell that my cousin is by birth worth "more" than me. She would like my mom but not me I know, tho, too, in a way. She also thinks my parents need to crack down on me at age 30, what a baby.
So, I'm sorry if what I wrote on my blog about what happened to my life is not liked, but I don't mean anything bad. I'm just spitting out the truth, you might say. I didn't say anything bad nor make up things.
Why is it so hard to be attractive with my dad in the family plus my aunt who seems to have an unhappy daughter, not unlike myself unfortunately now, looking like she's the attractive one and my dad doesn't care but keeps being mean to me when my life is spit? I feel I am fat, short, hunched over, and short-legged because of his overbearing presence and "secrets." If I do something that's not too bad or weird, he acts like nothing is wrong and then I find something happens later for no reason like I am actually bad when I actually am nice and deserve to be a princess who is attractive. Seems as tho my dad doesn't care about my reputation. He thinks I am a detriment to his reputation. He thinks I need a stricter more energetic mom. However, he waltzes and trots and wobbles up "attractively" trying to punish me. I know where you all came from. I don't forget. You had older parents than I have. This new way of life for these "new" little kids is *beep*. I didn't know my life was over cuz I wasn't 1 of a few movie stars.
I hope what I wrote helps someone analyze the important things going on in my life, the kind of thing I'd tell my therapist. It's important. I don't believe in mum. I justified what I wrote to being a topic and not whiny sarcasm. Some things just kinda seem to pop up. If you are offended, then forget about it it's not for you. People think bad and worse things. You know, it shouldn't be a game of being too dodgy and too careful around someone in check and under the radar.
If you think it's about being nice, well, people aren't nice to me. Why? I always say that. People were mean to me, and some of them still are. They try to annoy me, and I'm not gonna do what they want. Maybe, it's not really everyone's fault. I know people involved, tho. Maybe, you took something I mentioned the wrong way. I already explained. If I bring it up again, I'd be adding more, it seems, or drawing incessant attention to it.
You know, you all are the ones being mean.
BTW, I just like to say some things. This is my problems blog. I just said something/s that have different connotations and didn't mean it in a bad way. See, it's the same idea, again. Being overly protective of someone who you get mad at a lot, like we have to put up with it and only you can get mad. Maybe, you don't have the right to be mad. We're getting older. We don't need to help you, in some ways. No one's being nice to me. You all are probably just uppity.
There, settles that "responsibility." Why help those who don't need to take away our attention?
We need to solve this. I'm not doing this for attention.
I'm not here to take the *beep*. All I can say is tell all the families how important it is that they don't curse at their kids. I kinda want to see the reaction. I think the proper topic is that you should never get mad at your kids cuz then you wouldn't curse. I don't like seeing parents disciplining their kids and losing it. I'd rather discipline the parents cuz they're in the responsible position. When they discipline their kids, they are nasty looking and sounding. They are being nasty. In other countries, other words exist. People from England use curse words and are still respected, but maybe they just use words like "bloody" around "children." Perhaps kids like cursing as long as it's not at them, too.
I'm not here to do a watch nor take part in a visitation vigil on how I feel about a bossy aunt cursing out someone she claims to have supported or raised. Which, I would think her mom would raise her. I wasn't really that close.
You know, Ellen has been so mean to me I don't see why she thinks that's okay. You don't make it hard for people because they weren't hurt before. You had your chance to have your say. You can't chose that you're on top and can toss people around for bad reasons if this ever makes sense in the action.
I do wonder about my aunt cursing out her niece. What did my cousin even do wrong? I might be guilty cuz I feel fat around her and maybe that's why we fought. I don't remember much of it, tho. I don't know why she couldn't just calm down, tho, and I don't curse not then/in real life much. I held a record. (Do you hold any records?) I felt like her mom was gonna literally k*** me. She holds her daughter being as a person more precious to the world. That may be inappropriate (to say but don't mean it in a mean, weird way..) but she seems to not be as much of a relative but maybe there's something of a sister to my dad. I think people were also mad I flunked out of college. Why get mad about that? My great uncle wasn't much for school, but he's a good man who believes in nature and things. I wonder why my dad and his sisters and sometimes his mom are so cutting and vicious for no reason. Sometimes, they are mean, and they don't really own up to that in particular.
I tried not to say anything wrong. Maybe, I will regret this. Let me know somehow online if you know or think I should change this post. I feel threatened.
I don't think my parents think I'm precious now. They don't really respect me that much, sometimes. They're working hard on making me less precious to the world. I'm trying to explain the experience is all, maybe don't mean it in the way you think. I don't see why this nonsense is in my life, people I don't see much, like having to feed the poor instead of Ellen. If Ellen were to come to my extended family, it might be very happy, but we can't have that so need to figure other things like to "pass time." Maybe, meeting someone like Ellen is what my relatives want, and they would not be so snotty. Maybe, they are lonely. I'm sad my aunt with a daughter wants nothing to come up. Before her daughter was born, I was more important it seems, tho, and before that she was with my parents having fun sometimes even. But, she did come into my life, my cousin, because of Ellen. Ellen and others are complaining to me about my aunt cursing out my cousin when she was "being bad," but that's not my problem/fault. The part about being precious is how my cousin's mom feels about her daughter fighting me. My Gramma said about someone, maybe her, bothering me that "she's just a kid."
Maybe, I will even message this to the aunt who was cursing.
You know, my aunts pretend to think I'm important to their family, but my dad and them just mess it up. I'm available to talk. It doesn't happen, even with computers. It's always about my cousin or something, too. I feel they hate who I am.
You know, Ellen also went far in I hear tell that my cousin is by birth worth "more" than me. She would like my mom but not me I know, tho, too, in a way. She also thinks my parents need to crack down on me at age 30, what a baby.
So, I'm sorry if what I wrote on my blog about what happened to my life is not liked, but I don't mean anything bad. I'm just spitting out the truth, you might say. I didn't say anything bad nor make up things.
Why is it so hard to be attractive with my dad in the family plus my aunt who seems to have an unhappy daughter, not unlike myself unfortunately now, looking like she's the attractive one and my dad doesn't care but keeps being mean to me when my life is spit? I feel I am fat, short, hunched over, and short-legged because of his overbearing presence and "secrets." If I do something that's not too bad or weird, he acts like nothing is wrong and then I find something happens later for no reason like I am actually bad when I actually am nice and deserve to be a princess who is attractive. Seems as tho my dad doesn't care about my reputation. He thinks I am a detriment to his reputation. He thinks I need a stricter more energetic mom. However, he waltzes and trots and wobbles up "attractively" trying to punish me. I know where you all came from. I don't forget. You had older parents than I have. This new way of life for these "new" little kids is *beep*. I didn't know my life was over cuz I wasn't 1 of a few movie stars.
I hope what I wrote helps someone analyze the important things going on in my life, the kind of thing I'd tell my therapist. It's important. I don't believe in mum. I justified what I wrote to being a topic and not whiny sarcasm. Some things just kinda seem to pop up. If you are offended, then forget about it it's not for you. People think bad and worse things. You know, it shouldn't be a game of being too dodgy and too careful around someone in check and under the radar.
If you think it's about being nice, well, people aren't nice to me. Why? I always say that. People were mean to me, and some of them still are. They try to annoy me, and I'm not gonna do what they want. Maybe, it's not really everyone's fault. I know people involved, tho. Maybe, you took something I mentioned the wrong way. I already explained. If I bring it up again, I'd be adding more, it seems, or drawing incessant attention to it.
You know, you all are the ones being mean.
BTW, I just like to say some things. This is my problems blog. I just said something/s that have different connotations and didn't mean it in a bad way. See, it's the same idea, again. Being overly protective of someone who you get mad at a lot, like we have to put up with it and only you can get mad. Maybe, you don't have the right to be mad. We're getting older. We don't need to help you, in some ways. No one's being nice to me. You all are probably just uppity.
There, settles that "responsibility." Why help those who don't need to take away our attention?
We need to solve this. I'm not doing this for attention.
I have a right
to be treated right. I shouldn't be kicked out of the good crowd. Everyone can't catch on to Ellen.
So, Basically
Ellen DeGeneres is going around telling people to be mean to me. She is doing inappropriate things like outwardly obsessing over my age being to mature for someone her age to be capable of mothering. Because of what I said about cursing about the noises she put in my room that bothered me, she thinks she "has something on me."
Do you want to be treated like that?
She wasn't nice to me to begin with, but I think I was kinda nice to her, maybe worked up and not ready for the show, but she already wanted me to watch.
Nope
Ellen keeps trying to get people to startle me, in a bad way, whether or not you can see it in a fair way.
Not Living out My Dreams
I feel locked up, abused, and forced to feel inappropriate things, like being "r**ed."
Flailing All Over the Place
I see, so if someone is nice to me, they are on Ellen's bad side.
Well, the result is not something she has laid out fairly. She thinks I don't look for the result 1st. It doesn't end with people mutilating their face and looks.
Doesn't she know I didn't mean anything bad, just posting on a message board thinking a taboo word could be functional. It seems up to par compared to what others say. I just lost it and was mad. I had to learn not to get mad at people, but the problem is I didn't start it and they want to fight me back for getting upset about what they did, as tho it was right and they "just had to do it."
Well, the result is not something she has laid out fairly. She thinks I don't look for the result 1st. It doesn't end with people mutilating their face and looks.
Doesn't she know I didn't mean anything bad, just posting on a message board thinking a taboo word could be functional. It seems up to par compared to what others say. I just lost it and was mad. I had to learn not to get mad at people, but the problem is I didn't start it and they want to fight me back for getting upset about what they did, as tho it was right and they "just had to do it."
Know what?
She thinks people should wear glasses and grow beards because of something she said I did that she thinks has no explanation that she "didn't get." It has nothing to do with other people wearing glasses or not or growing beards. She did something that has to do with eyes/eyesight and I said she was probably m********ing in pleasure, but I didn't mean it in a sarcastic way. It's just another word. Fine, if she doesn't like it I can take it back. I didn't know! Who knows everything? She shouldn't have made that happen.
I feel threatened for what I said, too. Why do you think what she did was right? It was there to punish me for no reason.
I'm just telling you what happened. This is what's going on and this is why it's happening.
I feel threatened for what I said, too. Why do you think what she did was right? It was there to punish me for no reason.
I'm just telling you what happened. This is what's going on and this is why it's happening.
Out of Control
Ellen is doing weird things to hurt me via other people who do what she wants. No one can be mean to me cuza Ellen. She's the one who thought it was okay to be mean to me, as anyone. I just cursed because the noises in my room bothered me. She acted like she did it. Now, she keeps being mean to me every day. It's like she's having a *tantrum*. She's telling people who like me to be mean to me. She won't quit pursuing me. She's a terrible nuisance.
Lemme guess.
You're just laughing at me I don't take the time of day to jot down every time you are able to hurt me. Even if it's rather tragic.
You said it was okay..
..if "famous people" or "accomplished people" or "popular people" talk to me, but when I do something you don't like you take it back. I don't think I do anything bad.
Let me guess, you want me to say I did do bad things.
Let me guess, you want me to say I did do bad things.
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