Problem

Are you gonna try to mess me up?

Apology

I know another weird thought hit and I crashed and burned.  I meant a compliment.

Lost Post

People are trying to stimulate someone I look up to not to be there for me.

Do you know

people who state the obvious and think it has a big effect?

Problem

My dad secretly said in the hotel when I was about to sleep maybe between 3 and 4 A.M. that I would grow old without kids.  Because I flew open the covers to report it on my problems blog, they are still doing it.

What I Found There

I just went to my psychiatrist and found my family was stealing my relationships like they were supposed to be for them.

Problem

People said they were told to berate my mom like I'm bad.

Problem

People are telling me how bad I am to someone I like that I will not get something in a relationship.

All Eyes on Me

People want my dad to be good more like he isn't just as an excuse to put me with him and steal my other relationships.

Puttin' It On, Puttin' It On

They are just putting on a show of people not accepting me.

Waiting for Something to Happen Or..

They are going thru a cycle of shocking us with people being stimulated like a test.  Not much happening, as though this is life.

Prroblem

They keep saying someone I like doesn't approve of anything I do in private when I'm being normal.

Issue

They keep saying I am bad and controlling my relationships in bad ways.

Problem

They're just being mean trying to catch me doing questionable things in unwanted situations so they can take from my relationships.  I've been locked up twice for a month.  I've been waiting 10 years for my life to be normal.  I've suffered more.

Question

Why does Freiburger Barockorchester keep deleting me on Facebook?

Problem

I don't need special rules in a world that just attacks me.

Problem

I didn't know.  It was a passing thought and not my intention and not bad about others.  How can I live?  My dad acts like I said something.

Problem

People are rubbing on that's why.

Problem

They won't stop.

Issue

They keep rubbing it in.  They said I am losing a relationship, too, now.

Bothered

I don't enjoy this blame and always being seen as guilty and others do whatever they want and they're innocent and I'm the only one at stake because I have "something to lose."

Bothered

I feel bothered that it's true.

They said to say..

..something disturbed me because of this.  So, thanks a lot, Orlando!  I didn't mean anything bad.  Is this true, tho?  Doesn't really matter, in a way.  Why don't I have the same rights as everyone else?  I said I didn't mean to say anything bad.

Question

How can you ignore Orlando when they just get under your skin?

Problem

I said that people were being mean to me and was upset at the cars cuz I wanted to say they hurt me, but it came out as something else.  I said to help change it for me, but they don't care about me.

I didn't do anything wrong otherwise.  That's just how it happened.

I guess now it's over and sunk in it might not happen again out there.

I was just using the word how otherwise it came to mind but didn't mean it in an offensive way.

Now, I'm in trouble.  My relationships are at stake for this.  They just wanted it this way.  Surprise, I get a notice.  Maybe, "it won't happen again."  I don't deserve to be pushed around by everyone for these stupid social situations.  What should I do?  Orlando is mean to me, and so are others.  How can I fix myself here.  Okay, sorry.  I will try to ignore all the people being mean to me.

I just heard my dad cough like I'm stuck with him and he believes in this.  I didn't mean anything offensive.  I just meant they really wanted to do away with me.  I'm sorry about language barriers and cars roaring by that I want to stop being mean to me, roaring by with secret messages and hurting me every day.  It didn't used to be like this.

Also, my dad went for my private part several times and made it move and jiggle some.  He said, "Get this.  This is the distance."

This was a private thought and I said to change it for me.  I didn't mean anything bad.  What can I do now?  I said I already didn't mean what people say.  They don't care.  They can talk like that on purpose anytime.  It was a hard situation.  I didn't mean it was my idea.  It came out.  Now, I am the one who has to suffer, not these other people.

What more can I say?  Sorry.  I hope this will be tended to and I feel sorry.  Fine, if you don't like me.  I don't think it means my dad can be annoying to me like he is.  Why do I talk to him more when others less?