Why..

..do people seriously think I'm my dad?  They seem to happily go crazy over it.

(They make fun of him and assume I am the same way.)

What's wrong..

..with what I said?

Problem

What a way to ruin my life today.  I just felt upset and introverted.

Problem

They're just being wrong.

Problem

They keep doing it!!

Problem

What's wrong now?

Problem

If something little goes on, they always keep on making a big deal of it.  I am a good person, and you are abusing me.

Problem

They wanna fight.

Problem

They said my life would be worse in a week just for posting on my Problems blog about these kinds of things.  I don't need more to post.

Problem

I think I'm being told I'm trash.

Problem

They keep adding more things after I post!  They just said I couldn't meet someone, like it's something they decide.

Annoying

I think my mom started this weird, show offy treatment of me, like something equals "won't be it in a week" and whatnot that people do.  Like little things mean I can't do things.  Just picking at me randomly in very annoying ways.

Problem

They keep threatening me!  Like what I can feel and times to feel bad.

I Don't Deserve This

What did I do to deserve this?

Problem

I think Ellen wanted me to talk to my grandma more than my mom, trying to treat me like my dad's kid cuz he's technically older and stripping me of what I had that others can get that's better..

Angry

It feels like these weird new punishments "sprout" from my grandma and oldest aunt.  It's something I don't want to be picked at with, singularly.  You don't just go and do anything with anyone.

What?

Why do people keep acting like I've done something wrong?

Did you make your every move on some target?

How will I last my time well?  Tomorrow, I have a big day maybe, too.

It feels like every little bit of life is slowly going in the negative.

I don't see other people being brutally abused.  They think I'm some loser who can't take anything.

Oh, no!

Ellen was being friendly and I was too introverted to appreciate it.. it's too good to be true anyway.

Thanks..

..so, the little things people say to me are important/"true" even if bad.. but if it's about Ellen it's an important issue and they're in trouble.

So, what..

..why attack me??  Are you all looking for problems?  A lot has happened.  It's important..

Many Murdered

It seems like people did it on purpose to symbolize hatred for me.

Robin Williams
Michael Jackson
Whitney Houston
Mary from Peter, Paul, and Mary
Dom DeLuise..
Britney Murphey
Steve Irwin
the queen of the Netherlands/Holland?
airplane crash etc.
Cecil? the lion
..Heath Ledger

I have to admit I know aliens exist from TV..

I am not proud if "those people died because of me."

I know who most people would say, but I'm not sure of it as a project.  I know I come on trying to be good.  I don't know what's held at stake/hostage.  A lotta people are just so mean these days and to me.

If people are upset, it's for weird little things, like stomping my foot when people are racist, in public and upsetly..  I am not mean to people.  I just get upset when it's rapidfire attacking over a long period of time.

No offense nor accusations against no one found guilty.

Murder?

I wonder if Jim Carrey's girlfriend agreed to commit suicide.  She was an Irish makeup artist who was 28.  She dated since 2012, interestingly when I started watching Ellen.

Problem Solved, Problem Found

I just will ignore the anger when people take things from me....predictedly for no reason.

However, you know what Ellen said secretly?  Listen to everyone.

Interesting

Happy #YoureWelcomeWednesday pic.twitter.com/b2W5gdKO77

— Ellen DeGeneres (@TheEllenShow) September 30, 2015

It's like a threat.

You know..

..people with problems from others believe this blog is okay to post on.

So..

..why is my mom so adamant about Bella Thorne and Ellen DeGeneres?

Hard to Get

I feel as tho I've lost other important relationships.

1stly

I was telling myself my mom can't talk at me, then she started thinking of "punishing."

What to Think

Well, I already decided I can't tell Ellen what to do.  I guess when with people who won't shut up I don't like being made fun of.  If you wanna talk about it, you can't always talk at me.

They're just messing around "punishing" me..

That's funny, 1st I don't get much attention at all, and now I'm OJ.

Problem

They keep taking big emotional things from me and for no reason and it seems like it's for my grandma.

cont.

Oh, and what just happened with my mom etc.

Pretty Pepped

I was pretty pepped for Ellen's 13th season.

•I ended up staring like I didn't wanna feel bossed around, which my grandma and oldest aunt do to me.
•I thought of curse words at the table with my family with the people at the Emmys listening on me and now the world mostly knows.
•I found out Ellen lied when I found Bella Thorne could get something I supposedly was not punished for.
•I just felt upset that Ellen acted like I was submissive.

Can anyone fix the problem?

*wailing*

I can't be mean to anyone.  I can't hurt anyone.

I was actually in a pretty good mood.  No thanks to my parents trying to get me to believe I am just worthless trash.

Interesting

I don't really know what just happened to my mom, maybe a warning like I started something.

I came in all happy ready to eat.  She was acting meanly and more meanly.

I didn't wanna be mean back, as I never am.  I just told myself she's not on top, she can't tell me what to do.  She got more mean.

I guess I got upset for unrelated reasons.  Even tho she was upset, that's not why I was mad.

Weirdos Experimenting on Me

I'm a normal person.  I don't do this.

Question

Why is my grandma an issue?

SIck

I'm a good person and sick of being picked at every day like I need a lesson for starting mean things, which I don't.  My other problem is people thinking I'm bad like my dad, for weird intricate supposed fabricated reasons.

My Mom - Can anyone help me?

I was upset at her telepathic message to me, and she seemed physically distressed.

The funny thing is..

..many people disagree with the bad way people are treating or "punishing" me.  No one could care less unless they're Ellen with a big nose.

Ellen and Phil..

They both have older parents and think they are providing their audience with "the" experience of authenticity in time..  How old you gotta go!  1945 ain't bad.  Most people who are born in the 1800s are somewhat forgotten in some ways.

Mean to Me

Wow, people are so stupid.  I'm supposedly now have to be the bad side of my grandma, dad, mom..

Why am I not "in" already, then?

I'm swarmed by other people "playing around" with their thoughts on my grandma.  Why were people mean to her before and now that she's mean to me nice to her?

Problem

My grandma and oldest aunt think I'm bad and are threatening anyone who is nice to me, even Ellen DeGeneres.

Problem

When the experiment started, they weren't mean to me.  Now, they think they can finally do it.  It's been a pointless 10 years.

Question

What exactly is wrong with what I posted?

Problem

I always thought a Problems blog was a place where you posted your problems once and people would read it and it would get fixed.

People abuse me when I post here.  It's a vicious cycle.

Freedom of Speech

Since when are public blogs monitored for run-on statements? like the blog isn't that good? or rather limited to meaningless c***?

Problem

I'm really not feeling good, tho.  They made it so I can't feel that good, and if I do they snap at me.  They said it's something people like my grandma and oldest aunt want.

Why do some of you people always think I'm sarcastic?

I'm not!  I use a full range of vocabulary.

Did you just ask me a question?

And answer it for me?  What, should I post an explanation?

Maybe, I should not post this stuff..

..it's not that interesting.

What was that about?

Why is it a big deal I be bound to my parents?

Sleep

I can't seem to get it.

Problem

What you all up in my business?

Saying ooh look for what she do or she not do.

Problem

They are still treating me like an animal, just hurting me physically and stuff after all I said.

Problem

You all are the ones making the problems.  You snapped at me in bed when I was trying to feel good.  You acted like my grandma and oldest aunt could make me stop feeling good and enjoying Ellen, saying I started something.

Problem

They are messing with me on purpose like they're stint is cool and I'm just s***.  What, do you want me to get breast cancer?

Problem

I am feeling very miserable, watched, like I can't enjoy Ellen!

Problem

So, they don't care about me.  I say all this, and they just insult me and think I did something I know I deserve to have something taken from me for.  I can't listen to you.

In Other Shoes

How would you feel as me?

So, it's a big day tomorrow..

..somehow people have set up to get upset at me, how immature.  "A he he" ain't gonna cut it.  Yup, that's just what I said, take it or leave it.

It's silly things..

..like being upset I said something.

Answer?

Is me talking it out okay?  It's a bit much.  Can't expect anything from others about it.

So, I really need help.

I walk around the days pointlessly and miserably with people in the world talking at me, and my posting a little bowls over even more.  This is the world, people.

Did you know I slept in the day after Ellen hosted the Oscars on purpose when she filmed a live show?

I noticed Bella Thorne was just sleeping in London while the Emmy's were on.  I was ambushed, like Ellen feels a moral duty to me she wants severed.

I am not having fun.  It's not just "Ellen.."

I don't need this attention, but like any famous person I'd want to be respected.  I'm sick of what I'm seeing, people with superiority complexes and could get in a fight with them.  They always lighten up.  They are so lame and little do they realize I've done a lot of the same generation things as they have.

What did I do to deserve this?

Is it the curse word fetish?  Yes, I think so.  They just came up.  I tried to control my anger.

I feel that lame people in Hollywood set me up just to say this.

So..

..Ellen DeGeneres seems so upset it's gone on, as she said it would.  I'm getting lonely.  People I know are mean to me or don't talk to me, and I'm not left alone to daydream when I want.

Justification

People are telling me for silly reasons I "can't have" things.  I see it all over TV and Entertainment.  Sucks to be me.  So, here's my answer to them.  It's better than channeling messages via something like telepathy.  I just don't feel like doing it too much so I can be productive in life.  I don't know how I got here.  I feel like I'm being yelled at when I'm not even doing anything.

Problem

If what you all are doing is wrong, like say you did it to someone else, then why do it?

How I Feel

I think it's mean you all keep acting like my grandma and oldest aunt can dictate my life and in a negative, "senseless" way.  They need to be careful around us, not just us all around them.

I feel it is wrong and should be halted immediately.  If can't be then ignored again.

I'm just saying what's wrong, maybe that's not even how it is.  To fix it and prevent bad things from happening.