Problems: 07/30/15

Thursday, July 30, 2015

Problem

They won't stop saying stupid things.

Supposedly, my dad said that he can't work out if I ask him about it. This is someone else's fault.

I think they wanna do away with my mom in their imagination. That's violence, showing off, and starting the fight. What the *beep*? I don't do this. I'm just kinda guessing, but it seems possible. I don't know who would think that. I'm just saying. Why does my mom have to suffer so much? It's like that for all Asians sometimes.

Now, they acted like someone I like said, "Christina, you didn't do a thing."

You're *beep* to keep dissing me and about something stupid like race.

cont.

and insulting my cool post to Ellen like only I don't matter they said

Problem

My dad supposedly doesn't care if I tell him something to compliment wanting him to be healthy. He said "old mongolold."

Problem

Sorry I was at that boy. I should have ignored him. He seemed nice, tho, just no one is to me, like.

Problem

They said something weird.

I'll put on a smile for you, Ellen.

Okay, you can have your baby.

What about the part about punishing me?

Look

I'm sorry I get so uptight.

I'm sorry if I hurt anyone's feelings. Maybe, I didn't say it right what was going on, but you don't have to like me. It just seems unfair.

Mostly, I thought I was reporting. I need help with some things. Do they realize they are wrong? I was better off w/o them. I wasn't in trouble. No one thought I owed anyone anything.

Post Edit

I took it away and changed something.

Post Edit

*I can't remember what I was saying now about the word "dummy." They started fighting me, those *beep* clown people.

Problem

I was wondering about the word "dummy" when they did this. This guy is making fun of me for that.

Problem

Stop being *beep*

Problem

Ellen is on threatening to k*** me on a plane.

YOU'RE NOT GETTING ATTENTION BOY YER MEAN

Problem

HE WON'T SHUT UP AND STOP THREATENING ME SHUT UP YOU'RE JUST *BEEP* CUZ YER MEAN *BEEP*

Problem

That guy is *beep*.

Problem

Someone on TV is trying to think he's hypnotizing me saying to look at the TV on a remote. No you *beep*. *Beep* I'M NOT GIVING YOUR *BEEP* ATTENTION. YOU'RE IN A GOOD MOOD NOW.

Problem

WHAT DO YOU MEAN NO GYMNASTICS? I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING

*BEEP* Who do you think you are? You want me to lock you up in a cage? (Not really.)

*I can't remember what I was saying now about the word "dummy." They started fighting me, those *beep* clown people.

Problem

They said they would take back me being skinny as a kid and stupidly say I think someone said that give it to Bella! THEY CAN'T DO THAT! IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE. THAT'S LIKE STEALING FROM ME! I don't sit around and wonder about that *beep*. Someone I like supposedly had my mom say no gymnastics.

Problem

Ellen is making it seem like anyone could be listening in on me on TV and stressing me out like *beep* about it.

Problem

I can do whatever I want! They said I couldn't have what I want!

Problem

Someone I like supposedly has my mom making noises that hurt me head.

Problem

They are trying to tease me calling my dad something.

Problem

THEY WON'T STOP

Problem

I don't need the influence of these people rubbed off on me. What is this?!

Problem

These people on TV don't know what they're doing.

This is because of my dad!

Problem

I didn't do anything. I can say what I want. I'm 29 and you're wrong.

Problem

This lady on TV has a problem with herself.

Problem

People are acting like they can take away something I earned. They snapped it up. You can't give it all to someone else!

Glitch

My profile picture on g+ isn't working on some screens.

Problem

They won't stop!

Problem

They said I won't get what I deserve.

Problem

They pretended to knock me out on someone I like and put someone else there. You all are bad.

Problem

They did something again.

They said something, too.

Problem

They said something tacky that I won't listen to.

Annoying

Ellen might be posting that someone I look up to is just a *beep* baby wanting *** every day. That's not the person who wanted to do that. None of ya'll's suggestions that she's "just" antsy for ***. You think I'm bad forever and I didn't do anything bad forever. My dad is racist and selfish. No one cares.

Problem

Now, they curse at me. How pathetic. I just got a threat. Fine, you have your silly pretend baby. I don't have to think it was a nice thing to do how you did it to feel like a punishment to me.

Problem

Why are they making up mean things about this person. They just sent another message, too.

Twitter

Keep cool. Look cool. http://t.co/qZgupPMglF pic.twitter.com/iFtV7HVC7T
— Ellen DeGeneres (@TheEllenShow) July 30, 2015

What is the meaning of this? Didn't know you were in.

Why are you suggesting Leo DiCaprio to me? They keep rubbing this in.

Is Ellen a baby? I think so! Anything wrong with what I said?

You're just out to get me and think I'm bad.

Problem

There is no connotation.

Okay, they keep acting like that baby like I never said anything.

I am mad at my dad for telling people to punish me. I was more disappointed in them. They don't realize they are being mean to me.

Problem

My dad just *beep*s me cuz he's racist and, therefore, a bunch of other bad things/terms. Why is he only involved in *beep* like this all the time? I bet Ellen was the muse/influence. Really? I'm just saying what I think, didn't wanna go out and badmouth her.

Any other problems with me?

I feel like Hitler. You just wanted to rub in my dad to that person and annoy me with a byproduct in the form of a baby. I don't need your primitive hysteria over something I said I could not control like a werewolf. Ew, they're acting like I did something. I told you this upset me. You can't do *beep* cuz you don't like what I think or what is brought to my attention. Well, let's get down to this being rapidfire mean to me and punishing me wrongly. 1 I am already about 30 years old. You can't start up with me. I'm not *beep*. I'm not like you. You *beep*'d my life with stupidity. You hurt me and not others.'

This is your silly little punishment you actually did to make a statement, tho. You think it's so cool, but looks like you cheated and did something unspoken of. I don't care if it's for fun. You used it against me and didn't care if I said it made me mad. You don't realize how bad this it. And I haven't been talking to anyone specific. What? You all do it. Talking back to me like what I say is *beep*? Well, why should I care what you say?

Problem

I was careful to make a point about your pretend baby to say it was *beep* to me cuz it was a punishment to me with my dad walking around like a snot.

You think this is something, huh? I'm not being sarcastic.

Part of my mood is pent up anger of how bossy Ellen is dictating *beep* in my life.

Do you actually think this is nice?

CRIMINALS

They messed up my Google mail so it reloads too much. They are "going back" to some other *beep* they did to me.

Problem

Why don't you be quiet! They just did something weird to prevent me from being "close" to someone "or else?" They did something weird again! I can say what I want you criminal! And maybe something else. And something else. Stop telling me I'm the one getting physical. You can't throw up *beep* on me whatever you want. I am not bad!!

I don't care if it's okay.

I already said no to your *beep* baby made with stealing someone I like and making *beep* as a baby with my dad, which is not okay because 1 reason is you think you can punish me.

You don't have to! Are you stupid? What's your problem? I'm just trying to live my life. And no I don't know who is saying this and am not talking to anyone directly.

I wonder why I sound right. Maybe, because you committed a sin in the Catholic church. You aren't worth criticizing the Catholic church.

Who caused this? Well, Ellen probably thinks this is an opportunity to "punish" me, which is something that does not need to happen and I didn't do anything!

What is your "nope" from? You can't influence other people to hate me, esp. the popular ones. They said my game I might play is a plot to punish me "for this." Well, I have freedom of speech and you always hurt me you *beep*. Someone on Twitter said they couldn't help me. I still have to call during the day to get my police forum username back.

And no you can't tell me what to say "or else" .. you can't influence people to be against me.

What is this? I CANNOT HAVE THIS *BEEP* GOING AROUND. You think you're all that punishing me. Well, you are *beep* cuz you "toss aside" the idea that other people are starting to be mean to me and I just don't accept it. Next time you slip a thought in a hard time, let's batter you down. I bet you are thinking the stupid idea that it means I am wrong, but no you were mean to me 1st every day.

Well, it isn't stopping now. They aren't tired, yet. *Beep* them. What is this? You all think this is so cool. Why do you even need to slash into my once stable life?? I don't know what or who the *beep* you are.

Do you deserve the capability to do this to me, one might suggest?

Problems

They still are just *beep* to me that won't shut up.

How dare you pretend to create a baby with my dad and someone I like. You think he deserves that mismatched ***? This is pathetic. My dad is a loony machine. He's crass and wants to be gross like that. He annoys me when he touches me. Aside from all that, it just isn't right and maybe cuz you positioned it as a punishment to me. How pathetically inconvenient. You shouldn't be all up in here telling me hysterically what not to think. I said I don't want to think of cursing and violence. I said I simply had a hard time never thinking of a curse word because of how prevalent they are. What else? You put more pressure on me when you rub it in. When I post here, I control how it comes out, but sometimes I am known to just think it.

I heard a threat that they want to do something bad to me that no one can know.

They just made it sound like an icky baby with someone I like + my dad again. You used it as an inconvenient punishment for me when I don't really deserve one. Why won't they stop? You can't just do whatever you want to me. That imaginary baby is not good because of what you did and the idea is *beep*.

Don't you dare pose me as bad. You are bad. You think it's all some contest for me to be good and accept *beep*. Well, I don't. I don't believe in all the simple things Jesus said. You act like I deserve to go to H***.

Issue

My dad wants to act like he makes me like someone and that he touches like them. That seems a bit ***, but maybe he didn't do it, but it is weird for certain reasons.. he wants to ruin it for me. I should be thankful.

That's so frickin' funny

I just had to have "the last laugh."

"Wait, what?"

"Are you crazy?" I earned being white, not really him.

Rude

411: They acted like my dad had *** with someone I like. They had a baby. They basically just spat in my face like it's a life of *** for a man who doesn't care and the creation of someone who gotta go it seems not to be rude but they did this to annoy me, that thing just talked in my face thinking it was finally a real kid from my dad like my mom is diddlysquat.

Apology

Sorry if I was offensive to the imagination.

If I just got worked up over absolutely nothing.

I'll try to be better, but I was feeling bad and I forget.. yes, I said I could not handle it before I think. Well, okay, I'll just "let bygones be bygones."

Problem

They are dictating watching me waiting to *beep* me off saying nasty things like if I meet someone I think of some *beep* they just said. Why am I the one with a *beep* life while you oversee me? "You seem like you don't wanna be there." You have an attitude. I'm tired of the demeaning silence that separates more demeanor. Oh well, they do that all the time. You're just wasting your life. I wish there were better social networking we could use online. People are so stupid!!

And

Not "ew" to him, but the situation.

bc

bc it was sin.. it didn't look good

I had to say it.

"Ew." My dad acts so weird. That's his fault!

Problem

They are looking for attention and said someone I like said .. "slice" like my brain. How stupid you all with your n**** slices.

Mad

Cuz you think you can blame me for the made up kid.

Getting Away

They are getting away with some messages to me.

Why?

Why can't he be a nice dad? You'd say I was bad once and he would be wrong to be nice. He thinks I'm some n***** sin.

Problem

You can't do this just cuz you need someone to look up to. You can't use me.

Issue

This is all being done as a pleasure gift to my dad.

In Sin

They are using this made up child in sin.

beep

I'm just saying this is *beep*, but I don't mean to hurt anyone innocent! as any dummy would know!

What? I can post whatever I want. You do not have the right to do this. You started this *beep*.

About the made up kid, that was just done to hurt me supposedly for something I did for my inconvenience but you were the wrong one I said already!!

Issue

YOU ARE BEING MEAN TO ME TRYING TO PUNISH ME BY SOMEONE I LIKE WHAT THE *BEEP* IS WRONG WITH YOU ALL I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK

EW

GET HIM AWAY FROM DOING THIS

I'm sorry, but that's the way it is. He can't have *** with my relationships.

You people are so stupid. I can almost feel your presence.

Waste of My Life

You waste my time with your stupid little games and monitoring what I post!

BEEP

*BEEP*

MY DAD HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME AND MY LIFE!!!

STUPID

You act so stupid.

Problem

ARE YOU *BEEP* WATCHING ME

DON'T LISTEN TO MY DAD

They are acting like this made up *beep* is closer than me.

What!

WHAT THE *BEEP* IS YOUR PROBLEM

I cannot stop thinking of curse words cuz they are so prevalent.

Problems

They are acting like this imaginary *beep* kid is closer than me. Ew, my father must be a bad man. This is *beep*. This is not a smart situation. You just throw away your life like that. Why do you keep doing it!

Why

I told you I felt bad.

Problem

WHAT ABOUT ME

Problem

How dare you pretend my dad had *** with someone I like and he imagines a baby! You're just trying to annoy me and act stupid. You are rude. I don't want anything to do with you people!

Stuck in My Head

My dad acted like he said, "No, you can't see in the morning."

Trash

That's what this is.

Pathetic

Don't act like I did something!

Problem

They won't quit acting like I'm bad. Don't make me mad! People're being so stupid they don't even know what they're doing! DUH! You were picking at me incessantly! I'm not lying! You just wanna see me sit here and post this while you do more. Well, I have goals. And sitting here til I'm 30 .. isn't one of them! Come on? Who knows about this in the works?

Problem

They keep acting like they are hurting my possible future kids.

Problem

They acted like someone I like k***ed my brother. This is just crazy and stupid. The person I like does not do this!

You just

want me to have my dad touch me inappropriately rather than be a good dad. Also, I should get the privilege of being an adult.

What I Do Hate..

Is all this hurting me and stupidity of my life.

I risk it anyway.

*sigh*

Worried

Every time I see my parents it's *beep*. I come out nice to them in real life, but no cooperation. I risk their loss. It's *** not to be upset. People will probably take this the wrong way if anyone sees this *beep* I wrote.

What's even sicker

is the fact that he'd vye for this and get too close in that way.

I sense

some agreement. He thinks this is okay. That's just stupid. He has no right in my life. I just want a good relationship instead of me "owing" people stuff cuz you made me famous for *beep*.

BEEP

I don't give a *beep* of H*** of what my dad thinks. HE PROBABLY IS THE STUPID REASON.

I JUST SAID

TO SHUT UP

BEEP

They won't shut up.

WHAT

You can't bite at me all day. I can do whatever I want. This is actually hurting me. You don't hurt anyone else. You're all just stupid racists.

I NEED MY PRIVACY

YOU'RE JUST A LUNATIC CUZ YER MEAN

Problem

They keep trying to hurt my body by saying it!

Get a life.

NO ONE CARES IF I THINK OF A CURSE WORD - GET A LIFE

Problem

They are threatening my possible future kids like someone I like is ruining them!

Problem

They threatened to have my dad *** up a possible future daughter. How sick. Someone stop them!

Bothering

This is bothering me.

Hurtful

They keep telling me hurtful things about what I am etc.

I'm not gonna.

I'm not gonna take in stride anything.

Threats

They are threatening my life outside of this mess!

What Lo Dirty Creatures

Why can't they *fart* away?

Talking to Me

That makes no sense, I don't agree.

Realization

Being picky and wishing for perfection isn't gonna blow the sail.

When people mention things to me not to do that I don't wanna do, sometimes I do them.

Problem

They're just making a spectacle of me when they were getting physical and involved. Who are you to judge my thoughts? I already said I have a temper.

Problem

They keep trying to stimulate me inappropriately.

Problem

You can't interfere my social life.

Problem

Why do you keep being mean to me?

Problem

They keep threatening me from someone I like and to disgusting things.

Problem

They won't leave me alone!

Apology

Sorry if I said anything wrong and don't mean to hurt my dad's feelings, but something seems like I don't like it. Oh well, doesn't everyone have babies?

What a Laugh

You can't just go around having more kids than you can keep alive!

This *beep* is more of your undue punishing.

You can pretend that, but I mean you can't steal what's mine, the idea. It can't be based on *beep*ing at me. It does in fact itch at me that it's mean and inappropriate and I'm afraid I'm gonna lose it! It's all based on something I did set on. It probably ruined my relationship. Who do some of you think you are ruining things for me? Anyway, they are being annoying, moreso than if there really was a "new baby" in this idiot family. THIS IS NOT A JOKE! (I felt something watching TV.) What, are you all more unoffensive than me, does that have to be true? Are you a Barbie doll? Get on the scale!! :D

I can't stand the idea my dad r****s people I like and has babies. What can I do? Did you create the joke? You shouldn't even suggest that to people! You don't do that at 65, neither! What is the problem? I don't feel right. I just happened to keep feeling bad and get a lot to say trying to figure out how to deal with this. I know I was really the good guy.

Problem

They are acting all sing songy and *beep* to me!

Problem

They are trying to get my attention acting like stupid lunatics as tho they are also someone else.

Fine!

Is it all never about me now?

About the ***, people have it. It doesn't make them bad people.

Tossed Aside as S***

My dad does not really like me and won't stop being mean. He wanted to have *** with another woman and have kids based on tossing me aside as ****. I thought I said you were a bother to me in this. What's all this "admitting" things based on "finding out" about me? And it was someone I liked. If it weren't for me, he wouldn't care to "steal" this person from what they are to me. He's doing it based on "punishing" me. How would you feel? Why is everything about him when it's something about me?! Don't you think it's wrong they are mean to me? Would you think of something like a curse word if someone nagged at you and your life?

Commercial

Suggesting Ellen wants to make me look like as an infant a black Asian and hand me over to my dad. Don't you think it's time to stop trusting her? She keeps acting like I'm in trouble and tries to make it that way. She puts on a happy face, but this is crazy, changing my life in twisted ways and keeping hers okay but not mine. Whoever did this, we shouldn't trust them. I don't need blaspheme. No one cares about what things really mean with me cuz they're scared to and don't need to really. If Ellen acts like she didn't do it, she sometimes acts like she said it but I'm stupid cuz it's obvious she does.

Problem

They are bothering me again. Lying and saying mean things claiming to be someone I like.

Aw

Sorry I seemed so upset. Just gotta keep trying to ignore the being mean to me in things. I hope I remember when I wake up..

What..

What? Should I do? I don't like taking things in stride. It was getting ridiculous. Whatever.. I tried not to make a big deal but see this *beep* as the end. Let's start blaming.

Problem

There you are acting like a *beep*

Problem

They said I can't have something. You can't live it up, tho. It's unfair what you did to me. You keep acting like this is all my idea. Why do you think you can convince someone in how they feel about me? What, I never came out and attacked anyone. I'm trying to live my life. You're also lying about what I thought, which I didn't say!

What? You just jump to that conclusion? You tell people how to manipulate me?

What's going on? All this sudden insulting with not much to back it up. You act like yes someone told me to give you this message, too.

I realize I thought something was okay earlier today that wasn't moreso. Who are you to say that, tho, cuz you are the one who made me upset.

What can I do, now?

A Previous Post

I didn't mean to call someone a curse word.. not sure what it was, tho..

Inappropriate Attitude

I don't deserve this. What, is everything for the predeveloped kids of premature parents?

Hurting Me

Well, well, well.

You think you have the right to barge in and judge and hurt me?

They are acting like I have a problem. No, you do!

Sad

I'm not gonna sit here and listen to your pathetic mumblings!

Problem

They keep acting like I lost something. You *beep* Why did you have to ruin it for me? I didn't do anything, like you. I can think whatever I want! I didn't say it and I don't like to think out loud. *Beep*? Why were you messing with me?!

Problem

Why do people act like I'm really in trouble and I can't know it so I can't fight it? I get suggestions of it. Like, why did such and such visit at such and such time.. for something I did when I was 2? A private thought or string of thoughts. I never really did anything wrong. Why give and take and act iffy around me? You think I'm just some n***** biracial and also at age 2?