Apology

I shoulda disclaimed saying someone went from all that to nothing, not wanting to mean anyone nor anything in particular.  It's sorta a joke, meaning no offense.. it doesn't even mean what it says!  Come on, I'm a nice person in supposedly difficult "situations."  And no I'm not being sarcastic.  *agh*

I'm really trying to lay off.  I was kinda giving in with my recent postings.  I dunno why I'm even here!

I have to remember to thank..

Ellen for being so thoughtful and caring @ us every day.

And my dad is just a human, really.

However, unwanted things happen.

Well

Things needed to wind down, but you still are responsible for whatever you did.

Wow

some "drama"

Wow

and I never really did try to hurt you!  No one said I was.  But you said you had to hurt me.

Fess Up

So, just pretend you didn't do it..

So..

..but you just throw someone away if they "don't make you happy?"

Ha Ha

How is this any of your business?

Not Believing Any of You

You said you were all that and then you're nothing.  You get mad cuza what you said.

Anyway

Why are you interfering with my life?

Very Upset, Here's Why

All that's going on is Ellen's 1 Tweet a day habit to stimulate someone I look up to away from me, which she just said she can't or "won't do it.."

Saying Bella Thorne gets stuff because Ellen can't stand to see me experience any happiness with others I like a lot.  My life is going nowhere, and I demand Ellen and my dad to have stopped and to have this turned around and it better be possible.

Decision to Be..

..nice

Sorry if anyone has been offended.

So..

..why all of a sudden is everything I think wrong?  I thought I was good.  If you have a problem, you have to tell me.

Beating at Me

They keep beating at me.  I'm sick and tired of "dealing" with it.

Why??

Why do you all think I am bad all of a sudden?  You cheated out on me.

Why??

Why do you think I meant it in that way?  I don't really think I did..  Guess you have a thing.

You get upset and things happen, but some things really don't.  I'm not betting on how far I can go.

Are you mad if I say this.. again that I "didn't do it?"  And if I did I didn't mean it?  And if I do I explained myself, tho I said I didn't mean it?

What, so that I'm supposedly or seemingly upset I don't have what someone else does..?  Means that to you??  That's not really true, neither!  I decided not to do that cuz I don't wanna and know how that would play out and what with being watched for "mistakes."

Sorry, if this post does not help.