Problem

Everyone is separating from me with someone and I don't want to be that.

So, what do you want me to say?

I am so thankful for all that person did for me, tho they didn't have to.  They are inspiring and shine as truly a #1.  This person is often respectful to people.  They try and help.

Stragey/Scenereo

I sat here.  I said okay that person's cool.  And my time flowed on.  Let's keep this inside world clean.  I already don't trust how they attacked my mom saying it was for safety in the future..

Trashing Our Lives

Just because you trash your lives doesn't mean it'll improve the karma and energy in ours.

Problem

Is that Ellen making it hard for my mom?  No, seriously?  Or is it for her?  This isn't her show!

Problem

Stop taking my mom away to that person.  I'm trying to post something on an IMDb board.  They said, "And I hope she isn't found."  Go find someone else!  Get out of our glass menagerie. Throw stones in someone else's house.  You can't just do whatever you want!!!

There, what'd I say wrong?

Problem

I don't need this brought into my life.  I'm unimpressed..  I have to protect myself.  Why is this happening to me??

Also

The person doesn't mind if you're making them self-conscious.  They just wanna get at me like bull.

Well

Sounds like I'm not the one fascinated with "underdog" features/things in ways.  I'm happy just to be on top of my game.  Why, is this person depressed I left?  That's too bad and hard to believe.  You showcase him to me, I take it you're the one who's all fascinated and obviously with some OCD issue.  Whoever you all are.  Let's be normal and not wake them up to doing more than we want in certain things, like when you wake up people to compete with me who're happy as is.  You know there's bound to be more from where I came from.

Problem

I already had my fill of that person!

I respected them until I found they were hating on me like some juicy personal secret and privilege to know.

Anyway, I respect what they do, but I don't really have that kinda energy and time etc., not that you asked.

Why does it keep coming up?

But no..

..you shouldn't rub in someone to me like it's a commandment

Why are you negating that?  It could happen to you.

Appropriate Actions

You have to build a good feeling and not stop it.

I just keep getting bullied and forget to ignore after all this time.

All you care about is the result anyway, nothing behind anything.  No wonder people are so messed up.

What, you think I'm the one in the doghouse?

Problem

They just kept at me.  I was trying to deal with things.

Problem

You think you can come in at me?

Problem

You know, just yesterday, my mom kept pursuing me with annoying noises.  It was getting at me to hurt me and it did.

That person is quite

evil, I found, tho, why I make fun of them.

I just don't feel like escalating..

..into trouble from something that isn't even relevant anymore.

Problem

It wasn't even a big deal.  I didn't bring the icon up.  I just don't feel like *beep* but I need to go to supper.  I came out fine, as usual, and something happened to them.  They kept at me.  I keep forgetting they're going to frame me as bad.

Problems

You don't have a right to ruin my life and do it cuza my Gramma.

No..

..I've had enough of that person and followed thru with dedication and respect already.  I like them.  I just don't like it coming up all the time in a bad way.  You can't tell me what to do.  Who did this to me?  I know it means I lose relationships.

Problem

I just made a post on something and you go crazy.

I just wanted it to stop.

My parents created the trouble.  They made me uncomfortable.  I just don't like the negative messages!  They keep sending them and I think of curse words not on purpose!

Problems

Oh wow you just can't stop can you?

Ellen threatened to rub that person in.  What if it gets in the way of watching the show and everyone sees?

It all started..

..my dad was swiping my body for some reason it felt.  Not that anyone who thinks they're popular would care.  I don't know what happened..

Problem

My dad was trying to mess up my foot in tune to someone.  They all denied associating with that person!  I'm not doing this!

Pathetic

Remembering this person so much and as a punishment all started with my dad's oldest sister.  Now, it's catching on.

They also did something because I looked upset typing.  Pathetic.  You're the one hurting me.

Problem

They keep exploding if I use a curse word in my head.  You can't do any of that!

What's the big whoop?

So, I find people I like and I become a fan.  What is this digging into me being mean telling me if I don't submit I'm not a fan?

Problem

I'm not here to "fight the feeling."

I'm so sorry

you must be on a guilt trip.  Whoever you are, of course.

No, you are mean to me.

They said I won't "get it in Heaven."

What's the problem??

I can be upset if I want.  I wasn't the one being mean.

They are trying to say I can't feel love.  And not to follow someone I follow on Twitter.

They are threatening me to turn into my opposite, my brother.

No, I don't think so!  I bet it's cuza my mom.

I'm not gonna play it with you, me on eggshells and shown the door all the time.

They are being *beep* and said really quickly and annoyingly and tackily to me, "No, I'm already gonna make you into your brother."

I said they are doing this for my Gramma, people I like who are famous hurting me.  They think I'm bad and did something.  I'm very good, and I didn't do anything.  If I did, it had an explanation.

Problem

I posted something okay about Johnny Depp and his family but deleted it since it didn't seem liked.

I think they had pretend that someone had all the babies with the girls in the house.  I think they're saying possibly Johnny Depp said to do it.  Whoever said it, tho, I disagree.

This experiment is not right.  I'm more competent and nicer than the people doing it, by a landslide.

I think the person having the babies is provided for as hungry for things like that that are inappropriate and a tacky conclusion.  See, that sounds right.  I'm not gonna be a slave to your thinking, you know.  I already said I won the competency test.

I just got a stuck up message this person will steal my possible future kids. That's not okay, neither.  I'm sick of these jokes.

They just said not to touch them.  Quit making up that I'm touchy feely!  That's a horrible mistake to make!  Don't make it sound true cuz it's not.  Are you doing it for Ellen?  I don't need these retarded, offensive messages to come up all day.  They keep being mean cuz they got in a bad mood.

Hey, let's say what if you can't touch people.  How's that? I don't even touch people for other reasons.

They are trying to m******** me to someone and I don't like it.  Why do you think I'm bad?  You buzz in people to punish me for no reason.

If you don't know right from wrong or when to leave something alone with these issues I type out, you might be Autistic.

I didn't do anything wrong.  You are not being nice.

What?

I'm not crazy.. I was nice to my dad.  And he's not a baby!

You can't be beating at me for some way you think I treated him.  I never did anything to him.  Sometimes, he made up stuff, tho.

Problem

They are mean and tell me bad things and say they tell me what to do.  Why me?  I'm good.  What you say is often a detriment.

Threats!

About me not amounting to what I was.  Well, no!  I will.

No, I see..

..you're going in and trying to punish me for something.  This is ridiculous.

Well..

What, next?  They put bad words into my head.

I guess they hate me.

I'm too old to be a kid to older adults??

Tacky

They just drop off their punishment to me when something *** comes up.  Selfish.

So, I tried not to be upset..

..but they kept hurting my eyes.  I dunno, I was just upset.  You think christinabarrett.com makes me mad?  Maybe.  So what?  Got something to say, don't keep it a secret?

Problem

I thought I was safe in my home, but people hate me.

Problem

Who are you to pretend I did something bad/wrong?

Problem

They did this so I could lose my relationship.

Problem

Well, they went out and said "no" to my face!  I was fine without this nonsense.  You get at me every time I try to relax.

Problem

What you got on me?!

Problem

They won't stop.

Problem

They are joking like it's just something to say.

Problem

You're ruining my life.

Problem

They are bringing up I have to d**.

Problem

They were rubbing in a person.

Problem

They said, "You-haf-ta-die for this, christina."  Then a hit.  You are not all the ***y ones who are worth it-

Help!

What about my eyes?

Problem

What was with the constant beating at my eyes?

Problem

So what if I got upset at someone already upset?  I did it in my blog.  It's a special necessary blog for problems for things like was for also my therapist to read.

Problem

Greedy bloodthirsty think you're some hot shot.  I'm not talking about any 1 person!  I didn't say that.

Problem

They are taking away from my relationship after being *beep*

Problem

They're still going.

Problem

You were just mean to me about my blog!

Problem

More threats and hurting me.

Problem

See, there you go again making serious threats.

cont.

outloud

Problem

What's all this for?

My dad came out and didn't say hi while I was reading.

Problem

You can't be mean to me when I'm already mad!

Problem

They won't stop.

Problem

They said to get my blog with that person to a thousand.

Tbey made the word captchas a bike for the 1st time!  They started different kinds of trucks and tricycles and candy a lot.

Problem

They just "tossed an aside" like *beep* that someone I like said, "Yer a n*****."  They had the page load out of turn when I was doing the Captcha.

Problems

They acted like someone I like kept making my eyes go worse with noise.

They think this blog is a sin.

They associated chrsitinabarrett.com with someone in a way I didn't like, like as a label.

Danger lurking.. I got mad about my website.  I was mad about my eyes being hurt.  Now, my face is messed up again.

Why?

All day they read off a list of insults from someone.  They are spoiling others from me.

Why

Why should I hang around you if you don't like me?

I didn't do anything bad at all and they're so *beep* they take away things most treasured in my life.

They think it's some big hype where they can put on a show and pretend they're better cuz they're not, they're incompetent and moreso than me, so what's to learn?

Edit

People took a post I made the wrong way, so I had to delete it!

A Bunch of Stuff at Me

Guess you're not minding your own beeswax.

Problem

You can't dictate if people touch me or not.  You seem to have sent it in a bad way.

Problem

They won't stop.  They keep being mean.  They are trying to prove me wrong by flying in my face.

Problem

They are m*****ing in that I submitted to them once they think and that that's my stance but it definitely sucks.

Messages

I'm getting flooded and don't know if they're serious/"for real."  This just happened to show up on the wrong blog.

So..

..you have no right to be mad at my last resort in a problems blog.

Obviously

I didn't think what I said was wrong.

Rules

We need rules on what we talk about in general.  Cuz I didn't see a rule otherwise there..

Problem

You losers should quit barking up my tree and notifying my parents!

Problem

They are acting like I am submissive to someone or some people who are mean to me who don't do certain things for me so no reason to transition and to be unhappy.

Why are you so crazy about this person and they do something mean to me new all the time, as tho it has not been covered here?

Also, I get the feeling I feel a virus coming on about why Bella was stimulated.  Leave it to Ellen to discuss, of course she's not gonna do it.  If people weren't racist, I'd be fine.

Going Crazy

They just keep doing weird stuff.  I forget what else to say.  And yes it's mean.

Pathetic

That person supposedly flat out just threatened to k*** me before someone gets this message and helps.  My life is *beep* cuza you all.

Literally

All day they are insulting me from a list of mean things someone I like did.  Hello?  That's not okay.  It's noises in my room in the garage and the computer loading etc.

Problem

You can't try to have a handle on me *beep* me.

You can't come in and tell me all of a sudden that when I get attention I forced people to do it.

It will only make them leave me.

Questions

(Edited)

You can't act like I made people talk to me.  I didn't and it became like an old battery.  They said Johnny Depp wants to limit how much time I would get with attractive people.

Anyway, why are they making these noises?  I don't need to be punished for anything.  They are making someone I like "do the dirty work" for a joke.  It sounds like my Gramma again.  She has no say in this if that's all she's gonna amount to for me.  I'm a real person, not to be used, and you can't say no.  Remember how good my family was, as I said?  I was good?  You can't just pick at me for one thing and say my life is over "just (for you) to be safe."  I'm not getting much out of this.

Problem

They keep messing with me!!..

Some people..

..react better if I don't think a confession but write it down.  So, not at others's expense..

I did not mean to say to stay.  In fact, I had an idea that it was not so good, anyway, if they feel inclined to upset me.

I kinda miss being alone.

About pretending, I mean that's just something you did.

Yea, I mean, I'm tough.  So, you don't have to do this by my wishes.

I do have a problem with being put on the bad list of someone like famous I like like it doesn't matter.  You never know what could happen next.

Ah!

I don't wanna be mean to anyone, but I guess I was stuck feeling mean.  Best keep a safe distance from running into/finding me.

More

Now, they're going crazy saying what I can't do.

Problem

They keep telling me I can't get stuff others may out of nowhere.  I didn't do anything and they keep bothering me.

Problem

They think whatever they say can happen.

Problem

I was singing and they might have made a slight noise and they're telling me what I'm not to do with fame and profession and are tacky to bring it up.

They already lied.

They are just telling me no.

Problem

This person keeps talking.  And it's mean.  I forgot to say you all have nothing to say any more than me it seems with how mean you are all the time.  Get it?  You're like mean all the time.

Problem

They keep doing it suggestively.

Attitude

That's not okay.

Another Message

They tried to act like they were pervertedly hypnotizing me. They won't slow it down!  It kinda affected me.

You know..

..the world don't take that.  Let's see what happens now.

Problem

They just might have done something.. suggesting a curse on my future possible daughter to be blind with more spin-offs.

Happy Happy Joy Joy

So, I just can't win?  I can't be happy alone?  You're gonna say I wanna meet people.  Well, others get to.  I don't fight for it unless someone set me up to be on everyone I meet's bad list who's really cool kinda like me, except the problem of being mixed race or with who my parents are you think should affect my success negatively.

Um..

Oh, wow, it's a crime to say you hurt me.  That's all I've done *wrong*.  Why can't you just leave me be to the people I admire for whatever I'm doing admiring them or whatever.  It seems rather serious you're bringing them up acting like they're meant to me, then again maybe not, when I'm mad.. when these times probably shouldn't last my whole life.

Problem

I didn't do anything bad in the experiment.  You did!!

Problem

I am not listening, I already said no.  My life was better before.

I already said

why are you talking to me like this all the time?  Something doesn't sit well.  Do you spy on Ellen or other non-famous people?

Problem

They want to set me up as a bad kid just going thru life admitting they're retarded.

Problem

I am not bad and don't submit to anyone.

cont.

I don't need to learn it's wrong, I had an emergency.

Problems

They said someone I like owed their life to my mistake of spamming friends.. and something bad about me.

Problem

They keep making my toes feel messed up if I don't put in all my effort to ward it.

More

They are not sensitive about what they do.

Cars

They keep going by and lingering messages as they go for some reason that make me have to stop what I'm doing.

So It Seems

It seems you didn't do any more than I did, just have an easier time growing up.

Problem

They did it again, a negative message like they're all that.  They are just bad people, it's no use saying they're stupid or whatever, like stupid to be mean.  I said, what is this?  This is all teasing me that I'm actually bad no matter what I do!

Hmph

Guess you can't trust anyone who think a lot of one's self.  They think they have to be mean to me to be popular.  They still lie that my dad may or may not have told them to do it.  It's probably leftover from confusion and the world took it on..

Oh, and it's fine if you wanna do stuff you got from me for others, anyone would know that.

See

They are just getting meaner to me.

Problem

They are giving someone something that was mine with a really bad attitude.

Issue

They for no reason like to dictate like someone I like doing something funny like insulting me and when I feel better "not talk to me" via the experiment.  Well, they never told me before who they are messaging me from.

It sounds like a trick from Gramma for others to get ahead in some way.

Look, this is pathetic messing up my life.  You're really bad.  I'm not.

Problem

Someone keeps saying I'm "not white."  Doesn't make me an ape.  Most people have tans.  Who cares?  You wanna bring a black person into this?  Wait, you have.  The world is so "cheap."  They were convinced this/you all were right.

I guess all the Northern Europeans have glowing skin now.

Hate

Supposedly my aunt set up a place I like to hate me.

*BEEP*

What is all this *beep* on TV?  They are all being mean to me.

Ha ha?  Very funny?  For a moment?

They are being *beep* on TV.  I was upset some Asian restaurant workers were being mean and they blamed my opinion on me as wrong.  I said they supported someone and never cared about me and gave everyone else a hard time.  Just to annoy me and support some of what Ellen supposedly does.

Problem

I got a sign from before they are ruining the nose of someone I like flattening it out, belittling them for no reason.

Problems

It seems they have something negative "on the agenda" every day.

They said my possible future son was not white and that they were stuping my possible future daughter.

They have the person I like supposedly sending me messages.  I was wondering about being nice to her, and they acted like it was a hoot.

I don't like posting this stuff for them cuz it's taking so much effort.

I'm watching SNL and an idea of Ellen came up.  I forgot what I thought.  Well, thy just made me think of her.  So, I've cursed at people it so happens who were mean, and they were acting like it's a thing not to curse involving certain people.  Well, that would make sense for anyone, too.

So, this person keeps being mean to me.  Why should I have my life ruined?

You know, it's like these specific people were told to be mean to me.  Why?  I am having a hard time feeling cool around cool people cuza this but this is why.

Now, they are suggesting that these cool people are worth more and they are pursuing me with any unpopularity they earned/have.

Just because of the silly things like spending store cards?  Nothing "bad" about it.  You just pay it back.  I didn't realize it was inconvenient.  Yous sure are having a time of this.  I can't have my world ruined with these people I like being mean.

Why on SNL does it sound every once in a while they are making fun of me?  If I did that, you'd think it was wrong!

That person is inflicting messages on me in an annoying voice.

Look, now more is happening.  A car just went by.  They acted like I couldn't ever drive.  They are just being bad.  They noticed I said, "You sure are having a time of this."  So what?  It might sound like something you think is said in a sarcastic tone, but I'm not.  It has a little of a weird tone.

They are smiling saying I did something and that this person I like has something planned as tho I have to put up with them being mean.  I'm not putting up with this.

They are messing with my nose, a car sliding across and the show "slicing" things.

The cars won't stop!

Look, I'm being threatened and sent mean messages in private.  My future has negative threats as tho I was wrong to just be upset.  Well, you were bad.  They're still doing it!  They ruined my relationship.  You can't all ban up on me to replace your individual weaknesses.  No one should be forced to do it.  I could just tell the police if something happened, but I'm worried of what I'd lose.  My parents are insanely representing mean messages.

Look, there's something wrong with my nose!!

And this is my blog.  Why would my nose offend you?  I got a funny feeling that something by now would come up, according to one person.

On SNL they are being mean like I said about my future possible kids.

Why do you hold weird superstitions?

No, I didn't say anyone had to do anything for me.  I think some people did seem interested.  I have the right to complain for losing something due to framing my life, tho.  What did I do to get on any bad list?  I have not received rejection before by people I like in this way.  So, it's that people telling others they can be mean to me or have to!  This could never happen.  What if I lose my relationships or reputation?  It's important.  They keep rounding off acting like I'm bad to be upset on the inside at all as reason for what they did.