Thursday, August 13, 2015
CRAZY FOOLS
who don't think
I AM NOT BAD! ARE SOME OF YOU ALL BEING STUPID
You think I can sit here and type like this?
What's wrong? You can't take anything? You shouldn't even be doing this. You leave the rest of the world alone. Don't you?
I AM NOT BAD! ARE SOME OF YOU ALL BEING STUPID
You think I can sit here and type like this?
What's wrong? You can't take anything? You shouldn't even be doing this. You leave the rest of the world alone. Don't you?
I SAID THEY WON'T STOP THE *BEEP*
They keep snotting up someone I like. Don't do that! They wouldn't like it! If you don't like me saying somehow. That's like what you did.
"hnyou hnmay hnnot.." "hndo hnyou hnwant.." with their weird cross look
I dunno, but that's what they're doing.
"Do you want.. too?"
To add more, they bothered me and are all up on their craft and said, "I practiced this in life." Then why do you and everyone call it *beep* and act like I don't appreciate whatever you see it as? Don't like it? Being snottty?
I AM NOT BAD>This is so cheap.
"hnyou hnmay hnnot.." "hndo hnyou hnwant.." with their weird cross look
I dunno, but that's what they're doing.
"Do you want.. too?"
To add more, they bothered me and are all up on their craft and said, "I practiced this in life." Then why do you and everyone call it *beep* and act like I don't appreciate whatever you see it as? Don't like it? Being snottty?
I AM NOT BAD>This is so cheap.
A Real Nuisance
Being all Autistic and afraid of wrong suggestions. Blaming me for *beep*. Not trying to be mean. Just said "Autistic and afraid of suggestions etc.." and that it's the nuisance. Didn't say who. Not trying to be sarcastic, but I should have found some other way to say. Again, didn't point fingers. It is a point.. I feel so threatened about every little thing I do that's true/necessary.
Why?
Why were you teasing me, anyway? You don't do that to other people. Do I just seem to have it too good? Cuz I don't feel good now. I didn't say anything that bad, like about anyone, just explaining what was happening. If you have these messages, I mean, I don't really care and they could be for other people to read.
Funny
They are acting like I dissed someone.
I was reexplaining something before, tho, that I said I didn't mean like. Maybe, they are hypersensitive to that kinda stuff. That's not how it went down, tho. I feel they are tossing me aside as different racially but a a totally lesser race. To go further, I know people do experience jealousy who are all white. They need to learn to get out and have fun and take care of their needs and not to forget classic forms of love such as of family, people at church, "real" "friends," etc. Other races are very open, I thought, to whites learning about them, but whites sometimes seem shy about that. Just to make sure there was no misunderstanding/blame on me, should not be necessary if I didn't have people watching me cuz I would never mean anything bad about that I'd think.
So, why can't I apologize and get forgiven for whatever hurt them in their take on what was suggested that really wasn't and sorry if it was not fully explained. I did go back and edit it soon after to be more clear. They keep thinking I mean something bad, but maybe they want me to seem bad, not sure who, but it seems like one explanation.
It's funny I meet people and they think I'll be okay, but I won't. I even tried getting more sleep so I don't act stupid. Stuff that if people weren't watching would be okay.. it's not. And what did it supposedly even was something else, me reporting the info. impersonally, as they kept making me take things in stride, which doesn't seem right. I tried to stop, but they are just counting posts, not caring what they say nor don't really say. They twist possibilities in things, too. They won't admit what they're doing, like just punishing me, pretending it's science and has to happen.
If something really has to be seen as suggestive, I suggest we see whose fault it really is and help the person it is suggested to, if at all. We need to be nice, no matter what. Life is not a sport of getting at others and being mean to them like it's okay. We need to set good examples.
So, let's see if anything's really wrong to fix, not just like say it has something to do with my other relationships and to continue to say I can't have them for no related reason. I even give it a rest like everyone else, but you said you wanted to talk about it. I do have other things I can do that I do. It just seems a bit imposing otherwise. Anyway, people can be interested, too, sometimes or however often they want, too, of course.
So, so sorry if anything is gone wrong cuza me. I didn't want it to. I shoulda known to delete this and not just edit this. It just seemed like clear water, something that hadn't been done. Guess I just went off. It was just a statement probably more geared towards the mother than the daughter. I just meant she seemed extra "protective." I guess they'd take that as a suggestion. I do wanna talk about it in general, but people probably hint at it behind their back. You know, I get random secret mean messages, too, myself, not putting anything up that I am very aware of that much. About hinting, I just mean people do that to everyone.
I was reexplaining something before, tho, that I said I didn't mean like. Maybe, they are hypersensitive to that kinda stuff. That's not how it went down, tho. I feel they are tossing me aside as different racially but a a totally lesser race. To go further, I know people do experience jealousy who are all white. They need to learn to get out and have fun and take care of their needs and not to forget classic forms of love such as of family, people at church, "real" "friends," etc. Other races are very open, I thought, to whites learning about them, but whites sometimes seem shy about that. Just to make sure there was no misunderstanding/blame on me, should not be necessary if I didn't have people watching me cuz I would never mean anything bad about that I'd think.
So, why can't I apologize and get forgiven for whatever hurt them in their take on what was suggested that really wasn't and sorry if it was not fully explained. I did go back and edit it soon after to be more clear. They keep thinking I mean something bad, but maybe they want me to seem bad, not sure who, but it seems like one explanation.
It's funny I meet people and they think I'll be okay, but I won't. I even tried getting more sleep so I don't act stupid. Stuff that if people weren't watching would be okay.. it's not. And what did it supposedly even was something else, me reporting the info. impersonally, as they kept making me take things in stride, which doesn't seem right. I tried to stop, but they are just counting posts, not caring what they say nor don't really say. They twist possibilities in things, too. They won't admit what they're doing, like just punishing me, pretending it's science and has to happen.
If something really has to be seen as suggestive, I suggest we see whose fault it really is and help the person it is suggested to, if at all. We need to be nice, no matter what. Life is not a sport of getting at others and being mean to them like it's okay. We need to set good examples.
So, let's see if anything's really wrong to fix, not just like say it has something to do with my other relationships and to continue to say I can't have them for no related reason. I even give it a rest like everyone else, but you said you wanted to talk about it. I do have other things I can do that I do. It just seems a bit imposing otherwise. Anyway, people can be interested, too, sometimes or however often they want, too, of course.
So, so sorry if anything is gone wrong cuza me. I didn't want it to. I shoulda known to delete this and not just edit this. It just seemed like clear water, something that hadn't been done. Guess I just went off. It was just a statement probably more geared towards the mother than the daughter. I just meant she seemed extra "protective." I guess they'd take that as a suggestion. I do wanna talk about it in general, but people probably hint at it behind their back. You know, I get random secret mean messages, too, myself, not putting anything up that I am very aware of that much. About hinting, I just mean people do that to everyone.
Tacky and Submissive
WHAT?
They are cooing someone that I don't have the relationship.
Why do you go crazy over my Problems blog? You don't set an example of other ways of saying anything.
They are cooing someone that I don't have the relationship.
Why do you go crazy over my Problems blog? You don't set an example of other ways of saying anything.
Another Barrier
They said they stripped down someone I like particularly to another so that they do not retain themselves. They could do this to anyone. Look, quit accusing me. It's probably "too late," bloodthirsty people holding off. Quit messing with me.
Problem
Quit telling me I'm the bad one and taking from my relationships. You're taking, don't go making up some silly fantasy that I'm telling you something bad. That's that. I was just upset at you bothering me. I don't know why you had to go and explode all over the place. It doesn't seem to say what you claim it says. Why, anyway, are you suggesting these things? Must there be these issues? Looks like you have the time you need for what you want. Also, do they reward everyone with the same thing when something supposedly happens?
You know, you all said I said something I didn't and/or didn't ever mean even before I edited my post. I hope you aren't counting on me to mess up to reward others, in lieu. Why not be honest about this from the start? You want this to be the tool?
Again, I can't/don't mind if someone else gets attention, in general. More than a few people can with someone.
Playing a game, gotta go.
You know, you all said I said something I didn't and/or didn't ever mean even before I edited my post. I hope you aren't counting on me to mess up to reward others, in lieu. Why not be honest about this from the start? You want this to be the tool?
Again, I can't/don't mind if someone else gets attention, in general. More than a few people can with someone.
Playing a game, gotta go.
In Her Defense by Me..
Ellen made fun of my cousin having a baby. I got the message. Of course, she twists it this way and that, what she thinks. Nope, I got the message. I'm not here to start ill will. Just reporting. Better watch out? She must really hate me, too. She loves my cousin, I hope. She does spend tremendous feeling into talking to me, tho, but she does this, too, I mean. This, that's not just the cat outta a bag. Gotta watch out! Apparently, they can get mad at me more easily than at her, which is right. What, did you just take it back, too?
Why are you here, anyway?
I never said I wanted you to do something silly like that. I know they are pretending to be someone, too, but I feel a negative presence.
If you just don't wanna be here, then don't be.
What did I say now? I just said you were twisting messages to me that I need to handle or say it's just not true.
If you just don't wanna be here, then don't be.
What did I say now? I just said you were twisting messages to me that I need to handle or say it's just not true.
Who cares?
When I said it, I was careful about my cousin. But if my aunt did something wrong she shouldn't be so sensitive. In fact, it was a neutralized, or something, statement.
So..
See my aunt lose it? She respects my dad but not me as a person. She made a big fuss over an earnest attempt to make a point in a nice way. Sure, I had to edit it to get it more concrete that way.
She's a complainer, I guess. Doesn't participate in others's lives then has a say in a debate suddenly?
I bet this isn't good for the family. Why do you all take things the wrong way? You might be wrong.
Always wants her way, eh? Works it out and stays skinnier than me? I used to be skinnier. I know when I visited recently before they didn't want me to come unless I was skinnier, but my parents weren't much a help when I needed it.
She's a complainer, I guess. Doesn't participate in others's lives then has a say in a debate suddenly?
I bet this isn't good for the family. Why do you all take things the wrong way? You might be wrong.
Always wants her way, eh? Works it out and stays skinnier than me? I used to be skinnier. I know when I visited recently before they didn't want me to come unless I was skinnier, but my parents weren't much a help when I needed it.
What They're up To
Now, they're giving my cousin something I earned. They just play in front of me like a football game like I'm not even there, whatever that means. They keep doing it more.
This experiment got meaner. They just want to attack and get at me by making up rules about my inner reactions.
Look, I'm innocent.
They did something kinda weird.
You are bothering me illegally. Why is my cousin so good and not me now? Go blame her mom.
This experiment got meaner. They just want to attack and get at me by making up rules about my inner reactions.
Look, I'm innocent.
They did something kinda weird.
You are bothering me illegally. Why is my cousin so good and not me now? Go blame her mom.
Problem
They won't shut up. They are saying things as tho they aren't saying them and I'm just a little bothered. They are bothering me more, tho, and I don't wanna believe "what" they say. No, I'm good, and you are bad for bothering me. I didn't say anything you need to be complaining about.
This has gone too far.
They're trying to hurt people who think the right way. Most people know that something wasn't right.
You know, there are lots of recordly bad people here who'll jump on the bandwagon and do their thing. This isn't helping Orlando..
You know, I don't see why my aunt would be in a position to get upset with the way she doesn't seem to uphold normal morals. This is just important. I wouldn't bring it up if I didn't hear wrong from her. All I said was something along the lines of how much better her daughter had it in some ways than me. Her mom was able to spoil her somehow with lots of attention. If she had a hard time, it's their fault and not necessarily someone else's.
No, you're the one attacking me for my aunt getting upset over something little and normal cuz you buzzed her in in the experiment. I changed what I wrote, but I never meant anything bad. It's honestly rather pathetic how she's going crazy mad over me.
I am innocent. She used to do bad things to me in what she said, tho I didn't see her online. She would dis me and make me feel bad, while her daughter can do all these things. She didn't do it a lot, but like this.. she's done it. What I said was not supposed to be a big deal nor trigger anger.
I don't care about people who are still fighting me after I said okay I didn't know this was an issue, sorry. The people about Orlando, those ones are lunatics. They need to learn to mind their own business.
Also, what if I needed to talk about the facts? Any problem on a blog labeled Problems? It just came naturally. Why am I to think of these "characters" I don't see as being a part of my life like that? If I find all of a sudden something hurts their feelings, I'll try to be nice and do something different or not do it.
You know, there are lots of recordly bad people here who'll jump on the bandwagon and do their thing. This isn't helping Orlando..
You know, I don't see why my aunt would be in a position to get upset with the way she doesn't seem to uphold normal morals. This is just important. I wouldn't bring it up if I didn't hear wrong from her. All I said was something along the lines of how much better her daughter had it in some ways than me. Her mom was able to spoil her somehow with lots of attention. If she had a hard time, it's their fault and not necessarily someone else's.
No, you're the one attacking me for my aunt getting upset over something little and normal cuz you buzzed her in in the experiment. I changed what I wrote, but I never meant anything bad. It's honestly rather pathetic how she's going crazy mad over me.
I am innocent. She used to do bad things to me in what she said, tho I didn't see her online. She would dis me and make me feel bad, while her daughter can do all these things. She didn't do it a lot, but like this.. she's done it. What I said was not supposed to be a big deal nor trigger anger.
I don't care about people who are still fighting me after I said okay I didn't know this was an issue, sorry. The people about Orlando, those ones are lunatics. They need to learn to mind their own business.
Also, what if I needed to talk about the facts? Any problem on a blog labeled Problems? It just came naturally. Why am I to think of these "characters" I don't see as being a part of my life like that? If I find all of a sudden something hurts their feelings, I'll try to be nice and do something different or not do it.
But why?
When I said something like why is my aunt so violently against others with her daughter better phrased?.. I said what I meant in a nice way as I could. It was just something that happens all the time, tho it's funny I'm not really there now. If my aunt knows this from the experiment, that's too bad, cuz it's my problems blog and I write about important things. This is something people think about already. I'm not trying to be mean, just noticing moms in Fort Lauderdale being so Heveanly protective of their daughters. What about me? I wanted to live there and am from there and was very good.
This is pathetic. I wonder who did this with my mom.
I'm just trying to explain why I said this remark, which I didn't mean to impose in her face like on her Facebook or even not on mine. Can't I do anything? They did this! My dad's side of the family do not need words to ruin a day. They just make you think what they want.
It wasn't even supposed to be a big deal.
They should not be playing around with my life, making me fat, etc.
I write what I want and what happens and I start in a nice way until someone simply blows up when it hits them in the wrong way.
Sorry! Just trying to explain and wondering about my mom acting weirdly. I didn't bring the thing I said up much but for once I think.
This is pathetic. I wonder who did this with my mom.
I'm just trying to explain why I said this remark, which I didn't mean to impose in her face like on her Facebook or even not on mine. Can't I do anything? They did this! My dad's side of the family do not need words to ruin a day. They just make you think what they want.
It wasn't even supposed to be a big deal.
They should not be playing around with my life, making me fat, etc.
I write what I want and what happens and I start in a nice way until someone simply blows up when it hits them in the wrong way.
Sorry! Just trying to explain and wondering about my mom acting weirdly. I didn't bring the thing I said up much but for once I think.
Problem
Some people I liked had my mom stay away from me now only to see once in awhile while I made a point on my problems blog that my aunt thinks her daughter deserves better than everyone else.
You can't play little games like this. What I said was important and was said with more suave. I did have to edit it, but so what?
They probably are offended cuz they really play by that. There's no one to meet. They all are selfish about their kids to some people.
So, I'm thinking Ellen and someone else did this.
You can't play little games like this. What I said was important and was said with more suave. I did have to edit it, but so what?
They probably are offended cuz they really play by that. There's no one to meet. They all are selfish about their kids to some people.
So, I'm thinking Ellen and someone else did this.
Problem
They are either interrupting my posting or sending me a message from Johnny Depp that I can't talk about how Bella Thorne looks or else he'll find out and dis me somehow.. I am complimenting her! I might also be/seem critical, but I'm not even that mean. You can't make me walk around on eggshells for no reason all the time. How did you get this freedom to annoy me and do bad things? You all seem to have run out of things to do. I bet you don't wanna be considered old news. I guess Ellen isn't old news cuza Bella. Where does it say I'm famous? Check my Twitter followers. They keep talking to me mean stuff still!
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