Was/Is all the laughter really necessary? I just was getting ready to eat supper with my family while the world can listen in on us together being bound in ritual, which I wouldn't do to someone else like that as far as I can figure now.
I wasn't especially bad.
You know, people know I decided after I was just being positive so as not to ruin the ceremony, cuz they could tell if I was "bad."
What's with the associating me only by blood cuza that? Do you know what technically happened? I just feel mad sometimes at supper.