Wednesday, July 22, 2015
Perpetuation
They keep saying things to ruin my life but help others. Like, "you're gonna d**." "You don't know so-and-so." "Don't think about such-and-such."
Upset
I don't need a cutesy act like dropping pellets in my bowl. I will not do something this stupid. I mean, if someone acts weirdly and inhumanly around me, I have a right to dislike it. I'm not crazy. No offense to anyone. They were being picky about it just now and didn't even make sense.
Apology
I dunno, but I got a funny message and it was kinda annoying.
They just made me feel lesser and off, too. Like with my surroundings. Someone went in for the k***. They, whoever that is, sure are bossy and ignorant of things, feelings, how to deal with emotions.
Whatever it was.. I don't like this new detachment/attachment I'm feeling with my surroundings. How will I get better and know if it's back to normal? They illuminated it.
They just made me feel lesser and off, too. Like with my surroundings. Someone went in for the k***. They, whoever that is, sure are bossy and ignorant of things, feelings, how to deal with emotions.
Whatever it was.. I don't like this new detachment/attachment I'm feeling with my surroundings. How will I get better and know if it's back to normal? They illuminated it.
Apology
I don't want anyone tossing and turning over something I said that's okay but seen a certain way. It makes me wonder about that catch phrase. It's like everything I say is bad. I did change the arrangement. I guess how you treat me just kinda comes up in its own good time. I wonder if you can think of a better way of saying or not saying that. Maybe, I just have to suffer the special effects for myself. Make sure these superstitions don't turn viral into a problem. I'll be interested to know what the problem is in people's fetishes of interpretation and false associations for whatever reason, seems to exist, at least I think I know. It is a weird thing to say, in a way, what I said. I tried to change it and used the phrase just on myself. It still seems a source of negative energy. Some things are "best left unsaid," others I dunno.. I know the time thinking can go overboard into impossibility, at least for me in my experience, I think. Ugh! So hard, but sorry, whatever it is.
Problem
They are turning things that I did that aren't that bad into legends to center on. *Beep* I wonder if they had to pay to get people to promote things like that. Some people have *beep*d up my relationships with other people in the world. What do you think I am, some toy for sinners to experiment on and play around with?
Sneaking up on Me!!
They acted like someone else deserves someone I care about and not me like at all anymore.
I was upset once by accident about something like that, so what!!
I was upset once by accident about something like that, so what!!
What about me?
Why is Ellen acting like I'm punished every day? Who do you think I am? What's this, a long time/forever, just joking around laughing at me? This all sounds very illegal to me.
I don't mean to be mean and risque.
I can deal with this. }:) Or can I? I'll still come posting here about my irritations.
WHAT IS THIS ARE YOU CRAZY
the world going against me? They're rubbing in my dad. I'm not even supposed to be with him, necessarily, tho I would like a good relationship and not sure how much I should still be with my parents.
Being Mean..
This person they said made me close to my dad. That's not something I want. I already have a working relationship or used to.
I don't care about
Ellen and people going crazy that I'm some loon in trouble. I'm being violated. Like it doesn't matter--but just for me.
I don't wanna sit here
listening for perverted things said to me that shouldn't be.
I don't care if I kick if I'm mad.
I don't care if I kick if I'm mad.
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