Sunday, November 27, 2016

Apology

I'm so sorry about all this.  I didn't mean what started it.  I guess I have to listen like I'm in jail.  I don't mean no harm, tho.

Problem

More!

Am I just gonna let go from this?

Problem

They did the same thing but more.

Problem

Why did they hurt me?

Social Problems

Every time I try to fix a problem, they make more.

"Not again!"

I'm not here for the descent.

What?

I didn't do anything wrong.  They are just racists and meanies.

Problem

They are threatening my relationship.

Problem

They are telling me things they know I don't like.

They said I'm just jealous of someone else deserving to be pitied for getting too much attention all of a sudden when they didn't want to.

Being Nice

People are nice to me and then want something from me.

Aw, yea!

Don't say that didn't just happen now.

Being Too Close

I was already friendly but don't wanna be close to certain people insteada others.

Problem

This just came up all of a sudden.

Inappropriate Relationship Topics

They/People are bringing up inappropriate things to bring up, like people who I'm not that close to and don't wanna be in certain ways they do.

Problem

They took someone away just cuz I didn't wanna be that close all the time to someone else and no one else hasta (has to.)

Relationships

Other people get my relationships.

I don't get the relationships I want in the ways I want them.

They are taking away someone from me more now.

Problems

They keep pushing me to be with people I don't wanna and not others, in this.

Analyzation of a Good Post

Why if I can't talk to someone are they the ones who're in dire straights in a diverse set of people in a relationship?  They matter, but maybe they like different people.  I just got thru trying to assimilate with them and ended up in a rut.  I think I did it again more successfully.  However, the people spying on me are mad at me even tho I was nice.
They think I was too smart saying "in dire straights" in such a context.  It elicits okay things.

Huh?

My parents were acting like they would abuse if I ever had any children or stimulate them by giving them the cold shoulder, like I'm just trash.  So, I imagined what if I was yelling at them and cursing and my dad continued to beat at me so I thought of some bad words.

I left the room to eat.  They kept making noises and acting like I threw one at them, and bad words came up.  I guess I'm supposed to not let that happen.

I was thinking cursing was not bad, so I wanted to do it, but they keep hurting me if I do.  I don't really attack innocent people.

Problem

People get mad if I think a curse word or post one in a certain way online, like in a sincere post.  Then, they do something really big and mean to me, the people spying on me in private.