Even people just..

..thinking I need to be punished more from the outside do things that go amiss, like telling me just I can't have something as tho there's a line of people everywhere and I need to be set apart.

So, why do you think..

..I'm a bad person?  If I did something bad, don't you think it was a mistake, there was an explanation, or there was a good excuse?

Problem

Why are these people literally *beep* around my life?

Problem

I can't seem to settle this.  I'm a normal person.  We settle things.

Problem

They keep getting mad at me for no reason.  I'm not trying to fight anyone's preferences in other things that don't concern me.

No, I don't want little things to make big differences in bad ways.  I'm actually nice.  I just get mad at people being mean to me.

Problem

They are acting like I'm spoiled.  I from the start didn't like this.

Problem

It never was right!  You can't invade my privacy in this way just to take from me from the start.

Problem

They are playing around taking people from my life like they put them all there.

Problem

They're just wasting my time saying the same thing over and over.

Problem

I'm not here for my dad to play chess with my life.

Problem

They are making someone I like lash out on me like crazy with everyone I talk to.

Problem

You can't be mean to me for my dad, I've already said this plenty of times.

Enjoying Things I Like

Ellen and now otherwise keep rubbing in the cute artistic things for kids are all for Bella and no one else and saying not for me directly, because of age.

For some reason..

..you all think you have the right to do this, to ruin my thought processes and life.  Putting me in the stance of being in a relationship and then saying I did something, when someone had just insulted me .. what happened, sometimes I got upset cuz of the frequency?  I'm not here to serve people doing this.

Hallucinating

I didn't do anything bad.

And..

..I said I was sorry if I accidentally hurt anyone's feelings.  I wonder how everyone else is justified as perfect these days.  I said I just mentioned something once.  Later, I found it upon me to sieve thru more.  This is not what communication is for.  This is weird.  You just are looking for an excuse, probably, telling me I am bad in the process and me saying others are bad and no one caring.

About the Issue

I feel abused.  No one else is going thru weird things.  I didn't for sure do anything punishable.  Might wanna find out beforehand.

Problem

I didn't even say that much.  You were hallucinating.

Problem

You can't take away my relationship.  I am an innocent person in her own home who didn't say anything that bad.  You're just trying to get rid of me.  I'm the one who needs to get rid of something.

What?

You wanna talk?  (To me about a bad thing?)

Problem

Sneaking in insults.

To Anyone Who Cares

Sorry for "talking" about these things.  I can't think of anything befitting to say.  I do feel if I did I should.  I feel like I'm bad all the time for something I didn't do, in some abstract way or weird thing.  I just am sad I am disliked.  It's like everyone says I'm *beep* without doing anything, as well.

Why..

..does Ellen hold in with a smile that she might have morally decided it?  That's just freaky.  No one would find it right, but since it's not them perhaps a tad impressive.

You might read this over and find it insulting, but this is just my problems blog and I mean it's not something you can spend a lotta time on, things that shouldn't have even happened.  Also, I didn't mean it sarcastically.  What makes you think it seems bad?  Is it also just a feeling, like when I said I had a feeling and told I can't follow, but just saying it's because I supposedly deserve to be in trouble?  Johnny Depp doesn't even watch himself when he acted in something, generally.  It's really a time thing.  English is the only language I speak.  I feel uneasy that if I said I were comfortable with English people would say I was bad but if I wasn't then bad, too.  They are just crazy and don't want me to be successful.  See, I'm not being sarcastic..  "Crazy" is an active adjective.

As for the topic, if that confused you, I'm just saying that something's going on, not sure why nor who all concerning.  See?.. doesn't seem that bad for some reason what I said.  I just wanted to get thru to the issue..  :/  Seems weird.  I'm not supposed to worry about this cuz no one would, but it may prevent confusion, tho.

Did you know..

..there exists a drama, tho I can't believe it'd really be big enough to do on purpose, of something important that maybe is because of me cursing about noises in my room that people in the experiment on me, not sure who all, put there?

I mean, it can't be healthy.

Problem

I don't want people watching me like they're giving me "a chance."  Look in the mirror.

Something's wrong with my dad.

When he sees Pirates 2 when the father take the job of lashing is son, he'd pleasure aim straight into me in that as guilt.