They are trying to make me feel bad about being rough after my grandma groped at church, when she was the bad one, and when they were mean to me and I splashed in the pool cuz I was mad. I didn't wanna do that. Since when have people become so incredibly, outright nasty? It's like they're staring me down in secret. I can't get at them, but here I'm telling you now. Sometimes, a lot of times, I ignore things. I don't think it's appropriate to be mean to me twice and try to make me feel like I was trying to be mean. That's not my case. It's that I was upset and couldn't hold it in.. and then there was a reason.