Friday, October 21, 2016
Problem
So, what, you just say whatever you want about me?
You're mad at me?
They said I was retarded for no good reason. They said it like they meant it. Someone must be different if they just want to blurt out that idea to me cuz if I'm retarded it's not my fault.
What do you think did it.. hm, how interesting.
They just have to hurt me to get by? doesn't sound like it. If someone calls me retarded, I want to know why. I don't care if it's some poor stranger.
Okay, okay, they thought it basically, but it wasn't because I fell on my head. They are just blurting out every thing they can under the sun.
Maybe, the shit involved experimenting on me both made me retarded and I think is retarded in some way, in the way that I saw when I was talked to secretly at school and home and kicked outta my major for supposedly being too shy and that being annoying. What am I? the dirt under the fingernails of the people at my music college? I hear people get by at Harvard flunking out and they don't get kicked out.
Disclaimer: No offense. What if I can't keep up with all their mean messages?
What do you think about the people experimenting on me calling me retarded at a time they think I feel good because of someone else? that just comes to me, too. It's some secret way of being nasty that ends without a fight, just to prove to someone they did it, they were mean to me. If someone on the streets said it, it wouldn't go over well. I can't get away with thinking they are retarded, but I don't think people are just retarded.
What? Should I resign from life since I fell on my head?
I understand some of it is because I probably am, but it's not my fault! That didn't make sense. I think from being mad at people such as Ellen DeGeneres made me physically less sensitive. I have hit my walls and table etc.
I'm sorry if I hurt anyone's feelings cuz it is an issue I am retarded, but they wove it into a bigger message. Why do they keep doing that? Maybe, they don't care about what they do. If I did something, they just be mean to me. It might be something from when I was a child and I was retarded or selfish or cheap. It might be cause I used to make my brother cry so I could cheer him up. He wouldn't respond to me any other way. He didn't know how to walk yet, so he already cried about things. I was 6 years old, I think. My mom wasn't around, but maybe I told her then.
So, what, do you think it's fake calling me retarded or saying something?
They're being mean to me again like just cuz I posted this.
It might be cause I talked about being stupid, but that's not okay to get at me for that! If this experiment weren't, it wouldn't!
I feel a loss, have to practice violin. I have to hobble over to my keyboard and use a metronome on my computer now!
I said I'm sorry, but I didn't get nasty at anyone. I'm sorry I know it's retarded to wonder why you said it, but you said it a certain way.. and when a certain time. I just wanted to post about it! I don't believe it, "Don't say anything to anyone in the world you see in public because you already did something certain in life."
You know they were very assertive.
I'm not for England being in the moment when I'm not in the moment, like staying physical rather than being right, like keeping a conversation flowing aimlessly. It's to the point they hurt other people. I just don't understand some things. Maybe, they are trying to do something and like getting away with being insulting overall.
I think it was desperate, but they aren't talking about it now.
I hope no one minds that I wrote about it. I'm not a Tweeter, so I can post more, as you should.
You're mad at me?
They said I was retarded for no good reason. They said it like they meant it. Someone must be different if they just want to blurt out that idea to me cuz if I'm retarded it's not my fault.
What do you think did it.. hm, how interesting.
They just have to hurt me to get by? doesn't sound like it. If someone calls me retarded, I want to know why. I don't care if it's some poor stranger.
Okay, okay, they thought it basically, but it wasn't because I fell on my head. They are just blurting out every thing they can under the sun.
Maybe, the shit involved experimenting on me both made me retarded and I think is retarded in some way, in the way that I saw when I was talked to secretly at school and home and kicked outta my major for supposedly being too shy and that being annoying. What am I? the dirt under the fingernails of the people at my music college? I hear people get by at Harvard flunking out and they don't get kicked out.
Disclaimer: No offense. What if I can't keep up with all their mean messages?
What do you think about the people experimenting on me calling me retarded at a time they think I feel good because of someone else? that just comes to me, too. It's some secret way of being nasty that ends without a fight, just to prove to someone they did it, they were mean to me. If someone on the streets said it, it wouldn't go over well. I can't get away with thinking they are retarded, but I don't think people are just retarded.
What? Should I resign from life since I fell on my head?
I understand some of it is because I probably am, but it's not my fault! That didn't make sense. I think from being mad at people such as Ellen DeGeneres made me physically less sensitive. I have hit my walls and table etc.
I'm sorry if I hurt anyone's feelings cuz it is an issue I am retarded, but they wove it into a bigger message. Why do they keep doing that? Maybe, they don't care about what they do. If I did something, they just be mean to me. It might be something from when I was a child and I was retarded or selfish or cheap. It might be cause I used to make my brother cry so I could cheer him up. He wouldn't respond to me any other way. He didn't know how to walk yet, so he already cried about things. I was 6 years old, I think. My mom wasn't around, but maybe I told her then.
So, what, do you think it's fake calling me retarded or saying something?
They're being mean to me again like just cuz I posted this.
It might be cause I talked about being stupid, but that's not okay to get at me for that! If this experiment weren't, it wouldn't!
I feel a loss, have to practice violin. I have to hobble over to my keyboard and use a metronome on my computer now!
I said I'm sorry, but I didn't get nasty at anyone. I'm sorry I know it's retarded to wonder why you said it, but you said it a certain way.. and when a certain time. I just wanted to post about it! I don't believe it, "Don't say anything to anyone in the world you see in public because you already did something certain in life."
You know they were very assertive.
I'm not for England being in the moment when I'm not in the moment, like staying physical rather than being right, like keeping a conversation flowing aimlessly. It's to the point they hurt other people. I just don't understand some things. Maybe, they are trying to do something and like getting away with being insulting overall.
I think it was desperate, but they aren't talking about it now.
I hope no one minds that I wrote about it. I'm not a Tweeter, so I can post more, as you should.
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