Tuesday, November 22, 2016

Problem

They are testing me not to post things or else they will do them.

Problem

They keep teasing me about people I look up to feeling disagreeable to me and think it's something special I can't also talk about.  That's stupid.  I talk about important things like that.

Problem

They said the person I look up to is messing with my body and disfiguring it for good.

Problem

What's up with all the problems since the election?

Problem

They keep saying I'm bad.

Problem

They're making someone I look up to act nasty.

Problem

They set me off and tried to mess with my ability to utilize my brain.

Problem

They were poking at me for no reason.

Problem

They won't stop, and it's all important.

Problem

They won't stop including other people when someone talks now and acting tacky telling me things I don't like like I did something.

More

They said, "Now, here it is if you have any children," like cake!

Problem

They said that someone I look up to said, "And I never come back."  Sounds like they gave my relationship to others.  That was mine, too.

Anyway..

..I didn't realize how cyber-sensitive people are.

I didn't mean someone could not feel pleasure but that they were using the idea against me yet not in a way that is good nor pleasing to someone else.  It was pretty extreme.  Do you want to do that? cuz I didn't know.  I didn't really say not to feel good.  When I didn't explain what I meant by pleasure sometimes they got mad cuz they thought I said it too much tho this is just a Problems blog.

Did you know they said, "I couldn't kill you?"  What does this mean for me?  Do you feel pleasure?  I don't want to feel that kind of pleasure.

I looked back..

..and I couldn't find my posts talking about pleasure.  Were they deleted?

What?

People are at me for what I posted when I said something else.  I guess nothing matters to people when it comes to my living conditions and the bumps in the road.  I said what I meant.  I don't mean I have some big public issue about people I think about when I write about feeling good.  I just feel the world has gone wild. So, what?  Do people want this kinda stuff now or is it just to hurt me and you think maybe God doesn't care?  Why don't you take a sojourn? and learn about ways to feel better pleasure?  I'm not stopping you.  I just want to know why I'm in trouble and what's wrong.  My apologies if I said anything stupid.

So?

Why do they need to do that?  I need it to not be my bad.

I might be over it.  They aren't perfect yet may feel they are the good guy.

Perturbed

People are saying they are better racially.

Problem

Can you believe it?  I owe Disney and they're the givers?  I am normal.  I said I wouldn't do nor need anything this way since 11 years.

Question

Why is what I say not right?  I just got that what's going around is sorta pointless.  I mean, it's not like I'm writing poetry. 

Problem

I keep getting that I'm in trouble.

What I Said

I never meant someone could not feel good.  I am not my dad.  Am I still in trouble?

So..

People are trying to make me feel badly like they matter and I don't.  They keep doing it all the time.

Apology

Sorry if I am not to talk in a certain way of certain things.  I hope things get better.

So

what if it were true and a big waste?

Problem

They are trying to say I can't feel good in a certsin way.

Problem

They are blaming my mom it seems.

Problem

They woke me up trying to catch me in a thought that did not agree.

Problem

They hurt me again.  I was in pain thinking of something cool.

Got Me Up Again

They said someone I like "can't do it for good" when I'm dealing with pain.

Problem

People lied about me to make me infamous for painful reasons.

The concern is about someone I look up to now and how they pleasure them is painful.  It was about me.  Things were smooth then.  Thanks a lot to blaming me for supporting Hillary and not winning the country.  I had a feeling about this long ago.

Well

Shows how selfish.

Do I owe something, in your opinion?

Problem

People are getting silly saying someone I look up to'a stimulation has become a color.  Also, they have them acting like a big baby.  "Why should I care?"  This is so dumbed down.  I think people want Hillary as President.

So..

They said they changed their mind.

One Threat After Another

It just won't stop.

Problem

The cars keep battling, saying, "You mean.." .. "Christina can't do such and such."

Problem

They said someone I like will not take me as gifted now.

Problem

They're still playing around.

Problem

Now people will read this and remember.  They were more real recently, too, just want to get in and soak in all the pleasure away from this world.

Problem

They put force on me to take away my talent in dancing.

10 Years of Waiting

What lies ahead!

Problem

I'm not having an okay time.

Problem

They are acting weird and bad.

Problem

They are saying things that aren't so because I reminded myself what they say they don't hold to.

Problem

They keep talking about negative stimulation of someone I look up to when things don't go their way.

Problem

They said in a weird way, "No..this one says what."

I'm not doing anything wrong.

They said, "I said you may never have..*name*."

I didn't do anything wrong, but they keep going.

Problem

They said, "You can never meet me."  I just took off my earplugs to take a picture which I didn't like/post.

Problem

I'm hearing negative messages from cars outside all the time saying they know what someone said.

Feeling Bad

They attacked me physically.  I was about to enjoy a breakfast.

Problem

They keep doing more.

Problem

They said someone I like chopped the tension in my head that feel strong.

Problem

They acted like I should not say anything, but that is wrong in this way.

Edit

I edited my last post.

Problems

They have associated me with things/people in ways I don't wanna.  They act like life will get better, but it hasn't.

I don't start complaining about someone getting pleasurable attention, in a certain bad way..  However, I feel a still in the air because on Election Day some people in line were acting mean to me and I got blamed secretly for trying to turn it off.  I came home, and my dad was weird and acting like my vacation would be ruined.  I forgot I could at least tell myself I didn't deserve it.  I was upset and made a fist in my room etc.  I was upset doing laundry cuz they got upset I did that, like it would affect the election, something anyone would do.