Tuesday, October 11, 2016

Did you notice in the still

my life is broken up shit?

Why does it disturb you

when I repeat what you say?

I figured something out.

It's time to stop it.

Here's 1 thing I know.

My dad likes this nagging at me all the time.

Other people just feel sorry for him.

Like Whiny Babies or 2-year-old Brats

People spying on me pretending that someone I like wants to send me a negative message.

I feel a nagging, like I'm worried about something I shouldn't be.

I'm sorry, but it went thru my head that it was someone else and I kept thinking it.  It's most dramatic that way, but I do not mean it to them.

Sometimes

I don't explain myself for silly reasons.

Why

have the people I like the most gone onto others but instead?

What?

I believe I didn't do what has been claimed and that there is therefore nothing to discuss with you.

I'm sorry!

I think what I want.  With people watching, it's not easy.

I feel unsafe.

Someone is ..supposedly.. mad at me.  Everyone is making me feel bad.  I've already got lotsa people against me.  Why?  If people like me and I don't have problems, why make my life not work out?  Are you just sad you are taller than me?  It's usually the prestigious people who turn me away for no reason, like they were contacted in advanced and it's planned that way.  I can't live like this.  That's what I live for, kinda, or one big thing.

Update / Edit

Page - General Problems

Supposedly.. Someone I like thought I was mean in being weird a little on Twitter looking at a famous person's Twitter and Tweeting them.  I don't know how, but it keeps coming back to haunt me.

Who cares?

Just don't listen to them?  Is it that hard?

Lies

I feel very upset myself that this could happen to me.

They are lying saying I did something that otherwise I'd have it back.

I have a legitimate reason to be disturbed and didn't do anything bad.  They are playing with what I think, but I didn't say it.  It wasn't even really a bad attack on my part considering.  I'm not gonna sit here and accept it.  I'm not gonna let it float by, neither.

Help, I feel really attacked.  Give it to me now.  I'm not gonna be quiet necessarily for too long like I am waiting for something I probably won't get in the way I want.  See, it's just a game.  You know, I don't care.  I just don't like how they are telling people what to do.  If they aren't, I've got something to tend to.

Help!  I can't think perfectly, and they are attacking me for it.  They keep watching me.  They can't figure it out.  They are going in and making sure I never feel any satisfaction with my feelings.

Disturbed

What can I do to get back what people think I lost like I don't matter?  I don't really care.  They're wrong.

How Worthless an Experience

People I like are skirting around acting like I can't have something, tho they are supposedly nice people.

I guess..

..the people talking to me all the time turned on me.

Depressing

They keep getting me down.  I have things to do, like get around to practicing violin without procrastinating so long.

Problem

Supposedly, someone I like is trying to be mean to me when I solve a problem and is going along with what I mentioned.

Problem

They said to wait for one more person instead.  (No.)

Problem

They are being obscene sinfully pleasuring someone I like just cuza that.

Problem

They keep saying I can't have something important to me cuz I was upset and it was brought up then.

Problem

Someone I like is forced to do something I don't like for thinking of something.  I'm still thinking about it, tho.